What about us?

 You know what hurts the most? - I asked the total stranger sitting on a bench right next to me.

He looked at me like I'm crazy. Maybe I am but after everything, how could I be normal?

What? - He asked still looking at me.

Seeing somebody you love slowly moving away from you. Like I was nothing to him! That hurts...

Especially knowing it's all my fault. I can't watch fake people around people I love and every time, every single time, I decide that something is wrong with me, not them and I just... I start pushing people away from me. Because I... I know I cannot change them, I cannot change the way they see things or people. I can't choose their friends and that kills me.

Sounds selfish, I know but I... I want somebody to choose me over anyone else. I want to be someones first choice, the person they think about when they read all these cute quotes about love. 

And I know I'll never find that person because the last one I trusted that way... He betrayed me. And... And there's absolutely no one who could fix me, put my broken pieces together. I cannot live without him, although he is not mine now... Ohh, who am I kidding? He'll always be mine. Even when he doesn't want to, when he wants to forget me, delete me completely from his life... I'll always be there. Watching for him and making sure he's okay, you know. It's always dangerous out there and I just wanna make sure he's safe. Oh my God, why didn't he stop me from saying goodbye ?! Why didn't he chose me over her?! Why?! What have I done, I've never hurt anybody and I was always caring about people, about their feelings... But now, when I'm shattered into pieces, nobody is there for me. 

I'm a bad person, ain't I?

Malia, this one is for you. I love you!

Stay alive,xx

New Characters In Season 6

Hello my dear wolfiers!
It's finally Friday and I can't even describe you how happy I'm about that! This week has been really stressful to me because I'll be finishing school on May 26th and it's only week and a half away! Crazy to even think about the fact that I'm going to be in high school next year! But I'm not here to talk about myself now, because I have some exciting news for you guys!
There is going to be a new player in lacrosse team in season 6 and his name is Ross Butler. He'll be playing Nathan , a guy who is new in lacrosse team and doesn't believe in supernatural creatures and you know what's next - that's about to change!

He's pretty cute, no doubt but the question is : do we need new characters?

Is this going to far and would Ross be the only new character in the season 6?

I personally always prefer something or someone I got used to and I kind of miss the times where there were no 'strange' characters for us. Don't you feel like sometimes it gets to complicated when they add new characters and buuuum they accidentally die after 2 episodes. We do not need death in that measure! I know this is kind of horror TV show but let's be honest, killing the character we kind of get used to and replacing him/her with the new one has no sense. Let's take Kira, for example.

I have nothing against here, I find her cute and pretty but she'll never replace Allison. The reason why they added Kira in Teen Wolf should be (I'm not saying 100%) to replace Allison because just at the time Allison and Scott broke up new girl is going to their high school. Not coincidence at all? 

Well, what I want to say with this post would be : Please Jeff, one if enough, we do not need new characters just more action with the old ones. And, yeah, Ross (Nathan) welcome to the Teen Wolf family! Just please don't fall in love with Malia, or do, but just to help Stiles get aware of how much he loves her! This was poetic! 

So that was all for today! 

I'd love to hear your opinions in the comment down bellow!
I love you guys!

Stay alive,xx

Fake Season 6 Opening and My Thoughts

Hello my lovely wolfiers!
How are you? I hope you are doing fine!
So recently I've seen the Season 6 opening video and I though it was legit, but don't worry - it's not.

Before I start with sharing my thoughts after watching this video with you, I want you to actually watch it so you know what I am talking about ...

Amazing job whosoever has done it but I must admit I was scared! No, not because all the blood and everything but have you noticed something? There is no Malia in this video! 

Just Scott, Stiles, DEREK and Lydia! I was happy to see Derek thinking it was legit but when I noticed there's no Malia or Kira I was disappointed. 

First thoughts about blood and Lydia's scary scenes were ''Ohh my God! This is going to be a GREAT season!''. I love when it's actually something happening. Something related to supernatural creatures that are constantly fighting enemies but it wouldn't be interesting at all if their enemies were always the same. We have had the Berserkers, the Oni, the Alpha pack, Darach, the Kanima, the Mute etc. and although we all hate them, we must admit it was exciting to see our teen pack fighting with them while trying to live normal teen life (which was normal till the night in the woods, the first episode, the bite). Maybe I'm repeating myself but Lydia's scenes here... They are A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Hope Jeff sees this video and makes episodes based on this but, of course, adding Malia and Kira , 'cause what would we do with our girls? 

