Passenger - Let Her Go

This song is so pretty...

I literally cry every time I listen to it because I found myself in this song. I found my thoughts and emotions, feelings for you...

There are things in this world that we love but they are not good for us and then, there are the things we hate but they are good for us.

I never thought you were bad for me, but I were for you...

So I let you go...

If you are happy, somewhere on the Earth with someone you love, who am I to ruin that happiness? If you are happy - I'm happy, too.

It sounds like a cliché but I really mean it.

I used to be moderate in everything but then you came and I loved you more than I should.

Love hurts when the person you love doesn't love you back.

But we need to come to terms with it. - Malia

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

Why Am I Void?!

...

I've done so many things wrong but why is God punishing me like this?! Why is He taking you from me, when I can't live without you?! Am I that bad person?

' I don't want to hurt you, maybe it's better to... Please go, I can't say it...'

' Baby, what's wrong?'

' Don't... Just don't... I... I want you to leave! We are done! '

And you left. Deep down, I wanted you to stay but baby, you don't realize that I am the one who's hurting you! It's all my false! I should've protect you from everything but I can't... I'm not that strong...

The monsters will chase you when you are with me and I want you to go. I want you to be happy somewhere else, with somebody else, without me... 

I'm the cause of your pain, I'm the one who should feel it, I deserve it because I've done so many bad things in my life. But you...

You are the one who's face is more innocent than anything on this planet.

You are the one who makes people shame about their behavior not saying anything, just looking at them...

Your eyes are bright and shinny when you are with me and I don't want to shut the shine down but I can't help it... I can't protect you from evil that's chasing me.

How can it even come close to you when you are so good and nice?

What's wrong with me?! Why am I void?!

I can't help myself... It's better for you to leave me and everything will be okay. 

Your life will be normal again.

Like before you met me.

But I don't think you regret it... 

I'm hoping you don't regret a second spent with me,baby...

Promise me you'll remember me and go.

It's better to leave evil than to become one.

...

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 7!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 
This time, I'm going to be writing about...
The Desert Wolf! 

The Desert Wolf is a code name for trained assassin who's trying to kill Malia. Okay, that was simple. But! It's, unfortunately, Malia's mother! 

You know that Malia killer her mom and sister when she turned into a werecoyote but we all know she's adopted and it appeared that Peter is her father. And... Yeah, her mother is the Desert Wolf (it's kind of weird to call her like that, like, do you have a real name?)

She was often mentioned in a couple of seasons. I think : season 3, throughout season 4 and now, in season 5. 

Peter Hale mentioned her as a possible assassin shortly after the Hale House fire suggesting he's been aware of her for several years.

Braeden, while working as a U.S. Marshal, spent most of her career trying to catch her without success (she's professional, I have to admit).

But, Stiles and Malia (aww Stalia) are trying to catch her for a while. 

While Malia had some kind of flashback throughout the accident with her adopted mother and sister, she concluded that her biological mother is responsible for their accident, not Malia!

She was shooting at the car causing the death of mother and sister, but Malia , turned into a werecoyote, escaped into the woods and stayed there, living with guilty conscience for a long time, till Scott finally turned her into a human.

In one episode (can't remember which), Deaton meets the Desert Wolf and she confronts him and asks about her daughter. She says if Malia is still alive then she will have to kill her again.

He said that Malia was dead to protect her but I don't think that she believed him.   

But I'm asking you just one question : why? Why is mother trying to kill her daughter? She must be psycho! 

And I am just scared for Malia... This psychotic bitch is coming into the Beacon Hills and I... I just hope the pack will success in protecting Malia. But she has to tell them about this, right? I hope she'll share that with the pack because I think she can't fight alone with this one. 

When Breaden found out that's she's coming to Beacon Hills, she warned Malia. 

And that's all we know about this werecoyote. We'll need to wait till the January 5th to find something more out. 

Ughh scary... But #believeinourpack! 

That was all for today! 

Thank you guys for reading. I hope you liked it , if you did please comment down bellow and follow me on GFC. I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 2!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post!
If you haven't notice it already, in this kind of posts I'm writing just about the things that are connected to present and future of Teen Wolf so in this post I decided to write about...
Theo Reaken! 

