August 26th 1991

August 26th 1991 is the day Dylan O'brien was born.

Dylan O'brien or Stiles, I'd say, is really warm, beautiful and lovely actor who always brings smiles to our faces.

He's so special and I really want to meet him.

I'm so glad I was born in the time he lives in and I have a chance to meet such an amazing person, although that chance is smaller than anything, I still hope my dream of meeting him will, one day, come true.

What's so special about him?

I'd say he's not like the other actors. Why? He's not really obsessed with fame or popularity according to the fact he barely uses any social network.

He is the person who's smile will make thousands of people laugh.

There's something special about some people. We don't even know the reason why but we love them...

I'd call it unexplainable love but really wonderful one.

Thank you for everything, the cutest actor ever!

I love you very much and wish you the happiest birthday ever!

Just If

If you ever come back 

To the city we loved

Where benches are still shouting our names

And where the leaves are singing along

To our song,

Remember me...

If the owls are making loudly noises

Next to your window at night

Would the noises make you realize

How lonely you feel 

Without me,

Baby?

And just if you buy the same perfume 

I used to wear to make you feel

Like I'm there

Next to you

It still doesn't feel the same scent

It used to have on me

Would you realize

You shouldn't let me go, 

Never, ever, 

Baby?

Hello my lovely wolfiers! How are you? It's been a long time since I've wrote a post and here I am now, apologizing for my absence. You can read more about why I wasn't blogging in a past few weeks at my second blog Living Like V. 

I hope you aren't mad at me or something like that...

I promise that I'll try harder to make my posts better and more regularly.

Thank you very much for reading!

I love you wolfiers!

Stay alive,xx

3 Great TV Shows Besides Teen Wolf

Hello my dear wolfiers! 

How are you? Hope you are all doing great.

We all know the feeling when one season of Teen Wolf is over and we have to wait for like a half year to see the new episodes and, of course, we get so bored searching for TV shows who are at least half as good as Teen Wolf. What happens next? Well, you have me, who is as bored as you are and that motivated me to write this post.

1. SCREAM

This is an awesome show which I stared watching 2 days ago and for just 2 days I watched the entire first season. When I saw that 2nd season has just a couple episodes because it's not done yet, I was asking myself what I'm going to do with my life when I watch those episodes and we don't even know when Teen Wolf season 6 is coming out yet...

And if you watch Scream, tell me which character reminds you of Stiles, I mean not how he looks but his behavior? 

2. SUPERNATURAL

I started watching this TV show a long time ago but because I hadn't time to watch it, I stopped till the few weeks before. At first, I liked it so much when they were only fighting demons and supernatural creatures but when all the story with God and Angel finding God started, I said naah, it's a little too much if you ask me.

But I recommend it if you don't mind them mentioning God in that way...

3. MENTALIST

This show isn't like the first two but I like it so much. My sister and I watch it every night waiting for suhur haha. It's amazing and I highly recommend it.

So that was all for today's post. Please leave me a comments down bellow telling me if you have any TV shows to recommend. I'd love to hear from you! 

I love you!

Stay alive,xx

Why Am I Void?!

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I've done so many things wrong but why is God punishing me like this?! Why is He taking you from me, when I can't live without you?! Am I that bad person?

' I don't want to hurt you, maybe it's better to... Please go, I can't say it...'

' Baby, what's wrong?'

' Don't... Just don't... I... I want you to leave! We are done! '

And you left. Deep down, I wanted you to stay but baby, you don't realize that I am the one who's hurting you! It's all my false! I should've protect you from everything but I can't... I'm not that strong...

The monsters will chase you when you are with me and I want you to go. I want you to be happy somewhere else, with somebody else, without me... 

I'm the cause of your pain, I'm the one who should feel it, I deserve it because I've done so many bad things in my life. But you...

You are the one who's face is more innocent than anything on this planet.

You are the one who makes people shame about their behavior not saying anything, just looking at them...

Your eyes are bright and shinny when you are with me and I don't want to shut the shine down but I can't help it... I can't protect you from evil that's chasing me.

How can it even come close to you when you are so good and nice?

What's wrong with me?! Why am I void?!

I can't help myself... It's better for you to leave me and everything will be okay. 

Your life will be normal again.

Like before you met me.

But I don't think you regret it... 

I'm hoping you don't regret a second spent with me,baby...

Promise me you'll remember me and go.

It's better to leave evil than to become one.

