HALF A YEAR ANNIVERSARY!

... HOW CAN I START THIS WITHOUT CRYING?

This day has finally arrived. Maybe it'll sound you stupid but I'm really crying now... It's half a year since I made this blog!
First of all,I want to thank you guys for everything! You are my everything!
You were there for me when I needed it the most, you were there and you are still here, by my side. Although all this is 'virtual', as they say, I feel extremely connection to you guys! You are like... I don't even know how to describe you but AMAZING and WONDERFUL!
Maybe it sounds like cliche to you but when I write you thank you for your extremely nice words, that they mean so much to me, I MEAN IT!
They do! And they will always do!
I don't even know if I deserve you guys! Before half a year I would never though I will have 100+ GFC followers, 65+ Google+ followers, INCREDIBLE 13.5+k views but at the most... I would never though I will earn THOUSANDS OF FRIENDS! Yes, you are my friends and you will always be!
I don't know what to say, I completely lose my inspiration at these moments, especially when I can't hold my tears...
HALF A YEAR?! I said it out so loud but still... I CAN'T BELIEVE!!!

THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU! THANK YOU!
One 'thank you' for every month you spend reading my posts and making my day with your wonderful comments!
That probably is not enough but I don't know how to thank you!

I said my Mom half a hour ago that I will come to the living room for 5 minutes and I'm still here.
I can't go from you! That's because you are amazing!

I want every reader of mine to know that I love him or her to the moon and back (AND MORE)!
You are wonderful! Every single one of you!

Now I really have to go haha...

I love you!

Stay alive,xx

10,000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys...

O my God... I never thought I would be here writting this post. It feels amazing! Knowing that you accomplished one goal in your life... I can't describe this feeling! And this wouldn't be possible without you guys, you are my little hearts and I love you so much! I want to thank you for always being there for me, reading my posts even when they were actually not even close to good... Through my posts you can always conclude am I feeling good or am I so sad. That's why I love writting. Even when I'm writting about Stalia I can write fanfictions depending on my feelings. I can create stories that will never actually happen. I can imagine that I'm werewolf too, I can put myself into Malia's character. I can, basically, live thousands of lives just by writting. But you know what's better?

Knowing that someone out there is actually reading your posts, that someone out there likes them, finds me talented or just a good amateur writer. You may think that when I write to you that you mean so much to me, I'm doing it to keep you as my reader, but no, I'm not! I mean it!

Just try to do something and if someone tells you that you're so good, try to describe me that feeling! You'd feel the same! I, actually, feel proud of myself now. I've never been proud of myself in my entire life... But hey, that's another story! And I don't want to write sad stories now. This should be happy moment! And it clearly is! I'm so happy to have you in my life! 

Thank you so much again! 

I hope you like my blog and you'll continue reading it because it means so much to me!

Only thing I miss in this moment are they... I want to meet my heroes so badly. I want them to read this and all my other posts intended and inspired by them. 

I love you Stiles and Malia! You will be always taking a part of my heart, Stalia. 

I love you! 

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Thank you guys for reading this and thank you for amazing 10,000 views, almost 70 subscribers on GFC and 40 of them on Google+ . It sounds insane! Thank you to the (full) Moon and back haha! For 3 days it's going to be 5 months since I made this blog. I feel so proud and it's because of you!

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I'm working on amazing plans for this blog, I want to success with this blog and I hope you'll continue following me and reading my posts! I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

Teen Wolf Season 5B : NEWS?!

Umh I'm not sure I'm okay...

Well, hello guys!

I promised you in the last post to do this post so here I am! 

I've been watching these 2 trailers for 30 minutes now, I think... 

Just trying to get you best infos about season 5B (which is btw returning on January 5th) and it's,of course, because I love you!

Umh...But I'm so stressed right now that I don't even know how I'm gonna do this...

Before we get into this... I did one post on the same theme 3 months ago (CLICK HERE TO READ IT ! ) but in that post I gave you just basic informations about this season, but now, when I have 2 trailers out, I can tell you very, very interesting informations.

Well... Let's get into this!

1.Deucalion is back? 

Remember the villain from 3th season? Well... He's back! Don't freak out! He won't attack Scott's pack... Actually... Scott needs his help! Deucalion reveals that the gang is going up against the Beast of Gévaudan. The pack wants the former bad guy to show them how to steal the Beast's power.  And also, Theo's going to unite with Scott's pack to catch the beast! 

2.Kira in the morgue?

Umh... This really seems confusing to me. At first, we see Kira in the desert and then, she's in the morgue? I really don't get it yet but I guess that's her return into the Beacon Hills. 

I just really hope she's okay because the lost of another member of the pack would be devastating to me and, I believe, to all of us... 

3.Which Argent's coming back?

I'm afraid I have to disappoint all of you but it's not Allison... It's not her aunt, then who it is?

It's her grandpa! We really don't need him and I don't really know why is Jeff doing this to us but okhay... A.k.a Gerard Argent is coming back and I don't feel  happy about it... But I do feel happy that Chris Argent is also coming back to help Scott. Idk why, but I feel much more safer when he's around our pack just to be sure they aren't fighting alone... 

4.Stydia moments #MeCrying... 

Well, Jeff did it again! If you've seen the new trailer of season 5B, you know what I'm talking about...