Theo Reaken a.k.a the new evil Teen Wolf bi... Hm, I mean character! So, Theo Reaken is the Teen Wolf character which appeared in 5th season. He claimed to be a bitten werewolf but, in fact, he's one of the chimeras (Dread Doctors' experiments) . 

As I said in the last post, I'm going talk about him in my own experience of him, i.e I'm going to write subjectively but also,as you can notice, I add some objective facts. 

Hmm what to say about him that wouldn't make me upset? Haha.

Well, he's a guy that was prettending he wants to be a part of Scott's pack but at the beginning, Stiles recognized his evil intentions and he informed Scott about that but well... Scott didn't trust him and Theo was getting closer and closer to the members of his pack. 

I don't really know why, but he thinks Malia likes him, despite the fact he's in the relationship with Stiles.

His self-esteem is a little bit to high, if you ask me... 

He claimed to be Scott's and Stiles' friend from elementary school and his only goal which made him come back to Beacon Hills was to join Scott's pack but the truth is that he just wanted to get his pack against him and take his title of the Alpha werewolf.

In his stories about him he told that his sister died 8 years ago in the woods after she drown in the water but the truth is that he was watching her dying and he didn't help her.

He was born evil, there's no other explanation...

I mean, how can you watch your own sister dying and just stay there without any guilty conscience? I don't know... I wouldn't be able to watch any human being dying knowing that I'm able to help him or her and don't do it. 

Just...

But why the hell they picked Cody Christian for this role when he's just so beautiful and oh my God... Theo has such a beautiful face but such an evil spirit!

Well, let's continue...

Stiles found portions of Theo's story don't add up, speciffically his father's signature on a school form seems to be forged. That's my boyfriend! He always gets it! Haha.

In one episode his parents were scared of him and then he crushed his father's finger to explain away Stiles ''evidence'' against him.

At all of his ways, he tried to ''fit in''. He saved Hayden and Liam from the Dread Doctors and I still don't get it why he did that. And he, also, didn't tell Sheriff Stilinski about Donovan's death so... He could be like half-good and half-evil man? Or not? 

I don't know, but I know that he's going to reveal his personality in the next season for sure!

That was all for today guys! I hope you liked this post, tell me in the comments down bellow and follow me on GFC and G+.

Thank you for reading!

I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

What Love Looks Like

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

Your endless needs

My breaking grieves

You look this way

But you don't see

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

My body is framed

My soul is stained

All things good

Will be washed away

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This pain I breathe

Has poisened me

Dreamt a dream

Now I'm spitting bitter tears

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

-Mirel Wagner

Seeing you so powerless on the heap of bodies... My heart is broken now. 

If you are hurt, I cry, but if you die, I die. Remember? 

My mind is confused... How that even happened? You were my heroes... Heroes can't die, right? 

At least, in my heart, you'll never die... Is this what love looks like? 

I'm asking too much questions but I need to know... I need to know if... If this is the truth? You're gonna die? But... But I love you. My heart was breaking into hundreds of peaces seeing you die. 

Is this the end? 

Our journey was short, I must admit. Or it just looked like that to me? 

No, they can't take you. They'll break this little girl's heart... I... I can't let you go.

You mean so much to me. You changed my life, you know it, right? 

In this letter, I just wanted to remind you how much you mean to me and...

And to say you to fight.

Fight till your least drop of blood. I'll be there to support you. Just to know you aren't alone and you'll never be till I die. 

I can at least watch it and support you when I can't change anything.

And that's what's really killing me.

I suppose this is what love looks like.

Hello guys, It's me again.
I hope you'll understand I'm a bit late because I had no wi-fi connection yesterday. 
If you click on that lyrics up there, you can watch the new official promo of Teen Wolf (which I cried watching btw so I'm warning you!) 
And I decided to wrote a little bit about that video. Hope you liked this post! 
Comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC!
Thanks! I love you guys!



Stay alive, xx

Demons

''When you feel my heat

 Look into my eyes 

It's where my demons  hide...
Don't get too close, it's dark inside...''