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14th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys and welcome to another post!
Today I'm gonna be doing ''14th Episode Got Me Like...'' but first of all, I have announcement about my posting schedule. I'm going to publish 2 posts weekly. Every Thursday - ...Episode Got Me Like... Every Saturday - Stalia post.
Hope you are fine with that. I'd love to post daily but my school started this Monday and because I'm the last middle school year our teachers are stricter and they are expecting more from us so I'm kind off going to study this year,I guess...

This went to long and we haven't even started!
Let's do this!

First of all, I'm happy to announce that...

Yaay! Yes, the pack is back and I couldn't be more happy right now! 

This time, I'm not going to write like a book about everything that happened in this episode to make it more visually readable to you. 

• Argents are totally back. Chris and Gerard are working hard and investigating this case about the Beast to help the pack. I'm happy knowing they aren't alone in this but everytime I look at Chris or Gerard I remember Allison and it hurts knowing that she's never coming back like her character.
• Theo showed his real face again. I could say that I told you he's evil but, oh, I won't. He cheated Malia about the promise he gave her that he'll help her to kill her mother. Breaden said her to don't trust him but I know Malia was desperate to find the Desert Wolf so she forgot to be careful about trusting anyone. He helped the Desert Wolf and basically drag over Malia to her. But at that time, the Beast came out of the wall and they all ran away. Except that, Theo brought the blind Alpha to the Beacon Hills. He wants him to help him to take the Beast's power but in exchange, the blind Alpha wants SCOTT'S EYES!
• Alpha helps Beta. Liam was still feeling guilty about trying to kill Scott but Scott's helping him to get over it. #socute
• Parrish = Hellhound. Okay, we all knew that Parrish is a Hellhound, but did he knew? No. But now he knows it. Gerard and Chris helped him turn into a Hellhound and realize what he is. At the painting in the tunnels is a Hellhound fighting with the Beast. But (I think you are not going to like this...) under them... Are people. They are our pack. And they are dead. 
• #Banshees. Meredith helped Lydia realize that she's powerful but she needs to learn to use her weapon - her voice. Lydia was asking her to tell her how's she doing it but Meredith answered that her way is a bad one, she needs to find a good way, her own way. Watching how the Desert Wolf is killing Malia forced Lydia to find her way immidiately and she did it! She broke the glass, she woke up and beat the guards in the Eichen House but they cought her up at the gate. But don't worry our dear Banshee, our pack is coming to help you! And oh, Stiles was visiting Lydia, he was trying to help her wake up before this but she didn't and it was so sad. He found a shaved part of her head and he asked her mom what are they doing to her but she told him that's for some kind of medical investigation but I'm not sure that's it because before she woke up, a man from the Eichen House was holding a glass syringes with a steel needle and I think that's not the medicine for her! 
• #THEPACKISBACK. At the end, Malia,Breaden and Deaton saved themselves from the Beast and Malia is back with pack now. Malia,Stiles,Kira,Scott and Liam are trying to get Lydia from the Eichen House to make their pack complete. MISSION SAVING LYDIA BEGINNS! I'm so happy! I think this is the time when Stalia will reconcile and they'll get back together.#excited

So that was all for today guys! Hope you enjoyed! Be sure to let me know in the comments down below if you did and follow me on GFC and G+, please! Thank you so much! 

We are close to 15k! I can't believe this is actually happening! 

THANK YOU GUYS!!! 

I love you!

Stay alive,xx 

13th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys and welcome to another post!

I've just watched the 13th episode of Teen Wolf and you know what is next...

'13th Episode Got Me Like...'

Where should I start? 

Umh... I should start with good news, I guess. 

So, I'm really happy to say this : KIRA IS BACK! 

Oh my God she's such a badass! At the beginning, she was fighting with Skin Walkers who said that there are 2 possible solutions for Kira's situation which are : she'll be doing like a test and if she pass it, they'll be able to help her but if she doesn't she'll need to become one of them, one of the Skin Walkers. I was so scared but she passed the test (at least she thought she did) and I was so proud of her but then, they said that she didn't pass it, the FOX inside her passed it so like, it doesn't count and she'll have to stay there with them and become one of them. I was like, what is wrong with you weirdos?! I was so sad because her mother told her, if it's the only way for her to survive, she'll have to leave her with Skin Walkers.

Stiles and Scott fixed the jeep after Liam visited Scott offering his help but Scott, of course, didn't accept it. Scott and Stiles decided to go and search for Kira. At their way to some kind of desert, they talked about Malia.

Scott asked Stiles why he's not talking to Malia and his response was that she doesn't talk to him or anyone. And then comes the part where Scott told him that Malia is up to something really bad because she's looking for her mother and he even scent Breaden in her house.