He saves her and I'm glad he did, because I love Lydia, but I don't like Stydia. (#ifyouknowwhatImean) But...But...Jeff?! No Stalia moments?! WTH?! I've watched this trailer over and over again for like 50 times but I haven't seen any of Stalia moments... And I'm really pissed off! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

But ,again, if you save your FRIEND it doesn't mean you are in love with her, right? It's just friendship between Stiles and Lydia. 

And we were talking about Lydia... I have to say , I'm really worried about her. I feel like I could cry right now when I remember her saying how she can save her friends... Lydia, you are our hero, we believe in you and we love you! 

5.Marrish is real? 

Okhay... We've seen a lot of Marrish moments in previous season but one of them was kiss which turned to be night mare where Lydia ended up all covered up in the blood. But, this time we see them together... SHOWERING? Is this another dream or something?

I really love shipping them, they are so cute and I hope their relationship will happen in this season. #Marrish = Cuteness Overload ! 

                     *waiting for a guy who would look at me the way Parrish looks at Lydia*

6.Stalia + Theo?! 

Stiles and Malia might not get much scenes at season 5B together but I'm more worried about the scene where Malia tells Scott she can't help him. It, basically, means that she's out of the pack?! And what about the scene where Malia told Theo she could kill him but he answered with ''No, you won't. You like me too much.'' Is this just one of Theo's dreams that would never come true (we all have them, don't hate him,just kidding HATE HIM, he's so arrogant and confident hh... ) because Malia kicked his  ass. That's my girl! 

But, hey! Don't judge season by its trailer! 

We can still pray for more Stalia moments in this season. But I'm still confused! Why Malia can't help Scott? But is she,actually, helping him a few seconds later in the trailer? Was she forced to say that to Scott? Is Theo, maybe, blackmailing her with something related to her mother? Umh... I guess we'll have to wait to find it out!

Our enemy this season :

Beast of Gévaudan

The Beast of Gévaudan (French: La Bête du Gévaudan; IPA: [la bɛt dy ʒevodɑ̃], Occitan: La Bèstia de Gavaudan) is the historical name associated with the man-eating wolf, dog or wolf-dog hybrid which terrorised the former province ofGévaudan (modern-day département of Lozère and part of Haute-Loire), in the Margeride Mountains in south-central France between 1764 and 1767.^[2] The attacks, which covered an area stretching 90 by 80 kilometres (56 by 50 mi), were said to have been committed by a beast or beasts that had formidable teeth and immense tails according to contemporary eyewitnesses.

- Wikipedia 

This season will be something truly amazing and something you'd last expect! As Theo says ''We're gonna go to school and we're gonna pretend like we are the normal teenagers. But... At night, we're gonna be fighting for our lives.'' 

We are truly going TO HELL AND BACK in this season! 

Can't wait! 

And what would a post on this blog be without Stalia photo? 

I mean... How cute is this?!

That was all for today guys!

Hope you all enjoyed as much as I did! I'm writting and editing this for like more than an hour and I'm not tired, actually, this is really relaxing to me! Blogging is in my heart! haha.

I love you all guys, please comment down bellow did you liked this post and if you did be sure to follow me on GFC. Every single one of you means the whole world to me! 

 THANK YOU FOR AMAZING 9200+ VIEWS! YOU ARE AWESOME! 

Stay alive, xx

Never Be Alone

Imagine this : Stiles got sherrif job but in another town and he has to leave but Malia can't go with                              him because she needs to finish college. And he says...

Babe we need to talk...

You know I'd do everything for you and I can reject this offer and...

- You got the job, didn't you? *smile on her face was pretty weird, it's the smile you can see on person without any selfish feeling in her heart, the person who is happy for others, sad for her and never shows her sadness*

Yeah, yea, I got the job but I didn't accept it yet and you know I'd never ever done anything without hearing your opinion and if you want...

- Stiles... Accept the job. *smile was still there but so were the shining tears in her eyes*

After a fight about the job offer, Malia finally convinced him to go...

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Darling...

I know I'll be pretty far away from you when you will be reading this and please... I don't want tears, I don't want you to be sad because I won't be there for you to wipe away your tears and draw a smile on your face. I won't be there to hug you tight... 

Maybe the world isn't always like we want him to be. This situation is... Just driving me crazy. 

Just thinking about the fact I won't be by your side when you wake up, I won't be the one who you'll be spending your best days with, I won't be there when you feel weak for living this life, and wanting to give up, to kiss you and hug you so you don't forget how important you are to me and how much you actually mean to me... Is just driving me crazy.

Oh my love...

Tonight... I won't be laying next to you but in my thoughts, you know, I'm always with you. I'm afraid babe, I'm afraid you will get sick of waiting for me, I'm afraid it'll get a little too much for you but... Remember, tonight and always... At least, we are laying under the same stars praying to God to keep each other safe and alive.

I promise that one day I'll get home and you'll be waiting for me at the doors. I promise, I'll kiss you and ask you how your day was and we'll have dinner in our big house talking about our future, our children and about us.

I promise that one day this will all be behind us and I'll remind you daily how strong our love was to survive the distance... I promise... I'll be telling bed stories to our children about us and we'll be their heroes...

Wipe your tears away darling... I know you are crying but what I've said? I don't want tears but you always need to be kicker and you know what? That's why I love you...

You are different...

You are mine... Forever.