You know... One thing that happend to you and didn't actually killed you but it left you with huge pain that kills you every day again, again and again, with the sore in your heart like it's breaking over and over again. Something you even feel like you are lost in this world full of people who don't understand you, so you don't trust them, you can't say them what's bothering you and even when the room is full of people you feel lonly but you still smile. And that's the worst you have to do. 
Smile even when you are crying from inside. 
You just want to cry and scream loud and break everything but you can't...
Because they would act like they care but they are just curious, they don't actually care about you, your feelings and your pain.
So you just smile and act like you are happy. 
But your eyes can't hide the pain.
You smile, you hide, you smile, you hide but then...
You burst like an explosion and your eyes start getting darker and darker and you become a monster that people made of you making your feelings collect and collect inside you and they become a big grenade who can't wait no more so you just burst.
And then... They ask what's wrong with you, why are you becoming a monster but they don't realize it's all their fault so you start planning your revenge. Like, not actually revenge but giving them what they deserve. 
God gave you the power you need to punish them and that's your mission, your only goal left in this life... 
You can't go back, you can't kill them inside you, they controll you...
''Don't grow up, it's a TRAP!'' is truth. 
The biggest problem with growing up is realizing that monsters ,we fell they are here , are not under your bed but in your head. 
And...
They are your only friends so you start loving your voidness and that's why people, that's why I became a monster... A monster you'll never understand...
That's why I became void...
Void Stiles...

So hello out there! 

Did you miss me? I didn't post for 2 days... I think. 

And here's the reason...

My school starts on this Monday (O-M-G!) and I realized it's better to post on Monday, Wednesday and Saturday because it's all about QUALITY not QUANTITY because I think I should work harder on these three days than post suck posts every day. I'm going into 9th Grade and this year is our last Middle school year and I really need to work hard. Hope you understand and agree with me. 

And also... I'm preparing you a great COLLAB POST with one of my best girls here on Blogger and I'm so,so,so excided because of that! So get ready guys!

See you on Monday, love ya all! 

Stay alive,xx 

You Can't Kill Me!

I feel in my veins... The poison is replacing the blood. 

I can feel the dark cloud occupying my body like damnation I can escape from.

My mind is a mess.

I can't notice white from black. I can't notice anything good in this world...

I can't escape my thoughts...

My eyes aren't light brown anymore. Brown gets black after a while. 

You know... Everyone has a black side. Just sometimes... It's darker than ever and it takes our mind completly so...

I can't see happiness, my eyes only see black in this world. 

As soon as my eyes change, my mind gets darker. My brain is such a dark place when an optimist would die. When you survive the things in life I did... You care less but you hate more.

Hate is powerful than you. I can kill thousands of people in five minutes but I can't fight my thoughts which are the main reason I'm doing this. 

Main reason why I'm killing, why I'm revenging for all of my pain... You'll fell what I felt!

You can't kill me! I'm thousand years old! 

When all of the supernatural creatures would unite they couldn't kill me! 

The power is bursting through my eyes! You can't kill me!

You can't kill me! 

I'M VOID! 

I'M EMPTY MIND IS  FILLING WITH HATE, POWER AND THOUGHTS ABOUT REVENGE! 

MY ONLY GOAL IS REVENGE! 

Because I...

I'M VOID STILES!

...

CHAOS IS COME AGAIN!

''Even the white rose has a black shadow...''

Hello guys, 

Today I wrote a text abou ''void Stiles'' because we're all in that mood waiting for season 5B where Jeff said ''void Stiles'' could return so...

I hope you enjoyed!

Please comment down bellow telling me did you liked it!

It means a lot to me because I... I appreciate and love every single one of you...

Stay alive,xx

''You are my everything Malia''