He said that he thinks she's going to kill her mother...

And... At the gas station Stiles told Scott everything about his self-defense and Scott asked him why didn't he told him earlier about that because he know the difference, he knows what is self-defense.

I love the fact that Sciles is finally back! 

Meredith is helping Lydia to realize the power of her voice and to learn how to use it like her weapon.

I can't wait for Lydia to finally learn how to use her voice! She's going to be such a badass (like every other girl in the Teen Wolf except Hayden, I don't really like Hayden anymore because she thinks like Theo is the best because he get her back from death but she doesn't know what is he up to...)

At the end, Stiles and Scott saved Kira and her mother from the Skin Walkers  and it was such a beautiful moment, I even got chills...

Liam and Mason found out that Theo is looking for the blind Alpha a.k.a Deucalion! 

So that was all for this post!

Hope you enjoyed!

And, oh yes, I added the new playlist and this one is just... BEAUTIFUL! Hope you like the songs as well as I do.

Please comment down bellow how did you like this episode and follow me on GFC and G+.

Love you guys!

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 4!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 

This is the part 4 and I can't really believe how time passes by because it'll basically be 2016 in 3 days! 

Do you celebrate New Year? I don't really celebrate New Year, I mean, I go to sleepover at my best friends' houses or they come to my place but it's not like we are going to party that much just because it's New Year and I'm Muslim , too , so that isn't properly in my religion.

I think I went really too deep into this and I have so much to do so I should probably start haha...

Today I'm going to write about...

Triskelion ! 

*I miss Derek so much...*

So, if you watch Teen Wolf (sayin' this because some of my readers don't watch Teen Wolf but they find these posts interesting) you probably noticed that triskelion tattoo on Derek's back. But what is actually triskelion and why Derek has its tattoo? 

Triskelion is basically the sign of 3 spirals which somehow look like 3 legs. 

But the triskelion is an acient symbol with wide and varied meanings and usage around the world. 

But in Teen Wolf it has first time appeared in the second episode , around Laura Hale's grave as Stiles removed a wolfsbane studded rope next to Derek's house. Basically, it appeared a lot in Teen Wolf, even in Lydia's hallucinations. Derek explained Scott that triskelion is used as the symbol of the revenge among werewolf packs. But Boyd, in season 2, points out that the symbol has different meanings to different people. It might mean past, present and future or father,mother and child. Derek says that the symbol means to him Alpha, Beta and Omega - the three types of werewolves. He said it reminds him that we all can rise and fall. Beta can become an Alpha or an Alpha falling down to Omega status.

Talia Hale (a.k.a Derek's mother) used this sign to teach each one of her child to control themselves in the night of the full moon. 

There are also more different meanings of this sign : the stage of life and progress in the life (action, moving forward, etc.), the three real realms (water,sky and earth) and the phases of the moon (new, half and full). 

This sign really looks cool to me. What do you think? 

So that was all for today, I hope you enjoyed. Please comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC. 

Stay alive,xx

The Heart Want What It Wants

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''Listen to your brain, forget the heart'' , they said. But I know, even through my brain says you're going to hurt me, my heart doesn't listen to it and constantly falls for your eyes and smile. One look is enough to make me feel the happiest person in the world but oh... I fell for you and I know this is not what I imagined, these aren't the dreams I dreamt when I was a little girl... I dreamt a nice boy with good behavior but I felt for bad boy, for a hooligan... But you... You are MY bad boy, MY hooligan and I don't care what they think even if they are right. My heart chose you. You are the one I talk about in my sleep, you are the one that makes me smile just by one single message you send me, you are the one that can make my day better at the hardest times... You... I'm so crazy in love with you, am I not? Hah...

Baby, let them talk what they want. 

I wouldn't leave you even when they all would be against us. 

The whole world might seem to be against us but our love is stronger than the whole world, isn't it?
Baby, just hug me thigh, let me know you love me and I will never leave.

I just need you. Even through it means I won't listen to my brain, okay, I'll be stupid, but I don't care if we love each other.

This whole world is just the fog that's trying to hide our love but oh, baby, fog doesn't last forever. 

We can chase it together.

Just you and me, honey.

Because...

The heart want what it wants.

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Hello guys! Happy Wednesday!

I hope you are doing well through this final weeks. I am going to school until December 31st. Long way to the end, i know...

So, here's another imagine story by me. This one is like Malia writing to Stiles because he's bad boy and she's good girl so her friends and family keep saying to her that she should get away from him.

I  hope you like it! I love you guys!