Our love is meant to be the one that lives even after we do, after we are just bones in dirt, our love is living.

I love you baby, I will never give up on you and distance will never be obstacle for me to love you even more then I do now if it's even possible, because I love you the most.

My princess, my sultana, my love, my happiness, my darling, the one I love beyond this world...

I love you.

''And take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart... 

Never be alone...''' - Shawn Mendes

Happy Monday people!
So it isn't exactly ''happy Monday'' because I literally cried writting this. This text is inspired by Shawn Mendes' song ''Never Be Alone'' which I absolutely LOVE like all of his songs. 

Ohhh I have an idea!

IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE STALIA TEXT INSPIRED BY ANY SONG, JUST WRITE ME THE NAME OF THE SONG IN THE COMMENTS DOWN BELLOW! 

That would be amazing so please write me, 'cuz I love reading your comments and replying them.

And oh my God we are close to 50 FOLLOWERS ON GFC! Like WHAAAT?! 

Thank you guys so much for your incredible support! You mean so much to me and I love every single one of you and I just... Ugh... I can't thank you enough!

Thank you so,so,so much!

I love you all and I hope we'll see soon but I'll be travelling to another country in Wednesday so I might post another post on Tuesday because I won't be available to post on Wednesday and Saturday so I'm not promising anything but I might post on Tuesday, too or I'll just write it now and in the schedule option click to publish it on Wednesday when I won't be home. 

And that was it I think!
I love you guys, see you next time!

Stay alive,xx

Falling For You ...

''It's been said that you only truly fall in love once. 

But I don't believe it because everytime I see you , I fall in love all over again.''

It might seem stupid but when I first saw you, I just felt, I knew that you are something special and that you'll mean something special to me.

But I didn't know I could ever love this much or someone could ever mean so much to me that I would give everything I have to see your smile again. I would accept death if they would promise me you'll never cry again or even be sad at all. 

Baby, I would give everything on this world for you. 

I've fallen so hard for you and I can't pick myself up without you. Only your hands in mine can heal my wounds, hide my scarfs and make my darkness fade.

When I'm not with you, I think about you every second. Everybody says I'm crazy because I sometimes smile for ''no reason'' but babe if they just could know... 

If they could know that your smile can make my every single day and bring me back hope in better days I often lose. 

They don't know that I fall asleep with stupid smile on my face every night you wish me sweet dreams.

They don't know that I remember every single message you sent me and I smile when I remember them, when I remember you and me, lost souls that found each other in the world full of hate, we found love.

Oh my loving one...

Falling for you was like taking an afternoon nap ; promising myself only a brief slumber , but as soon as I get fallen, I was already dreaming.

I don't even know do you feel the same way I do but I can't even help myself...

I can't say to my brain to don't think about you when it all reminds me of you. 

Every love song seems to be about us, every love story was written for us and every single second feels like being meant to be spend with you.

I love you...

Hello people!Sorry for my inactivity. There's so many things happening around here and I just find no time for blogging which I loooove doing because I love to kinda talk with you guys and I want you to know that I have so many exams coming in school  and I'm also preparing for school trip by the end of the next week when I'm going with my class to Albania for 4 days and I've got so much things to do, to get ready, go shopping and pretty much everything haha! So I don't know yet about posting schedule, I'll probably write everytime I've got the time and I'll post it. 

So I hope you won't judge me... Because I love every single one of you and I'm so thankful to you for reading my blog and helping me to make my dreams come true!
And EID MUBARAK TO EVERY MUSLIM ALL AROUND THE WORLD! x

Stay alive,xx

Better With You

Let me hold you a little bit more before you leave cause babe you make me feel like there's no one else on this world but you and me. You make me feel I need to be better cause you're the best. You make me think about my mistakes and trying to fix them. Just... You make me better person because when I'm with you... Ohh I would never done something stupid because I do care about you and I don't want to lose you...

I just think about how you felt when I did something stupid, how you were mad at me for days and I just want that to never happen again. I want to be with you forever.
It might seem crazy but I feel like you are my motivation to be better, to be better person, boyfriend, son, student... Just everything. 
Because when I think about your eyes, I want them to shine because of me and for me, just for me.
And when I think about your smile... I want to be your reason to smile.
I want our hands to perfectly match into each other like puzzles.
I want you to be mine forever and I'm not going to screw the chance you gave to me because my promises are serious, and I never break them.
Like Aristotle says  : 

''Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.'' 

That's why you make me better. Because you're the best and we are one.
Because when I touch your hand, the whole world stops for a while, we are trapped in the most beautiful moment we never want to end.

You know... There are night when dark starts to reign my body but then... 

I remember you exist and I chase my demons out of my head because I'm not VOID anymore. And it's because of you. 

It's because all nights seem perfect to be with you just walking on a beach, on a full moon, describing your smile and talking how you shine brighter than stars do. 

'Cuz when you are with me... I can even notice anybody or anything.

Even stars became not that beautiful by your side because you eclipsed them with your shine they could never reach.

Hello there! Did you miss me? Haha so I'm so sorry I didn't post on Wednesday but I really have good excuse and it's, you're guessing... SCHOOL! I just had so much to do and I felt like doing nothing so I just layed on my bed until like 8 pm and then I remembered of all the homework and stuff like that I have to do and I had chemistry test today so please be reasonable to me because I'm doing my best and I hope you appreciate it. I love you all and I'll start writting more  and better in the next week. Thank you for your support! 