You...You helped me when I needed it the most. My darkness disappeared when I met you. You were there for me when I cried. You made me laugh when I didn't even wanted to live. You helped me to find out that life is beautiful if you love. I loved you and I still love you. You are the best thing that happened to me. My heart goes crazy when I see you and... When you call me yours I just, honestly don't know where I am. The only place I feel safe is your hug. Just wrapp your arms around me and shhh... Let the silence speak. Every single day I just wanna hear how was your day, I want you to tell me your dreams and I'll do anything to make them come true, to make my little girl happy. I know, I know, you don't want me to call you little girl,  you want to feel powerfull but you still seem little in my arms. Don't worry, that's what I love about you. Oh, but your smile... I can't even describe it... Words aren't enough to describe feeling in my stomach seeing you smile. Oh, if I just could stop the time and watch you smile. And don't even try to hide your sadness and pain from me. I know when you are really happy, and I know when you pretend to be. I don't want you to hide anything from me. I want to know. Every little thing. I want to know everything about you. Your dreams, fears, ambitions... Tell me what you want me to be, I'll do my best. Just to keep you with me. Cuz' if you go, everything that I care about goes with you. If you die, I die. If you smile, I smile. If you cry, I cry. 
I found everything in you and don't ever ,ever leave me,my soulmate. 
I love when we fight and you get so nervous and sad, 'couse I know that you care about me, about my opinions. And everytime we fight it ends with ''But I love you''. Maybe you think I don't know how to defend myself but the truth is... I don't want you to feel unhappy. and screw up the problems, there's always solution! Loving you was the hardest but again the most beautiful thing that happened to me. It was hard to convince the person who was hurted so many times that there's still somebody who can love her. But I did. I screamed, I fight, I hugged, I kissed, and I don't regret any second with you. 
I love you. R U Mine? 
-V.Š.

I WROTE THIS LIKE STILES DESCRIBES MALIA. I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT. I WROTE THIS SO IF YOU TAKE ANY PART OF IT, PLEASE SIGN ME WITH MY INITIALS OR FULL NAME :).

Thank you all so ,so much! We are going on 600 views today! You really make me happy!
Love ya,
See you tomorrow, x

5 THINGS ABOUT STALIA :)

Hello my dear #StaliaShippers !
First of all, Eid Mubarak to all Muslims around the world, have great days with your family and friends. XOXO

It's been 3 days since I posted my first post on this blog introducing myself and telling you what is this blog about. From today I'm going to post EVERY SINGLE DAY. It won't be hard to me 'cause I love doing this and I hope you love reading it. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS WHAT POST YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE! Thanks!

In this post I'm going to talk about 5 THINGS ABOUT STALIA. I hope you like it ! x

So let's start...

1.How did they met each other? 
It was in season 3.  Stiles and Scott wanted to recover Malia to be human again. After Stiles steals her sister's doll, Malia tricks him to the school where she attacks Kira. Scott uses his Alpha power and roar to force Malia to become human again. After that, Malia and Stiles were in Eichen House. She helped him to get into the basement. They started kissing on an old sofa and Stiles gives up his fight with the Nogitsune to save her. 

2.Malia's first love, Stiles' second.
Malia was werecoyote all her life before Scott and Stiles recovered her into human again so... Stiles is her first love, first boyfriend and first kiss. On the other side, Malia is Stiles' second love.
His first love WAS Lydia. He loved her a long time and she ignored him. She ignored him the whole time and when he fell in love with Malia she started to have feelings for him. Like wtf?! You can't just ignore him whole time and be with other guys then, when he move on, start to have feelings for him!
YES, HE LOVED HER! I'm not denying it! But he's find someone who cares about him and who helped him to ''fall out of love'' for Lydia. And simply, he has fallen in love with Malia. Stydia shippers sorry but you don't exist anymore. #MarrishAndStaliaForever

3.He helped her to start thinking like human, not werecoyote. 
This was so cute to me, oh my Gosh!
Malia used to think humans need to be eaten ,killed etc.,but he learned her to think like human.
And that's what love is for. #NeedBoyfriendLikeStiles !

4.They want to protect each other.
Once Malia didn't feel good sleeping in her own bed so she sneaked in to Stiles' and cuddles because she felt she need to protect him because he is a ''little spoon''. A LITTLE SPOON! CAN YOU SEE THE HEARTS GOING OUT FROM MY EYES?! LOVE THEM SO MUCH!



5.They would never leave behind each other. There were so many times they told each other they wouldn't leave without each other. They were hurt, they were sad and happy but they never did leave each other. Once Stiles was scared because he thought Malia was running to leave, but she denied it and said she would never leave him because she loves him. That was so cute. And also...

That was it! I hope you enjoyed it as I did. :)
Lots of love xoxo.
See ya tomorrow!
Bye :) !