Stay alive,xx

10,000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys...

O my God... I never thought I would be here writting this post. It feels amazing! Knowing that you accomplished one goal in your life... I can't describe this feeling! And this wouldn't be possible without you guys, you are my little hearts and I love you so much! I want to thank you for always being there for me, reading my posts even when they were actually not even close to good... Through my posts you can always conclude am I feeling good or am I so sad. That's why I love writting. Even when I'm writting about Stalia I can write fanfictions depending on my feelings. I can create stories that will never actually happen. I can imagine that I'm werewolf too, I can put myself into Malia's character. I can, basically, live thousands of lives just by writting. But you know what's better?

Knowing that someone out there is actually reading your posts, that someone out there likes them, finds me talented or just a good amateur writer. You may think that when I write to you that you mean so much to me, I'm doing it to keep you as my reader, but no, I'm not! I mean it!

Just try to do something and if someone tells you that you're so good, try to describe me that feeling! You'd feel the same! I, actually, feel proud of myself now. I've never been proud of myself in my entire life... But hey, that's another story! And I don't want to write sad stories now. This should be happy moment! And it clearly is! I'm so happy to have you in my life! 

Thank you so much again! 

I hope you like my blog and you'll continue reading it because it means so much to me!

Only thing I miss in this moment are they... I want to meet my heroes so badly. I want them to read this and all my other posts intended and inspired by them. 

I love you Stiles and Malia! You will be always taking a part of my heart, Stalia. 

I love you! 

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Thank you guys for reading this and thank you for amazing 10,000 views, almost 70 subscribers on GFC and 40 of them on Google+ . It sounds insane! Thank you to the (full) Moon and back haha! For 3 days it's going to be 5 months since I made this blog. I feel so proud and it's because of you!

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I'm working on amazing plans for this blog, I want to success with this blog and I hope you'll continue following me and reading my posts! I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

What Love Looks Like

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

Your endless needs

My breaking grieves

You look this way

But you don't see

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

My body is framed

My soul is stained

All things good

Will be washed away

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This pain I breathe

Has poisened me

Dreamt a dream

Now I'm spitting bitter tears

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

-Mirel Wagner

Seeing you so powerless on the heap of bodies... My heart is broken now. 

If you are hurt, I cry, but if you die, I die. Remember? 

My mind is confused... How that even happened? You were my heroes... Heroes can't die, right? 

At least, in my heart, you'll never die... Is this what love looks like? 

I'm asking too much questions but I need to know... I need to know if... If this is the truth? You're gonna die? But... But I love you. My heart was breaking into hundreds of peaces seeing you die. 

Is this the end? 

Our journey was short, I must admit. Or it just looked like that to me? 

No, they can't take you. They'll break this little girl's heart... I... I can't let you go.

You mean so much to me. You changed my life, you know it, right? 

In this letter, I just wanted to remind you how much you mean to me and...

And to say you to fight.

Fight till your least drop of blood. I'll be there to support you. Just to know you aren't alone and you'll never be till I die. 

I can at least watch it and support you when I can't change anything.

And that's what's really killing me.

I suppose this is what love looks like.

Hello guys, It's me again.
I hope you'll understand I'm a bit late because I had no wi-fi connection yesterday. 
If you click on that lyrics up there, you can watch the new official promo of Teen Wolf (which I cried watching btw so I'm warning you!) 
And I decided to wrote a little bit about that video. Hope you liked this post! 
Comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC!
Thanks! I love you guys!



Stay alive, xx

Teen Wolf Wishlist

Hello there!
It's been a while ... And I promise I'll try to write the next intro without this sentence haha.
Ummm today I'm writting a little bit different post.
It's my ''Teen Wolf Wishlist'' and I'm writting this post because today I saw a guy wearing STILINSKI 24 HOODIE and I actually tried to get to him somehow to try to convince him to give me his hoodie but naaah' I thought ''I am crazy but... Not that much.'' but anyways, he gave me this idea to post some clothes, jewelry and all sorts of stuff related to Teen Wolf that I want with all my heart but I'm kinda feeling like they are expensive so please, if you find them with lower prices anywhere on the Internet, please comment me down bellow! Thanks and let's get to the point haha...


1.''STILINSKI 24'' HOODIE
Here we go again... But let's just talk how wonderful this hoodie is. I mean ... Look at her...

I think I'm gonna start saving money for this BABY! 
I found it for $30 online. Is there any possible way I can get it for the lower price? 

2.TRISKELION BRACELET
This bracelet is so cute and so me but I think it's too much to give $10 for bracelet or it's just me? 