Stay alive,xx

Just Hold Me Tight...

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I need you. I need you by my side. I want to hear your heart beating in the way I breathe. I want your hand in mine telling me you love me and you'll never let me go. I need to see your smile because it makes me feel alive. You know that... Without you... Nothing makes sense and my heart doesn't beat the same way. It doesn't feel like when I'm by your side. When I'm by your side my heart beats so fast like I'm falling in love with you again and again everyday... 

I feel butterflies in my stomach everytime I see you, everytime you smile and when you say me you love me... That... I can't even describe. My words aren't amazing enough to describe us. 

God created us in couples. Every human being has its soulmate. But what is the chance you'll find yours in 7 billion people? It sounds impossible, right? But yeah... I found mine! 

I found what I was looking for all my life. I found the person who understands my thoughts without hearing them. I found the person who stays by my side at my worst and motivates me to live. Yeah... To live. Living is hard thing especially when you are surviving but you know what? 

Human being starts living the moment it starts to love. 

To love with all its heart. With all its soul. 

Love is the term which can not be described.

You don't describe the best things in life.

You don't describe love, falling for someone, you don't describe hugs, kisses or pride!

You feel it...

And that's what makes us human. Feelings make us human.

Surviving became living with you.

Smiling became laughing with you.

Hugs became tighter with you.

Everything got purport with you because you are the purport of my life.

Just hold me tight and don't you ever let me go because without you I feel lost...

Look what you done to me... I can't imagine my life without you...

That's probably because I love you...

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Hello guys, HAPPY MONDAY! 

Yeah right, happy Monday ... Who would even say that Monday can be happy? Ohh I got to deep into this. So let's talk about... Global warming? Just kidding. Loool! You aren't laughing? Okay...

So I don't even know why I wrote this ''intro'' like this... Maybe because I'm ''SO GOOD'' at writting intros I was that smart to mix intro and outro together and boooom! Got this! Just in case you didn't noticed...

And yeah, let's talk about this post. I just didn't have inspiration to write good post, I think I'm a little bit tired and Avicii just describes me ( Monday left me broken...) but I don't think it'll be Tuesday I was through with hoping and let's talk about how this photo looks like... Umh? I didn't know how to make this letters show because photos behind were too perceptual and it ended like this! 

But I have new plan to start writting down themes for my blog when I get inspiration because everytime I'm like at school, writting homework, cleaning my room or listening to new music I got so much amazing ideas in my head and I alway forget them but expect something more special at Wednesday! 

What else? Nothing really. Just have an amazing week and tell me did you liked this post down bellow, if you did, you should totally follow me on GFC for more of these posts!

Love ya all with my whole heart! 

Stay alive,xx

Love Like Ours...

I just need you to trust me, baby.

I love you more than you'll ever love yourself. 

I asked myself... How to describe this feeling? How to describe our love? But than I remembered...

''IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS BEAUTY - ITS NOT LOVE BUT DESIRE! IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE OF HIS INTELLIGENCE - ITS NOT LOVE BUT ADMIRATION! IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE BECAUSE HE IS RICH - ITS NOT LOVE BUT INTEREST! IF LOVE SOMEONE AND YOU DONT KNOW WHY…THIS IS LOVE…''

Everything I can say about you is that... I love you baby and I'll never let you go.

I know we have been through some bad things and situations but I also, remember all the moments we've spent with each other in happiness and I just want to thank you for everything because I've never seen someone like you, some couple like us, so special loving each other and that's why I can't live without you. Or... I actually could live without you but the ''problem'' is that... I don't want to.

I don't want to smile, cry, laugh or love without you.

I don't want to live a life you are not in because the truth is...

You are my life. The biggest part of my life, and the most important... You took the biggest part of my heart and I don't want it back.

''Take a piece of my heart and never let it go so when we are apart... Never be alone.''

They say we are too different, we have different thoughts and that different future is written for us long time ago. But babe, they don't know... Our thoughts match perfectly like puzzles and we are builders of our future, we decide with who we want to build our future, our house and family, we choose if we want to be teachers, doctors or policeman, we choose if we want to be called failures or success. We choose and then we work on it. Just like I choose you and you choose me and we are going to be together forever. Our little infinitive is the most precious thing on this world.

Babe we could to everything with this love...

 Love like ours...

 Hello guys! 

Huuh I survived the first day of school! Well done to me! Haha. 

So did you liked this text Malia writting to Stiles this time? I hope you did, if you did please tell me in the comments down bellow and subscribe to my blog for more of this kind of posts.

And again, I'm repeating... I'm posting on MONDAY, WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAY since school started. 

So that was all for today... I'm prepairing you a great collab with one of my best girl here on Blogger (I've said this before in my last post but I'm repeating) on Saturday so stay tuned!

Ly all and see you on Wednesday! I have to admit that I miss writting every day and this makes me so sad but... What can I do? School is here and I have a lot more liability and I'm so,so,so sorry but again, what can I do? :/

AND I DIDN'T EVEN REALIZE THIS IS MY SPECIAL 50TH POST! Thank you for your amazing support! We are close to  6500 views and I'm working on it so that today we reach that amazing number of views! I love every single of you, every one of my 25 followers on GFC, 24 followers on Google + and all of you reading this! Thank you! You are amazing!

