1 YEAR OF STALIA IS BAE!

Hello there!

If you are reading this, it means you are special to me. It means I'm your friend although you don't even know me. It means I love you and I'm thankful to you with all of my heart.

Thank you so much for this wonderful year behind us, for always being there for me with your kind comments and I can't even believe so many people read my posts, the words I write with intention to feel better because writing really does that - it makes you feel better. But if someone actually reads your articles and poems and find them interesting - that's really something , something big for me! 

I could cry now... I can't even believe it's been a whole year since I made this blog and my first post which was totally awkward (check it out here so we can laugh at myself together).

I've never worried about views or comments on this blog like I'd beg someone to see my new post and comment on it. I've always wanted to have real readers who love what I do and who are there only because of that. I might have not much views on my blog since it's been a whole year of me starting it but I don't care because I'm hear just to write because I love writing and I have no hidden intentions with this blog, I'm not planning to make money from it or something like that. I'm here because I just love it, I'm here because of you guys, because I love you! I can't even describe you how wonderful it feels when I read like a long comment on my post saying that I'm good in what I'm doing, that I should keep going etc. It makes me really proud and thankful to you guys. I really appreciate every single letter you comment on my posts. I know I could have a lot more views or followers because I've had a lot of breaks through this blogging journey. We all need breaks sometimes, don't we? This blog is like a place I'm relaxing at. It's not like I must post something today, it's more like I feel like writing today, so why don't I publish a post. This blog is different than the another one I'm writing - Living Like V because lifestyle and fashion blogs are more popular in general, they have a bigger audience than the ones like Stalia is BAE. The audience at blogs like this one is smaller because there are not a lot of people who love Teen Wolf, Stalia and reading blogs at the same time. For people like me, that doesn't mean anything, I'll write on this blog until I've got like 1 view per post because that one person who is reading it is worth it. 

I just wanted you to know that...

Thank you so much for everything! I love you guys to the moon and back and I'll never ever forget you and this blog. Even if I stop writing on it for like 10 years or more, I'll never forget you and this will be one of the most beautiful memories to me from my teenage years. I really need to stop now because I'll start crying...

Oh so, I guess that was all I wanted to say... I love you so, so , so much and you all mean the world to me! Thank you for everything and don't forget to...

Stay alive,xx

Never Be Alone

Imagine this : Stiles got sherrif job but in another town and he has to leave but Malia can't go with                              him because she needs to finish college. And he says...

Babe we need to talk...

You know I'd do everything for you and I can reject this offer and...

- You got the job, didn't you? *smile on her face was pretty weird, it's the smile you can see on person without any selfish feeling in her heart, the person who is happy for others, sad for her and never shows her sadness*

Yeah, yea, I got the job but I didn't accept it yet and you know I'd never ever done anything without hearing your opinion and if you want...

- Stiles... Accept the job. *smile was still there but so were the shining tears in her eyes*

After a fight about the job offer, Malia finally convinced him to go...

***

Darling...

I know I'll be pretty far away from you when you will be reading this and please... I don't want tears, I don't want you to be sad because I won't be there for you to wipe away your tears and draw a smile on your face. I won't be there to hug you tight... 

Maybe the world isn't always like we want him to be. This situation is... Just driving me crazy. 

Just thinking about the fact I won't be by your side when you wake up, I won't be the one who you'll be spending your best days with, I won't be there when you feel weak for living this life, and wanting to give up, to kiss you and hug you so you don't forget how important you are to me and how much you actually mean to me... Is just driving me crazy.

Oh my love...

Tonight... I won't be laying next to you but in my thoughts, you know, I'm always with you. I'm afraid babe, I'm afraid you will get sick of waiting for me, I'm afraid it'll get a little too much for you but... Remember, tonight and always... At least, we are laying under the same stars praying to God to keep each other safe and alive.

I promise that one day I'll get home and you'll be waiting for me at the doors. I promise, I'll kiss you and ask you how your day was and we'll have dinner in our big house talking about our future, our children and about us.