3.TEEN WOLF BEANIES! 

I love beanies, they have always be so me but I don't wear them on a daily base actually but if I had one of these, I'd wear it like ALWAYS! 

I , also, saw a beanie ''Lose your dnim'' but I think these are more cute.
I saw them online for like 20 dollars and I think that's expensive for beanie or not?

Did you find them any cheaper? 

THAT WAS MY TEEN WOLF WISHLIST! 

WHAT'S ON YOUR TEEN WOLF WISHLIST? PLEASE TELL ME IN THE COMMENT SECTION DOWN BELLOW AND FOLLOW ME ON GFC IF YOU'VE ENJOYED! 

I LOVE YOU ALL AND SEE YOU LATER!

Stay alive, xx

Let's Build Up Our Infinity!

The sound of rain woke me up... Slowly realizing,in the dark, my bed became the sea... 

The sad sea built up with my tears. 

In a dream,I was holding you tightly but you disappeared. 

I was loving you hard but in the next second you were gone.

I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything to you but I wanted to stop you from leaving me, I wanted to say you the words which would keep you by my side but my mouth was dry and my words, my voice... You couldn't hear it. And you left me.

I'm the one who is constantly scared of losing people I love. I'm the one who would give everything just to have someone by my side forever.

I'm the one who is going on everything or nothing.

If you love me, love me till the end and forever.

Or don't love me at all.

If you hug me, don't give me that heartless hug.

Don't kiss me without loving me.

You were the one hard to get. But when I got you, your love, you were the one who protected me from all the bad things on this world.

You said you'd kill for me. 

And I said I would die for you.

That was the truth. The only truth I believed in. And I still do.

I pray to God to keep you safe, to keep you here, with me.

You are the one who is always in my prayer... I pray for our infinity.

In a dream I was losing you but...

Now I'm not gonna fall asleep without you and I won't wake up with you, now and forever.

You are mine and I'm yours. 

Let's build up our infinity!

Hello guys! Did you miss me?

Well, I'm so ,so,so sorry but I really hadn't time for blogging this week. I had so many exams and tests and ... Ugh pretty much everything!

I miss the Summer when I posted every day... I need to organize my day so I can find the time for blogging. 

I really love you guys and you mean the world to me and I... I really wanted you to know that.

This text is just so bad I need to apologize for that but I usually write alone in my room and now I'm writting in a room full of people and I can't concentrate.

I promise I'm gonna put more effort in this blog because you really deserve it.

Thank you for everything! We are close to 8000 VIEWS which is TRULY AMAZING and also, we need 2 more followers to hit that amazing number - 50 FOLLOWERS! 

I want to thank you for your amazing support in the comments down bellow, I LOVE reading them and replying to them! You guys are really great!

I love you so, so, so much and thank you for everything, too the Moon and back!

Stay alive,xx

Just Hold Me Tight...

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I need you. I need you by my side. I want to hear your heart beating in the way I breathe. I want your hand in mine telling me you love me and you'll never let me go. I need to see your smile because it makes me feel alive. You know that... Without you... Nothing makes sense and my heart doesn't beat the same way. It doesn't feel like when I'm by your side. When I'm by your side my heart beats so fast like I'm falling in love with you again and again everyday... 

I feel butterflies in my stomach everytime I see you, everytime you smile and when you say me you love me... That... I can't even describe. My words aren't amazing enough to describe us. 

God created us in couples. Every human being has its soulmate. But what is the chance you'll find yours in 7 billion people? It sounds impossible, right? But yeah... I found mine! 

I found what I was looking for all my life. I found the person who understands my thoughts without hearing them. I found the person who stays by my side at my worst and motivates me to live. Yeah... To live. Living is hard thing especially when you are surviving but you know what? 

Human being starts living the moment it starts to love. 

To love with all its heart. With all its soul. 

Love is the term which can not be described.

You don't describe the best things in life.

You don't describe love, falling for someone, you don't describe hugs, kisses or pride!

You feel it...

And that's what makes us human. Feelings make us human.

Surviving became living with you.

Smiling became laughing with you.

Hugs became tighter with you.

Everything got purport with you because you are the purport of my life.

Just hold me tight and don't you ever let me go because without you I feel lost...

Look what you done to me... I can't imagine my life without you...

That's probably because I love you...

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Hello guys, HAPPY MONDAY! 

Yeah right, happy Monday ... Who would even say that Monday can be happy? Ohh I got to deep into this. So let's talk about... Global warming? Just kidding. Loool! You aren't laughing? Okay...