Stay alive,xx

Teen Wolf Season 5B News + 5000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys,

So I didn't really know what to write about today but I had so much things to tell you guys so I'm doing this post which I don't really know how I'll name it but anyways...
I have some news about Teen Wolf season 5b and about this blog.

So let's start with Teen Wolf season 5b news.

1. Season 5b will air in January 2016!
This is kinda good but also bad new. Good because I read somewhere that 5b will air in March 2016 so this is 2 months before which is really great (when you are like me, counting every single second...) but also bad new because guys WE'LL HAVE TO WAIT MORE THAN 4 MONTHS FOR NEW EPISODES! Writting this down just made me nervous...

2. PARRISH! 
I'm bringing you Davis' words from interview,
“We always knew that we wanted to tie Parrish’s story back to that first big storm and give a first clue as to what he is.”

“We ended up [choosing the Hellhound] because we knew that we wanted Parrish’s role to be morally on the fence,” Davis says. Parrish’s role is that he’s “a guardian of a supernatural place,” and “we’re going to find out just what that role entails in season 5B and how dangerous it’s going to become for the rest of the characters.”

Considering Davis said one of the figures in the fresco at the end is a Hellhound, we’re sure Parrish is going to be a big factor in season 5B and the Dread Doctors’ plans.

3. The theme for season 5b is RESURRECTION!

Resurrection is the theme for season 5b,both literally (with the now not very dead chimeras) and metaphorically (the reformation of Scott's pack). By the theme we might start getting prepared for this season... We are also seeing a lot of characters coming back like Valack in the form of good guy this time, I guess. Jeff : ''he's not exactly the bad guy he used to be''. The Desert Wolf is also coming back. Jeff : ''she's going to cross  paths with Theo actually and they're going to find that they might have more common goals than they know''. I KNEW IT! I FREAKING KNEW IT THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL MALIA TOGETHER AND OFC, THE REST OF THE PACK!!

And Breaden is also back. That's good. But VOID STILES may also come back... Jeff said : '' That's part of the darkness still lurking inside of Stiles and he'll have the fear that, is it more than just being prossessed? Is there something inside that he has to keep lid on?'' 

I'M REALLY SCARED BECAUSE OF THIS AND I THINK STILES HAS SOME SECRETS THAT MAKE HIM ''VOID''... I JUST... DON'T KNOW... #wearehereforyouStiles

4.Some good news...

DEREK MIGHT COME BACK! AND THERE'S A HOPE FOR ROSCOE THE JEEP! Jeff said : '' Light a candle for the Jeep because the Jeep could still return.'' 

Yeaaaaaaah! At least something good!

So excited!

5.Kira and Lydia ?!

Perhaps most interestingly, Kira will come back in a big way as well. According to Davis, she’ll be getting her own episode with her mother, which will explore what is going on with her fox spirit. EW teases there’s “a possibility for a familiar face/place,” which makes us wonder if we’ll be seeing Kate, Chris, Araya, or someone else entirely.We also wouldn’t be surprised if this episode was used to test audiences for interest in a Kira-centric show. It’s been a while, but Davis has said in the past that he’d love to do a spinoff show centered around Kitsunes.

 So happy she's probably coming back and also so excited for this season because of all these news!

''Having been resurrected, Hayden and the other chimeras will have a touch of darkness to them, and Scott and Stiles will have trouble getting back to where their friendship was at the start of the season. Lydia will also be committed to Eichen House since Theo forcibly entered her mind to find the location of the Nemeton, bringing us one step closer to what we saw of her in the premiere this year.''

#worriedaboutLydia ...

So guys that was all about Teen Wolf now...

Now I want to THANK YOU FOR 5000+ VIEWS, FOR 100+ COMMENTS, FOR 11 FOLLOWERS, FOR 16 PEOPLE WHO HAVE ADD ME IN THEIR CIRCLES, FOR AMAZING MONTH AND ALMOST A HALF, THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU, YOU ARE AMAZING, I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH! <3
You became the big part of my life and thank you for that, because we are all connected here, we are Stalia shippers, Teen Wolf addicted and loving Stiles and Malia, we are all one! Thank you!

Stay alive,xx

Wake Me Up And End This Dream Without You

You're in my head. Slowly taking the place in my heart you are walking through my thoughts holding my hend and saying me you'll always love me. You are beautiful, but now like always. Now... A it's different. Your eyes shine brighter and your smile seems more beautiful. But wait... Something's different. Why are you leaving? Wait! Don't go! Why are you leaving my hand? You're getting far away from me and I can't stop it. You are going away... But, but... I want you to stay? I'm shouting, I'm fighting, I'm loving, I... I don't want you to leave but you are. You are leaving me here. On our road. Why are you leaving all our dreams on our road of love? On that road, we should have walk together! We should love together, smile together and... And do everything together. I'm sweating and crying and I just can't stop. "No, no, don't leave...", I'm mumbling and... "Stiles... Stiles... Shhh it's okay. It was just a dream. Shh.", your touch wakes me up. "Malia... You're here!", I said excited like a little kid and hugged you strong like a grown-up man. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere... ", your pure words calmed me down and you curled up in my strong arms that are never gonna let you go... Lost in the reality I don't want to dream ever again, unless you'd be by my side.

