Passenger - Let Her Go

This song is so pretty...
I literally cry every time I listen to it because I found myself in this song. I found my thoughts and emotions, feelings for you...
There are things in this world that we love but they are not good for us and then, there are the things we hate but they are good for us.
I never thought you were bad for me, but I were for you...
So I let you go...
If you are happy, somewhere on the Earth with someone you love, who am I to ruin that happiness? If you are happy - I'm happy, too.
It sounds like a cliché but I really mean it.
I used to be moderate in everything but then you came and I loved you more than I should.
Love hurts when the person you love doesn't love you back.
But we need to come to terms with it. - Malia

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep


Friday Feels

'Everybody know how to love,
but only few people know how to stay in love
with one person for a long period of time.'


To The End Of The Universe

Love is something you can't really describe... 
It's all the feelings mixed up together, if you understand what I mean. 
You can't know how it feels, no one can describe it to you, if you don't feel it.
It doesn't need to be described, it only needs to be felt. 
Feeling I get when I see you... It's just to complicated.
Every time you smile, I swear, I'd die only to keep that smile on your face like that forever. 
Because what are we actually fighting for? We are fighting for something that lasts forever.
Some things are temporary and then... There's love which you cannot stop, you cannot un-fall in love or something like that. It just happens. Sadly, not all people who love each other are together physical but I strongly believe that they are somehow in their dreams and thoughts together and no one can separate them in their own universe. 
I have a little universe,too. I want to share it with you. 
I want you to feel the same when you see me, I want you to love me... 
But not temporary.
Love me to the end of the universe and... 
You already know that I love you even more than that...


Trying To Make My Best

Hello there my dear wolfiers!
How are you? Hope you are doing great!
I just wanted to make a announcement post in which I'm going to explain you why I don't publish my posts frequently and why I'm going to do it only one time per week.

Well, first of all... This blog is my first love and it'll always be my favorite, no matter what!
I love sharing my thoughts about Stalia and Teen Wolf here and that's basically why I own this blog.
But since I'm a student on the last year of middle school you know how many things I have to do every single day.
I need to study and try my best in this last year and there are lots of competitions in this year,too.
For example : I was at the religion islamic competition today where I won the 1st place and I'm so happy about that.
Since I have 2 blogs I lose my motivation and inspiration really quick but I'm trying to get back on track. The main problem now is choosing my high school.
It's so hard for almost 15-years-old girl to choose what she wants to be in the future! It was pretty easier when I was only 5! 
You know the thing about Stalia... It's pretty out of control, it seems like Stydia will be the endgame and that's another reason why I'm losing my inspiration.
But, I PROMISE, I won't stop with this blog! 
I will write more passionate when the new season starts. 
I'm not leaving you! 
I will be here, EVERY FRIDAY, to write and to share my opinions and thoughts with you! 

I love you guys and please understand me! 

Stay alive,xx 



Hello my dear wolfiers!
How are you? Weather is pretty today, hope you enjoy every second of your day!
For today's post, because I'm a little bit nervous about the next season where Stalia is probably going to be over, I decided to recall our memories from the previous seasons.
I chose one photo for each season with Stalia.

Season 3 - where the fairy tale started

Season 4 -Malia fell in love first time 

Season 5- where everything that could possibly go wrong... Went there! :(

Photos can really tell a lot. 
I don't really know what to say... I want Stalia back and I don't get it... I just don't get the fact that Stydia will probably be the endgame.
Why? Why Jeff?
That's so selfish...
Anyway... Pray for me to get an A at Math test tomorrow haha. 
Love you guys so much!! 

Stay alive,xx


Can We Do It All Over Again?

'And I can lend your broken parts
That might fit, like this
And I will give you all my heart
So we can start it all over again'
Listening to this song over and over again. I can't stop and I don't want to. 
It describes me. It describes us. Something we used to be.
I remember every single detail about you since I met you. I remember our first 'I love you' and the first and the longest hug we've experienced. 
You were my first love and you'll always be the only one I loved truly from the start.
Remembering our first year, the day I came to our school feeling scared that people wouldn't accept me by who I am and I can't believe that I am here now. With you. In your arms feeling loved for the first time in my life. By you. By the person I will always admire and respect the most because you've showed me that the world doesn't need to be a dark place. We just need to find the light switch. You were my light switch, the only light in my life...
You still are.