So I don't even know why I wrote this ''intro'' like this... Maybe because I'm ''SO GOOD'' at writting intros I was that smart to mix intro and outro together and boooom! Got this! Just in case you didn't noticed...

And yeah, let's talk about this post. I just didn't have inspiration to write good post, I think I'm a little bit tired and Avicii just describes me ( Monday left me broken...) but I don't think it'll be Tuesday I was through with hoping and let's talk about how this photo looks like... Umh? I didn't know how to make this letters show because photos behind were too perceptual and it ended like this! 

But I have new plan to start writting down themes for my blog when I get inspiration because everytime I'm like at school, writting homework, cleaning my room or listening to new music I got so much amazing ideas in my head and I alway forget them but expect something more special at Wednesday! 

What else? Nothing really. Just have an amazing week and tell me did you liked this post down bellow, if you did, you should totally follow me on GFC for more of these posts!

Love ya all with my whole heart! 

Stay alive,xx

5 Things I Wish (Didn't) Happend in Teen Wolf \\ COLLAB WITH ALEKSANDRA'S MAGICAL WORLD

Hello guys! First of all... Oh my God I'm so excited about this post because it's a collab with one of the best bloggers I personally follow here on Blogger! It's collab with lifestyle blogger Aleksandra. (HER BLOG ) She's girl from Serbia writting her blog on Serbian/Bosnian/Croatian and she'll be doing her post on these language so I'm sorry if you don't understand these languages but it was easier for her to write on these languages so if you understand these languages be sure to check her blog out because she writes amazing posts! And I think we should get into this...

I'll be writting 3 things I wish didn't happend and 2 things I wish happend in Teen Wolf. And yeah, it's because I feel like there are more things that I wish never happend in Teen Wolf than things I wish happend... Hope you enjoy!

1.Allison's death

First of all, I need to mention this because I feel this is the moment... Oh my God... Don't you feel your heart breaking when you just think about there's no more Allison in Teen Wolf... Like, everything feels empty without her, the pack isn't the pack we used to know anymore. Always in our hearts, Allison Argent and three points on her story that is still unfinished and we are hoping that somehow, after all, she'll be back and finish her story like true hero she really is...

My post about Allison.

2.Derek and Isaac leaving the show

I feel like we all, reading this, are keeping our fingers crossed and praying to God that they'll be back in 5B or it is just me? Really miss Derek's sarcasm which he got from Stiles by the way haha. And missing Isaac in our pack.

Are they coming back? We'll need to wait till 5B to find out...

3.Desert Wolf coming in Beacon Hills as well as Theo

Don't you ever feel like you are dying to find out who is someone and dying waiting to see them in Beacon Hills but you get disappointed by the fact they are so evil you can't even describe it?! And you just want them to go back to whichever hole they came from and let your pack alone?! I know that feeling. Just go to the place you belong to Desert Wolf and Theo! Beacon Hills is too good for you!!

4.More Stalia moments

And let's get on this "I wish that happend" things. And ,as you know me, #foreverstaliashipper couldn't start this without paying attention on my babies first. Just ugh Jeff give us more Stalia moments and less Theo being evil moments! Who's with me?!

5.Me in Beacon Hills

I mean, why not? I could be Malia's sister, good werewolf helping the pack but the strogest and the most powerful werewolf in Beacon Hills! Yeah, that would be awesome! #SomeonePleaseDriveMeToBeaconHills #ScottMakeMeWerewolf And if I that would happen, I swear guys, I wouldn't forget you and I would write posts about how my life is going around in Beacon Hills. Haha I know I'm the craziest person you know, everybody says that and I'm proud to be something in superlative! Haha. Okay, I need to stop... Okay...

And guys, that was all for today! Tomorrow's my birthday but I'm celebrating tonight and I'm also excited about that!

If you are reading this right now... I want you to know that you are beautiful and somebody loves you.

Love you all with my whole heart!

Stay alive,xx

You Can't Kill Me!

I feel in my veins... The poison is replacing the blood. 

I can feel the dark cloud occupying my body like damnation I can escape from.

My mind is a mess.

I can't notice white from black. I can't notice anything good in this world...

I can't escape my thoughts...

My eyes aren't light brown anymore. Brown gets black after a while. 

You know... Everyone has a black side. Just sometimes... It's darker than ever and it takes our mind completly so...

I can't see happiness, my eyes only see black in this world. 

As soon as my eyes change, my mind gets darker. My brain is such a dark place when an optimist would die. When you survive the things in life I did... You care less but you hate more.