Hello guys,
I know I'm a little bit late with today's post but I was in huge mess today, I had lots thibgs to do and I wasn't even home all day so please don't blame me.

I hope you liked this post and please tell me your opinions in the comment section.

That was all I wanted to say and yeah, please FOLLOW ME so you can get notification when I publish a new post.

Love ya,
Stay alive, xx

True Love Never Dies

There are some times in everyone's life that you just want to be alone, you've done something that you mean is so horrible that you can't even look at the eyes of the person you love. You just can't tell them, everytime you try to finally say it you just think about that person's reaction, you think they will stop loving you and that's the worst feeling... 

Please... Don't think I don't love you because you feel I'm going far away from you, like there's hole between us that will not ever stop spreading... You know that's not the truth. I just... I need time. 

A little time to pick myself up and think about my decisions and things I've done, I just...

I don't think someone like you, that kind of beautiful person, deserves me...

I'm nothing and you are everything.

Why do you even want me when you can have hundreds times better boys? 

Why? 

I love you and I'm sick of pushing you back from me. I just need to realize some things in life, arrange the cubes in my head and then... 

Then I'll be happy. I will be the same boy you know. Believe me, I'm not going anyway. 

I'm here,always, for you.

You know I'll never stop loving you, wanting you and I won't ever get sick of telling you how beautiful you are to me even when you always says it's not the truth? You know it, right? 

Look into my eyes, they only see you. Now, tomorrow and always. Always and forever.

Don't be sad. I'm not going far away. I'm here. I'm here but like I'm not... And I want to change it. 

But... No one can help me with that. I have to fight the demons in my head and the monsters under my bed alone, by myself. If I don't do it alone, honey, they won't go.

They are my life lesson. They want to teach me some things about life. Life is a big fight, first with yourself and then with all the people on the world. I need to finish the first fight, fight with myself and then... The two of us will fight the world together. Because... Darling, you know we don't care about anyone else but the two of us? I only see you. I don't care what they say, I'll always and forever love you.

Baby...

The true love never dies... 

Hello my people out there around the world (wth?!) haha,
I don't know, I just feel happy because I get into this writting and I was thinking that we all want Stiles to say this to Malia in next episode. I mean, I'm not alone, right?

So, that was all for today,
I hope you enjoyed this ''Stiles saying to Malia'' type of text and...
I guess, see you tomorrow!

Love ya and stay alive, xx

IT'S OUR ONE MONTH! YAAY!

Guuuuuys!
You know I'm not really good at intros, but this time I just can't even say how excited I am!

Anyone guessing why? What's today?!

I'M SURE YOU KNOW IT!
IT'S OUR ONE MONTH OF MAKING THIS BLOG! YEAAAH! 
This month behind us was just so amazing to me and it's all thanks to you guys! 
Really... I just can't believe how fast time passes by...

This... Would be absolutely impossible without you guys!
I just can't even thank you enough for : 
- 3500+ VIEWS
- 60+ COMMENTS
- 10 AMAZING SUBSCRIBERS
Just... Thank you!
Because of this blog I met amazing people and they've just be so nice to me when I only had like less than 100 views, at the beginning of this blog and I think this is the perfect chance to thank them! 
I know I can't thank you enough... 
You've been there for me at the first beginning and I know, I've been so boring wanting to get readers and all that stuff but you've never been rude to me at all!
Thank you for that,really i love you!
You'll recognize yourself in these words! 

And the most important thing - you! 
Yeah, you guys! Ones that are reading this right now! 
You know there isn't way to thank you enough for all of you support!
You made my day so many times, you surprised me with views, wonderful comments and new subscriptions and I really want to thank you all for that but I can't find a way to thank you enough ,you've been amazing! Just...
Thank you to the Moon and back!

AND LET'S CELEBRATE THIS WONDERFUL DAY!
I just want to tell you... Follow your dreams! 
It may seem crazy for me saying this to you guys but you are older every single second and if you are doing nothing with your life, you're missing so many great stuff out there!
Just... If you love singing-sing, if you love drawing- draw, if you love blogging- just make that blog and you'll see how you are actually talented and you need to show your talents to the people, you'll see, just do it! 
Don't just sit at your house doing nothing, go out, meet new people, make new friendships, watch new movie or TV show, start writting a book! 
Really, IF YOU BELIEVE, EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE! 

I'm leaving you with positive thoughts, 
Love you,x 

3000 VIEWS?! & 8th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my people haha,
I don't know how to thank you for this... We've just hit 3000 VIEWS! This is amazing! I can't thank you enough for all your support. THANK YOU SO,SO,SO MUCH <3!

So, today I'm going to write ''8th Episode Got Me Like''. I've just watched the 8th episode of Teen Wolf so I'll do my review on things going on in the show.

This show is just getting more and more mysteriously and I'm so excited but also, so worried about future episodes.

First thing first : DESERT WOLF?
She's such a ewwwww person (if you know what I mean). Deaton and his don't-know-who-is-he friend were researching some stuff in the water treatment factory or idk how to call it and then she (Desert Wolf) just show up. And I don't know why, but I think Deaton used to know her before all this... But it doesn't even matter. She asked Deaton about her daughter (Malia) and I was first confused why Deaton said he don't know anything about her (but he knows obviously...) but when she said ''I hope you don't lie to me because if she's alive, I'll have to kill her again'' ! I was like ''Oh you witch!'' How could she even think about killing her own daughter?! What the hell is wrong with her?! I mean, now I understand what kind of woman could date Peter but still... I don't understand her at all...
But anyways, let's continue...

