If One Day...

Time passes by really quickly...
You can't even imagine it... Clock is ticking and you can't stop it.
When I'm with you I want to stop the time and stay in your hug forever.
But it's impossible...
Life is short and sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of all this?
Why were we created?
Then I look at your face and get answers to all of my questions...
Hey you, 
yeah you reading this!
One day you'll meet someone and you'll realize why you were created. In his eyes you'll find peace, in his smile you'll find happiness, in his arms you'll find the place to go when you feel afraid...
You'll find everything in that one person and you will live for him or her.
You'll live for every second you spent with them...
Oh I found you and I don't wanna ever leave you but what if...
One day you woke up and I'm not by your side?
If one day... 
When I'm gone you miss me, don't cry, don't even...
Just whisper my name and I'll be there...
You might not see me, but oh, you'll feel I'm there, you'll feel my love like the first time you hug me.
I'm not afraid of death.
But I'm afraid of losing u.
We'll die anyways, but what really matters is how we lived, with who we spent our time with...
I don't feel sorry for anything.
Even when we fought or cried together... I don't feel sorry for any second I spent with you.
And you know that if one day I suddenly leave, you'll forever be in my heart.

Guuuuuuuys! Oh my God I'm so happy and it's (of course) thanks to you! 
We've hit that 8000+ VIEWS and now, our family is in the number of 52 FOLLOWERS! 
You are so freaking amazing guys! 
Thank you so much!
I love you with all my heart!
See you next time!

Stay alive,xx


Let's Build Up Our Infinity!

The sound of rain woke me up... Slowly realizing,in the dark, my bed became the sea... 
The sad sea built up with my tears. 
In a dream,I was holding you tightly but you disappeared. 
I was loving you hard but in the next second you were gone.
I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything to you but I wanted to stop you from leaving me, I wanted to say you the words which would keep you by my side but my mouth was dry and my words, my voice... You couldn't hear it. And you left me.
I'm the one who is constantly scared of losing people I love. I'm the one who would give everything just to have someone by my side forever.
I'm the one who is going on everything or nothing.
If you love me, love me till the end and forever.
Or don't love me at all.
If you hug me, don't give me that heartless hug.
Don't kiss me without loving me.
You were the one hard to get. But when I got you, your love, you were the one who protected me from all the bad things on this world.
You said you'd kill for me. 
And I said I would die for you.
That was the truth. The only truth I believed in. And I still do.
I pray to God to keep you safe, to keep you here, with me.
You are the one who is always in my prayer... I pray for our infinity.
In a dream I was losing you but...
Now I'm not gonna fall asleep without you and I won't wake up with you, now and forever.
You are mine and I'm yours. 
Let's build up our infinity!

Hello guys! Did you miss me?
Well, I'm so ,so,so sorry but I really hadn't time for blogging this week. I had so many exams and tests and ... Ugh pretty much everything!
I miss the Summer when I posted every day... I need to organize my day so I can find the time for blogging. 
I really love you guys and you mean the world to me and I... I really wanted you to know that.
This text is just so bad I need to apologize for that but I usually write alone in my room and now I'm writting in a room full of people and I can't concentrate.
I promise I'm gonna put more effort in this blog because you really deserve it.
Thank you for everything! We are close to 8000 VIEWS which is TRULY AMAZING and also, we need 2 more followers to hit that amazing number - 50 FOLLOWERS! 
I want to thank you for your amazing support in the comments down bellow, I LOVE reading them and replying to them! You guys are really great!
I love you so, so, so much and thank you for everything, too the Moon and back!

Stay alive,xx


See You Again

Hello to all the people out there reading this haha!
I'M SO,SO, SO,SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE. I went to a school 4-days trip and I prepared posts for the days I haven't been at home and I thought I've set the Schedule to publish posts when I was away but it didn't work out. So please forgive me, I'm so busy these days because of school assigments and homework. 

Time is passing... Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter... Every season is coming and bringing something. Spring is bringing us the beautiful spring(ish) colors, blossoms on the trees and everything that goes with that. Summer, oh Summer is bringing us a beautiful sunny weather, going on beach time and no school time. Autumn, well, Autumn is my personaly favorite, my friends. But why? It's the season that's so alike to the reality. Everything's beautiful in reality but it's temporarily. Everything is temporarily just like the beautiful leaves on the trees are. They grow, they get green but then, autumn comes and they suddenly start to fall.
They fall just as we do. We grow, we get beautiful but at the end we die. 
And then? Winter comes. Just like in our lifes after our death.
We might not feel it, 'cuz obviously, I mean... We are death. 
But who sees the cold of the winter, who feels cold winds in winter, who feels lost in white? 
The people we left behind us.
And guys...
I wish you never left and I... I wish you take me with you just to see you one more time, that's all I'm looking for. Just to see you one more time, feel your hug the last time...
My heart isn't the same without you. It's the cold,dark place no one wants to see or feel. So I got pretty much all alone on this world.
I got cold for the people because I don't want to lose them. I don't want to lose anyone else again.
People are selfish so were you! How dare you to left me without you? How dare you? 
I'm mad at you but I'll always love you guys.
I'm missing my old pack. 
My squad. Missing old, good times when everyone was happy and all we needed was to be together and have fun.
I miss those days, man. Miss them so bad that I can't continue with my life. I feel like it's my fault.
You guys, deserve to live. But God takes the best people from our planet first because he can't wait to be with them but He leaves us, here, without you.
Without our warriors, survivors, without our heroes that'll always live in our hearts even when they are not by our side.

''It's been a long day without you my friend and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again...''


Rest In Peace ERICA REYES. 

Rest In Peace VERNON BOYD.

Rest In Peace AIDEN.

We love you. Always and forever in our hearts!

That was all for today! See you next time guys and don't forget to comment down bellow! Love ya!

Stay alive,xx