Hate is powerful than you. I can kill thousands of people in five minutes but I can't fight my thoughts which are the main reason I'm doing this. 

Main reason why I'm killing, why I'm revenging for all of my pain... You'll fell what I felt!

You can't kill me! I'm thousand years old! 

When all of the supernatural creatures would unite they couldn't kill me! 

The power is bursting through my eyes! You can't kill me!

You can't kill me! 

I'M VOID! 

I'M EMPTY MIND IS  FILLING WITH HATE, POWER AND THOUGHTS ABOUT REVENGE! 

MY ONLY GOAL IS REVENGE! 

Because I...

I'M VOID STILES!

...

CHAOS IS COME AGAIN!

''Even the white rose has a black shadow...''

Hello guys, 

Today I wrote a text abou ''void Stiles'' because we're all in that mood waiting for season 5B where Jeff said ''void Stiles'' could return so...

I hope you enjoyed!

Please comment down bellow telling me did you liked it!

It means a lot to me because I... I appreciate and love every single one of you...

Stay alive,xx

Future

''Yesterday is history and tomorrow is mystery.''

Will we be alive the next minute, hour or day? Will we be make our dreams come true before we die?

Will we have a chance to create a family and have a children? Will we have a time to be happy? 

But most important... Will we be together till we die? 

I just... I only have a few wishes and dreams in this life, but in every wish, in every dream... You are.

I just want to be happy with you, kiss you, hug you and die on your chest. It's the place where all my fears are powerless. You are my Batman, you chase away all my fears just by your touch.

You banish all my pain just by your kiss. 

When you hug me... All my wishes and dreams came true and all I want is to stop the moment and hug you forever. 

I just want you to be my first and the last love. Actually, you truly love just once in a lifetime.

True love is stronger than death. 

My dream is to grow old with you, create a family with you and love you till my last breath.

I don't know what future brings us, I don't even know what will happen tomorrow... But only thing I know is that... I love you and I'm gonna love you forever. 

Even when I die, my love won't die with me.

You know... I believe in the world behind this one. I believe that God has prize and punishment for all of these people on the world. That is actually what keeps us alive. Hope and faith.

Hope that one day, when I die, I'll meet you again and be happy with you on the world behind this one.

Hope that , in this life, we'll be together until our last breath.

Hope that, one day, when I get old and my skin wrinkles and my hair gets grey... That you'll still look at me with love like you looked at me when we first kissed.

I'm a big dreamer. Sometimes... I try to hide it but it doesn't actually work.

I can't hide all my dreams. 

I dream us. I dream me in the beautiful white wedding dress coming towards you with a big smile on my face looking completly silly and you look at me like I'm the most beautiful women in the world.
And then... I want to look at our little Stiles running in our big family house. 

I want to spent my life with you...

I love you...

Hello guys, 

Here's the new post! 

I hope you liked this one, it's like ''Malia writting about Stiles or to Stiles'' type of text.

Please tell me did you liked it in the comments down bellow.

THANKS FOR READING!

I love you so much,you are wonderful! See you tomorrow!

Stay alive,xx

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But baby running after you is like I'm chasing the clouds...

Hello guys,
What's up?
So imagine this : Malia has just arrived into Beacon Hills and she's taking the same classes as Stiles does and he falls in love with her but she doesn't want get into relationship or fall in love with somebody because she's been hurt the last time she fell in love but Stiles wants to convince her that there's still hope for love. And he says...

I'm writting you this but I know you'll never read it, even if I give it to you but I just have to say this to you... 

Being hurted is the part of our lives and our heart gets broken, yeah, but there's no such a thing on this world that can't be fixed even if it's so crushed into pieces. 

Your heart is broken but I can fix it ,baby.

Just believe me and let it happen. Falling in love really is falling but if you fall with a wrong person, but something makes me think that you are ''the right one''.

Yeah, I believe in soulmates and I think you are mine.

And you know what? I won't give up. You'll be mine at the end of this torture which you are cause because you don't just let the things happen. You'll push me from yourself, you'll fight with me, you'll say awful things to me just to leave but baby, you know I won't leave and I know that's all you want.

Someone who won't leave when you say him to leave. 

I fell in love with you! Yeah, I did! Is it so wrong?

Is it wrong that your smile makes me happy, your tears make me sad and your pain hurts me,too? 

Even if it's wrong... You know what? I love doing wrong things!

There's no way you can escape from love.

Love is here, but you... You don't want to believe it exist!

But all your shattered pieces can be fixed, all your tears I can wipe away and make you forget all the pain you felt and feel loved again.