I'm wondering what are you expecting in the sixth season of our favorite show? Do you like this video and what would you add or remove from it? 

Wanna hear your thoughts wolfiers!

Hope you'll be having an awesome weekend! 

Love ya all! 

Stay alive,xx

Can We Do It All Over Again?

'And I can lend your broken parts

That might fit, like this

And I will give you all my heart

So we can start it all over again'

Listening to this song over and over again. I can't stop and I don't want to. 

It describes me. It describes us. Something we used to be.

I remember every single detail about you since I met you. I remember our first 'I love you' and the first and the longest hug we've experienced. 

You were my first love and you'll always be the only one I loved truly from the start.

Remembering our first year, the day I came to our school feeling scared that people wouldn't accept me by who I am and I can't believe that I am here now. With you. In your arms feeling loved for the first time in my life. By you. By the person I will always admire and respect the most because you've showed me that the world doesn't need to be a dark place. We just need to find the light switch. You were my light switch, the only light in my life...

You still are. 

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 9!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post.
I took the "day off" yesterday because I didn't have time to write, couple of friends came to my house so... I hope you don't mind.
Today I'll be writing about...
Thunder Kitsune!

Well, Thuner Kitsune is the supernatural creature which is, in Teen Wolf, Kira Yukimura.
Kira first showed in the season 3b. She moved with her family to the Beacon Hills and started going to the same high school like our pack (I like to call them like that).  
Kira's mom, Noshiko, is Japanese while her father is Korean. Her mother's family has a connection to Beacon Hills going back generations.

Her father, Ken, claims Kira hasn't made any friends during her first three weeks in school but she is not shy and boldly inserts herself into a private conversation with Scott and his friends. Kira and Scott quickly start a romantic relationship.

Do you ship Scira? I do, but I miss Allison...

Kira first manifest a supernatural ability by absorbing dozens of megawatts (estimate) of electricity into her hands. Flash photography and Scott's enhanced werewolf vision reveal the glowing outline of a fox surrounding Kira's entire body.

She also found that having a sword in her hand gives her balance and agility she lacks in her everyday life.

But the pack realized that she becomes another person when she changes into a fox, I mean, in a couple of episodes she showed that her mother's teory that werewolves and foxes can't go together. But I really like Kira and I hope they'll help her to controle her powers and use them in the right way.

 

THIS IS SO SAD OMG! I CAN'T TAKE IT! 

#SupportKira 

Hmm...

That was all for today guys! January 5th is coming! Aren't you excited?! I COULD START SCREAMING NOW HAHA!

Thank you so much for reading! Please follow me on the GFC and G+ and comment down bellow are you excited?!

I love you guys! 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 7!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 
This time, I'm going to be writing about...
The Desert Wolf! 

The Desert Wolf is a code name for trained assassin who's trying to kill Malia. Okay, that was simple. But! It's, unfortunately, Malia's mother! 

You know that Malia killer her mom and sister when she turned into a werecoyote but we all know she's adopted and it appeared that Peter is her father. And... Yeah, her mother is the Desert Wolf (it's kind of weird to call her like that, like, do you have a real name?)

She was often mentioned in a couple of seasons. I think : season 3, throughout season 4 and now, in season 5. 

Peter Hale mentioned her as a possible assassin shortly after the Hale House fire suggesting he's been aware of her for several years.

Braeden, while working as a U.S. Marshal, spent most of her career trying to catch her without success (she's professional, I have to admit).

But, Stiles and Malia (aww Stalia) are trying to catch her for a while. 

While Malia had some kind of flashback throughout the accident with her adopted mother and sister, she concluded that her biological mother is responsible for their accident, not Malia!

She was shooting at the car causing the death of mother and sister, but Malia , turned into a werecoyote, escaped into the woods and stayed there, living with guilty conscience for a long time, till Scott finally turned her into a human.

In one episode (can't remember which), Deaton meets the Desert Wolf and she confronts him and asks about her daughter. She says if Malia is still alive then she will have to kill her again.

He said that Malia was dead to protect her but I don't think that she believed him.   

But I'm asking you just one question : why? Why is mother trying to kill her daughter? She must be psycho! 

And I am just scared for Malia... This psychotic bitch is coming into the Beacon Hills and I... I just hope the pack will success in protecting Malia. But she has to tell them about this, right? I hope she'll share that with the pack because I think she can't fight alone with this one. 

When Breaden found out that's she's coming to Beacon Hills, she warned Malia. 

And that's all we know about this werecoyote. We'll need to wait till the January 5th to find something more out. 

