Let's Build Up Our Infinity!

The sound of rain woke me up... Slowly realizing,in the dark, my bed became the sea... 
The sad sea built up with my tears. 
In a dream,I was holding you tightly but you disappeared. 
I was loving you hard but in the next second you were gone.
I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything to you but I wanted to stop you from leaving me, I wanted to say you the words which would keep you by my side but my mouth was dry and my words, my voice... You couldn't hear it. And you left me.
I'm the one who is constantly scared of losing people I love. I'm the one who would give everything just to have someone by my side forever.
I'm the one who is going on everything or nothing.
If you love me, love me till the end and forever.
Or don't love me at all.
If you hug me, don't give me that heartless hug.
Don't kiss me without loving me.
You were the one hard to get. But when I got you, your love, you were the one who protected me from all the bad things on this world.
You said you'd kill for me. 
And I said I would die for you.
That was the truth. The only truth I believed in. And I still do.
I pray to God to keep you safe, to keep you here, with me.
You are the one who is always in my prayer... I pray for our infinity.
In a dream I was losing you but...
Now I'm not gonna fall asleep without you and I won't wake up with you, now and forever.
You are mine and I'm yours. 
Let's build up our infinity!

Hello guys! Did you miss me?
Well, I'm so ,so,so sorry but I really hadn't time for blogging this week. I had so many exams and tests and ... Ugh pretty much everything!
I miss the Summer when I posted every day... I need to organize my day so I can find the time for blogging. 
I really love you guys and you mean the world to me and I... I really wanted you to know that.
This text is just so bad I need to apologize for that but I usually write alone in my room and now I'm writting in a room full of people and I can't concentrate.
I promise I'm gonna put more effort in this blog because you really deserve it.
Thank you for everything! We are close to 8000 VIEWS which is TRULY AMAZING and also, we need 2 more followers to hit that amazing number - 50 FOLLOWERS! 
I want to thank you for your amazing support in the comments down bellow, I LOVE reading them and replying to them! You guys are really great!
I love you so, so, so much and thank you for everything, too the Moon and back!

Stay alive,xx