I know I can make you happy but just if you let me to.

I love you but baby...

Running after you is like I'm  chasing the clouds...

But clouds can be caught, I believe, if you just want it so much. 

And I won't stop till my queen calls me her king.

So guys... Did you liked it? 

Please tell me in the comments down bellow! I love reading your comments and reply to them because I love all my readers! 

Please follow me so you can be in track with all the new posts I publish!

Love ya!

Stay alive,xx

Teen Wolf Season 5B News + 5000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys,

So I didn't really know what to write about today but I had so much things to tell you guys so I'm doing this post which I don't really know how I'll name it but anyways...
I have some news about Teen Wolf season 5b and about this blog.

So let's start with Teen Wolf season 5b news.

1. Season 5b will air in January 2016!
This is kinda good but also bad new. Good because I read somewhere that 5b will air in March 2016 so this is 2 months before which is really great (when you are like me, counting every single second...) but also bad new because guys WE'LL HAVE TO WAIT MORE THAN 4 MONTHS FOR NEW EPISODES! Writting this down just made me nervous...

2. PARRISH! 
I'm bringing you Davis' words from interview,
“We always knew that we wanted to tie Parrish’s story back to that first big storm and give a first clue as to what he is.”

“We ended up [choosing the Hellhound] because we knew that we wanted Parrish’s role to be morally on the fence,” Davis says. Parrish’s role is that he’s “a guardian of a supernatural place,” and “we’re going to find out just what that role entails in season 5B and how dangerous it’s going to become for the rest of the characters.”

Considering Davis said one of the figures in the fresco at the end is a Hellhound, we’re sure Parrish is going to be a big factor in season 5B and the Dread Doctors’ plans.

3. The theme for season 5b is RESURRECTION!

Resurrection is the theme for season 5b,both literally (with the now not very dead chimeras) and metaphorically (the reformation of Scott's pack). By the theme we might start getting prepared for this season... We are also seeing a lot of characters coming back like Valack in the form of good guy this time, I guess. Jeff : ''he's not exactly the bad guy he used to be''. The Desert Wolf is also coming back. Jeff : ''she's going to cross  paths with Theo actually and they're going to find that they might have more common goals than they know''. I KNEW IT! I FREAKING KNEW IT THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL MALIA TOGETHER AND OFC, THE REST OF THE PACK!!

And Breaden is also back. That's good. But VOID STILES may also come back... Jeff said : '' That's part of the darkness still lurking inside of Stiles and he'll have the fear that, is it more than just being prossessed? Is there something inside that he has to keep lid on?'' 

I'M REALLY SCARED BECAUSE OF THIS AND I THINK STILES HAS SOME SECRETS THAT MAKE HIM ''VOID''... I JUST... DON'T KNOW... #wearehereforyouStiles

4.Some good news...

DEREK MIGHT COME BACK! AND THERE'S A HOPE FOR ROSCOE THE JEEP! Jeff said : '' Light a candle for the Jeep because the Jeep could still return.'' 

Yeaaaaaaah! At least something good!

So excited!

5.Kira and Lydia ?!

Perhaps most interestingly, Kira will come back in a big way as well. According to Davis, she’ll be getting her own episode with her mother, which will explore what is going on with her fox spirit. EW teases there’s “a possibility for a familiar face/place,” which makes us wonder if we’ll be seeing Kate, Chris, Araya, or someone else entirely.We also wouldn’t be surprised if this episode was used to test audiences for interest in a Kira-centric show. It’s been a while, but Davis has said in the past that he’d love to do a spinoff show centered around Kitsunes.

 So happy she's probably coming back and also so excited for this season because of all these news!

''Having been resurrected, Hayden and the other chimeras will have a touch of darkness to them, and Scott and Stiles will have trouble getting back to where their friendship was at the start of the season. Lydia will also be committed to Eichen House since Theo forcibly entered her mind to find the location of the Nemeton, bringing us one step closer to what we saw of her in the premiere this year.''

#worriedaboutLydia ...

So guys that was all about Teen Wolf now...

Now I want to THANK YOU FOR 5000+ VIEWS, FOR 100+ COMMENTS, FOR 11 FOLLOWERS, FOR 16 PEOPLE WHO HAVE ADD ME IN THEIR CIRCLES, FOR AMAZING MONTH AND ALMOST A HALF, THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU, YOU ARE AMAZING, I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH! <3
You became the big part of my life and thank you for that, because we are all connected here, we are Stalia shippers, Teen Wolf addicted and loving Stiles and Malia, we are all one! Thank you!

Stay alive,xx