Ughh scary... But #believeinourpack! 

That was all for today! 

Thank you guys for reading. I hope you liked it , if you did please comment down bellow and follow me on GFC. I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 4!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 

This is the part 4 and I can't really believe how time passes by because it'll basically be 2016 in 3 days! 

Do you celebrate New Year? I don't really celebrate New Year, I mean, I go to sleepover at my best friends' houses or they come to my place but it's not like we are going to party that much just because it's New Year and I'm Muslim , too , so that isn't properly in my religion.

I think I went really too deep into this and I have so much to do so I should probably start haha...

Today I'm going to write about...

Triskelion ! 

*I miss Derek so much...*

So, if you watch Teen Wolf (sayin' this because some of my readers don't watch Teen Wolf but they find these posts interesting) you probably noticed that triskelion tattoo on Derek's back. But what is actually triskelion and why Derek has its tattoo? 

Triskelion is basically the sign of 3 spirals which somehow look like 3 legs. 

But the triskelion is an acient symbol with wide and varied meanings and usage around the world. 

But in Teen Wolf it has first time appeared in the second episode , around Laura Hale's grave as Stiles removed a wolfsbane studded rope next to Derek's house. Basically, it appeared a lot in Teen Wolf, even in Lydia's hallucinations. Derek explained Scott that triskelion is used as the symbol of the revenge among werewolf packs. But Boyd, in season 2, points out that the symbol has different meanings to different people. It might mean past, present and future or father,mother and child. Derek says that the symbol means to him Alpha, Beta and Omega - the three types of werewolves. He said it reminds him that we all can rise and fall. Beta can become an Alpha or an Alpha falling down to Omega status.

Talia Hale (a.k.a Derek's mother) used this sign to teach each one of her child to control themselves in the night of the full moon. 

There are also more different meanings of this sign : the stage of life and progress in the life (action, moving forward, etc.), the three real realms (water,sky and earth) and the phases of the moon (new, half and full). 

This sign really looks cool to me. What do you think? 

So that was all for today, I hope you enjoyed. Please comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC. 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 1!

Hello guys,how are you doing? 

I told you in my last post that I'm going to do special kind of posts from December 25th to January 5th (when Teen Wolf season 5B starts) so I decided to do ''#TeenWolfWiki'' posts in 10 parts whose titles I'm not going to discover you so they can be surprise for you! 

I hope you are excited as much as I am! 

In this post I'm gonna talk about...

The Beast of Gévaudan! 

Yes, that's right! I think it's time to talk about that beast!

We have already had a little conversation about this beast in my Teen Wolf Season 5B : NEWS?! post where I just mentioned that this is our enemy in the next season, the 5B season. 

You can google it or search the wikipedia about this beast but I'm gonna make it closer to you in this post (we don't understand wikipedia sometimes, admit it).

So, at the first photo up above it looks like a dinosaur somehow to me, isn't it? But at this one...

I'd say it's a wolf kind of monster...

And you are probably guessing... It's a man-eating wolf-like animal! 

But why the Beast of Gévaudan? Gévaudan is a historical area of France. How is France connected with this monster? Well, in 1760 this monster allegedly was held responsible for at least 60 animal-attack deaths. But there was not only one beast. There were more of them. They killed their victims by tearing at their throats with their teeth. I'm a little bit confused now because I just told that they are responsible for at least 60 animal-attack deaths but I found another source that says that there were more deaths. More that one hundred! I don't know how many people they've killed but I surely know they are dangerous! So dangerous! 

And there's another interesting fact: 

Remember the season 1 of the Teen Wolf? Well, in that season Allison learns that one of her ancestors killed the beast after his wife and four children were to fall prey to the creature!

Umh... 

Well, in the next season, it's believed that the Dread Doctors will appear to have resurrected the beast because they'll wish to steal it's power.

This must be confusing to you! 

I belive that's the reason why Theo told our pack that they have common enemy.

Maybe, just maybe, they'll try to fight it together?

Well, I still don't like Theo and I wish him all the worst.

That was all for today! I hope you've realized that this season is really going to be TO HELL AND BACK!

Sorry, I didn't want to scare you... Umh...

So, I hope you like this post ,please follow me and comment down bellow if you do.

I love you guys! Stay tuned because tomorrow I'm bringing you #TeenWolfWiki: PART 2!

And yeah, of course... Merry Christmas to all of my readers who celebrate it! I wish you all the best because you deserve it! Hey, don't eat all of that cookies, send some to me!! :-) 

I love you guys!

Stay alive,xx