I promise that one day this will all be behind us and I'll remind you daily how strong our love was to survive the distance... I promise... I'll be telling bed stories to our children about us and we'll be their heroes...

Wipe your tears away darling... I know you are crying but what I've said? I don't want tears but you always need to be kicker and you know what? That's why I love you...

You are different...

You are mine... Forever.

Our love is meant to be the one that lives even after we do, after we are just bones in dirt, our love is living.

I love you baby, I will never give up on you and distance will never be obstacle for me to love you even more then I do now if it's even possible, because I love you the most.

My princess, my sultana, my love, my happiness, my darling, the one I love beyond this world...

I love you.

''And take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart... 

Never be alone...''' - Shawn Mendes

Happy Monday people!
So it isn't exactly ''happy Monday'' because I literally cried writting this. This text is inspired by Shawn Mendes' song ''Never Be Alone'' which I absolutely LOVE like all of his songs. 

Ohhh I have an idea!

IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE STALIA TEXT INSPIRED BY ANY SONG, JUST WRITE ME THE NAME OF THE SONG IN THE COMMENTS DOWN BELLOW! 

That would be amazing so please write me, 'cuz I love reading your comments and replying them.

And oh my God we are close to 50 FOLLOWERS ON GFC! Like WHAAAT?! 

Thank you guys so much for your incredible support! You mean so much to me and I love every single one of you and I just... Ugh... I can't thank you enough!

Thank you so,so,so much!

I love you all and I hope we'll see soon but I'll be travelling to another country in Wednesday so I might post another post on Tuesday because I won't be available to post on Wednesday and Saturday so I'm not promising anything but I might post on Tuesday, too or I'll just write it now and in the schedule option click to publish it on Wednesday when I won't be home. 

And that was it I think!
I love you guys, see you next time!

Stay alive,xx

Falling For You ...

''It's been said that you only truly fall in love once. 

But I don't believe it because everytime I see you , I fall in love all over again.''

It might seem stupid but when I first saw you, I just felt, I knew that you are something special and that you'll mean something special to me.

But I didn't know I could ever love this much or someone could ever mean so much to me that I would give everything I have to see your smile again. I would accept death if they would promise me you'll never cry again or even be sad at all. 

Baby, I would give everything on this world for you. 

I've fallen so hard for you and I can't pick myself up without you. Only your hands in mine can heal my wounds, hide my scarfs and make my darkness fade.

When I'm not with you, I think about you every second. Everybody says I'm crazy because I sometimes smile for ''no reason'' but babe if they just could know... 

If they could know that your smile can make my every single day and bring me back hope in better days I often lose. 

They don't know that I fall asleep with stupid smile on my face every night you wish me sweet dreams.

They don't know that I remember every single message you sent me and I smile when I remember them, when I remember you and me, lost souls that found each other in the world full of hate, we found love.

Oh my loving one...

Falling for you was like taking an afternoon nap ; promising myself only a brief slumber , but as soon as I get fallen, I was already dreaming.

I don't even know do you feel the same way I do but I can't even help myself...

I can't say to my brain to don't think about you when it all reminds me of you. 

Every love song seems to be about us, every love story was written for us and every single second feels like being meant to be spend with you.

I love you...

Hello people!Sorry for my inactivity. There's so many things happening around here and I just find no time for blogging which I loooove doing because I love to kinda talk with you guys and I want you to know that I have so many exams coming in school  and I'm also preparing for school trip by the end of the next week when I'm going with my class to Albania for 4 days and I've got so much things to do, to get ready, go shopping and pretty much everything haha! So I don't know yet about posting schedule, I'll probably write everytime I've got the time and I'll post it. 

So I hope you won't judge me... Because I love every single one of you and I'm so thankful to you for reading my blog and helping me to make my dreams come true!
And EID MUBARAK TO EVERY MUSLIM ALL AROUND THE WORLD! x

Stay alive,xx