Let's clear this out...
If Kira didn't kill the girl Melissa found on her kitchen table, neither her Father or Mother did (she's killed by the fox's sword) than who has done it?
Or maybe... Kira did it but she can't remember it, maybe she was controlled by the fox inside her?!
I think second statement is truth but I really hope, with all my heart, that it isn't...
I was so sad when she leaved... I'll miss her...
When is she even coming back? How will Scott go through all this without her?
It's sad that she's leaving but I think she made the right decision. Maybe she needs some time to learn to control the fox inside her.
And I believe she will. #StayStrongKira

Scott was so freaking out that he didn't even think about other's people safeness trying to find Liam and Hayden.
But I totally understand him, more than that.
I love his bromance with Liam but I also miss his bromance with Stiles...
I miss Sciles a lot...#CanYouSeeMyEyesSweating?
It's too much for me. I don't like changes! Especially this changes... What's happening with Sciles, Scira, Stalia ? What's happening guys? Can someone tell me ,please?! Because I'm just freaking out looking for the answer why Stiles didn't tell Scott and Malia about Dunovan's murder? Why is he being so... Like he doesn't trust his best friend or even his girlfriend? I don't know what is happening in Beacon Hills and I really miss 1st, 2nd and 3rd seasone when everybody was happy and they talked about their problems with their friends. They always found solution to every single problem, now... They are so bussy trying to save other people's life but still there are so many murders in Beacon Hills, so can we please slow this down?! I kinda like this season for all mysteries but I also, kinda hate the way they don't even have their life anymore. #IfYouKnowWhatIMean

And from all this stuff that I don't get this must be the number one :
Water treatment factory or house with basement? Which place is the one where Dread Doctors are?

And what about Theo? He's been like ''oh I'll be good this episode to confuse them then I'll again meet with Dread Doctors and I'll be 100% bad boy again'' !
Like ,what?!
What do you think, is Theo #GoodGuy or #BadBoy? Write me in the comments down bellow.

Also, they discovered that Parrish takes the bodies to the Nemeton and I'm so glad they figured it out so now they can stop him or find out what it is all about this carrying bodies to Nemeton thing.
I'm so,so excited for new episodes but I'm ALSO HOPEFUL THAT THEY ARE GOING TO HAVE SOME STALIA MOMENTS! #IKnowYouFeelMyPain :(

And I discovered some pretty cool stuff...
THERE'S GOING TO BE 6TH SEASON OF TEEN WOLF AND SCOTT, STILES AND LYDIA ARE 100% GOING TO BE IN THEM! 
Pretty good news but I'll also be more happier that they said that for Malia,too. :/
But I think Malia is also staying. :) Idk why but I have that feeling.
And they didn't said anything about Kira, so this might be the last episode we have seen from her?! :O
I don't know ,tell me what you think!

And... I don't know how to say this but... You can't just have the good news ,right?
So... There's going to be pause after 2 weeks from now and Teen Wolf won't be on TV untill... January.
I know,I know... I can tell how you feel because I'm probably going to lay down and cry after I finish writing this...


So that was all for today,
I hope you enjoyed and again, I want to thank you so,so,so much for surprising me like this with amazing 3000 views!

WHO KNOWS WHAT'S FOR 4 DAYS? TELL ME, TELL ME!

And you can check my YouTube channel right HERE and watch my Stalia video, like it and subscribe to my channel because I'm going to publish another video soon. :)

See ya,xx

If Stiles was... WEREWOLF?!

Hello guys,
First, I want to thank you for these amazing 2500 views! You're so amazing and I'm so thankful to you! Love ya all,x!

So today I'm going to write a post about Stiles, as you can conclude from the title haha...
''If Stiles was...'' means that I'm going to show you some photos Stiles as a werewolf or maybe something else...
We saw him in the role of Kitsune so I saw some pretty amazing editings Stiles as werewolf.

And let's get started...

STILES AS ALPHA!
Did you know that he applied himself for the role of SCOTT ,not Stiles.
He could be ALPHA!
Let's see the photo!

Pretty amazing, ha? BUT THIS...

IS SO,SO,SO AMAZING! I'M IN LOVE! OMG!!

...IT'S ALL ABOUT RED..

BUT WEREWOLF CAN ,ALSO , BE BETA OR OMEGA, SO HIS EYES DON'T HAVE TO BE RED (EVEN IF I'M IN LOVE WITH RED EYES) THIS BLUE AND YELLOW ARE ALSO PRETTY AMAZING!

Need some water? Wait for this...

Just... AMAZING!

But we shouldn't forget yellow eyes...

Mind-blowing...

WHAT'S THE WEREWOLF WITHOUT CANINES TEETH?!

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?!

...

MAKE HIM WEREWOLF PLEASE!

Is it just me or he was so amazing and stunning as Nogitsune? We can't forget those moments... Let me remind you...

He's my love...

So, that was all for today!

Hope you enjoyed as I did <3

Love ya all, x

2000 VIEWS?! & 7th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my amazing people!
I REALLY COULDN'T BELIEVE WHEN I SAW 2000+ VIEWS... LIKE IT'S 20 DAYS FROM MAKING THIS BLOG AND WE ARE HERE WITH 2000+ VIEWS! 
THANK YOU FOR YOUR AMAZING SUPPORT THROUGH ALL THIS TIME! ILYSM! <3

And I also decided to write ''7th Episode Got Me Like...'' because I noticed you love these posts and I'm going to write them in the future for every episode :).

So... This week's episode was literally mind-blowing !
I'm so excited for next episodes, that I can't even put my words together.
Where should I start? From beginning of course... Haha.

Well... I really don't know what to say about Theo... He's been like : cute, good,bad, cute, bad, bad, good... Did I mentioned cute? Hahah! I'm really mad at Jeff doing this to us! You can't make cute guy bad guy! Right guys? You know how I feel!
He's like being good to Stiles and wanting to get in the pack but also, he's meeting Dread Doctors and I'm out of my mind... It's trending #TwoSidedTheo now but if you ask me, he's bad guy, very bad. He'll never be good guy. Have you seen what he told Stiles about his sister's death but acctually he could save her! Like, he was 10-13 years old, i don't know, but there was some evil in his eyes... How could 10-years-old kid hate? I really don't have the answer so... I guess, unfortunately, we'll have to wait till next episode to find this out...

And what about Hayden?
Jeff, I'm repeating, don't make us hate you! Like really, she's so cute and she's the right one for Liam (besides me ofc) but now Dread Doctors will make her under their control and ,maybe, even kill her for not doing her ''job''?!
But... but... Liam fell for her and I'm so sad about him.

And what about MY true Alpha?! :(
He's just... distraught, I guess?! He can't stop people dying and he can't admit it, he doesn't want anyone to die, he's been sick of deaths in Beacon Hill and I'm so with him, #ScottNeedsSupport!

WHAT THE HELL HAS BEEN TO KIRA?!
Foxes... Foxes...
I can't believe they can't controle themselves like werewolfs...
But, there's just one question I can't stop asking myself in my head... How has Kira's mom controlled herself?!
I mean, she's fox too!
But Kira is something special, I believe.
Have you seen how she has broken her mom's sword?! Like Scott was the only one to break the mountain ash's wall , I mean she's the only fox who can beat anyone else and when she get in the fight, she can't stop herself.
I was so,so ,so scared about Scott, Malia, Lydia and Stiles this episode!!!
Scott almost got killed by Kira!
Malia almost got killed by Dread Doctors!
Lydia almost got killed by Dread Doctors too, but Tracy trapped her by asking her for help!
Stiles... O my God! He almost got killed by PARRISH! And yeah, Theo saved him but he's still bad guy for me but yeah, Theo thank you...

And we were talking about Parrish... PARRISH! O my God! What is he doing?! Can somebody please stop him and Kira from being bad when they transform?!
I'm going to Beacon Hills and I'm going to stop them ,are you with me?! Haha.
That gross scene with Lydia kissing, I mean it was cute till she became all bloody and agh... Gross!
But still #MarrishIsCute and I ship them so hard!

What about Mr.Stilinski and Melissa? Am I the only one who ships them so hard haha?!
They are great crime-discovering partners and couple, and also ,so cute.
What do you think about skin transplant on Chimeras' shoulders?
That's creepy, if you ask me,.. I'm wondering what's hiding behind that...

I can't forget this... Did your eyes sweat mine when Stiles told he's going to lose his best friend by telling him the truth? 'Cuz mine did...
Please Stiles tell Scott and Malia you killed Dunovan , they are not going to leave you, they are going to listen you and forgive you. IT WAS SELF-DEFENCE! #fingerscrossed #loveyouStiles #SupportStilesThroughHisWorstAndLoveHimAtHisBest <3!

Jeff you really need to read my blog! I mean, they were no Stalia moments in this episode at all!
I'm so freaking worried :( ! #LoveStaliaForever

AND A MOMENT OF SILENCE FOR A LOVED ONE HAS FALLEN! #R.I.P.STILES'JEEP :( </3 

Please watch my video waiting for new one: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=18QNcXWPusA

That was everything, I guess...
I've gathered my thoughts a little bit now, I think...
See you tomorrow,
Love ya all, xx

1000 VIEWS! YouTube?!

Hello guys,

I'm so, so happy! And it's because of you! Yeah, you!
We've reached 1000 VIEWS!
IT SOUNDS INCREDIBLE!

THANK YOU SO, SO ,SO MUCH! YOU'RE AMAZING! ❤❤❤❤❤

I've said I'll start making videos on YouTube when I reach 1000 views but I don't know now...
I don't know if you are with me through this because I need your support.

There's one thing I want you to do! I want you to COMMENT YOUR OPINIONS ABOUT THIS IDEA.
If I get 50 comments I'll start making videos.
I don't know if we can do it but I feel it's the only way I'll know if you'll support me.

And there's another problem...
I don't really have a camera so I'll film with my phone.
I hope videos will be ok.

I really want to make videos! I hope you're excited as I am!
On my channel will be videos like challenges, I'll make something special about Stalia and I'll make Q&A first to let you meet me.

PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME YOUR OPINIONS!
I REALLY NEED YOUR SUPPORT!

Have a great day,
Bye, xx