Waiting For You

Hello guys! It's been so long I talked to you! I had so much to do, I'm going crazy in school so I couldn't find any extra time to talk to you. And I'm so sorry about that! Hope I'll finally make my schedule works so I can find some time to enjoy here writting new posts. 

I hope you like my posts, if you don't, please tell me what should I change about them and what kind of posts would you like to see here. 

''Blue jeans, white shirt walk into the room, you know you made my eyes burn...''

I love you, bad boy. 

I love how your eyes are saying things you did. Oh those eyes make me melt every time they look at me but I'm acting so cool hoping you can't see that I want you.

I want you by my side now and forever.

I'm trying to act cool making you try harder to get me. 

It's hard, you know?

Because I only want to hug you and never let you go again.

I know you well. I know you are showing your cold side on the outside making everyone freeze when you walk in but, inside... You are just a boy wanting someone to love him forever. Someone who will give him promises and don't break them. Someone who will give him all her heart 'cause you just wanna feel loved... You just wanna feel like when you die, someone would actually cry because of you. Like someone would care for all your wounds and make them disappear. It's truth, isn't it?

And the only thing I can promise to you is that I will love you forever.

'Cause I'm the person that gives everything or nothing.

I'll love you with all my heart or I'll hate you. It's simple.

When you get to know me better you'll realize I'm not perfect, but I'm not even trying to be. I just want someone who would treat me like I am and I'll give him all my world. I'll never let him go.

Is that enough to you?

If it is, come! I'm waiting for you..
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Again I'm so sorry about my inactivity but I'll try harder to organize my time because I just love you all and I love writting here, talking to you...
I hope you liked this post, if you did, please don't forget to subscribe on my blog and leave me comments down bellow so we can chat a little bit.

I love you all,
Stay alive, xx

Mistakes

The greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all about your mistakes and still sees the best in you. But also, the hardest thing in life is confesing your mistakes to the person you love the most because you want them to think the best about you so they would want to stay.
Telling your mistakes to the person you love feels like pushing them from yourself and thinking they would leave you because of your imperfections.
But... The truth is... I want to know all your imperfections and that will never change my thoughs about you. Maybe my thoughs, but never my feelings about you. Feelings last forever. We can't change that fact. And I don't want to change it because I really don't mind loving you forever.
Did I told you that falling in love with you was the best thing that happend to me? Yeah, like hundreds of times. But I want you to know that even when you've done something stupid, don't be ashamed to confese me everything, I'm not here to leave at the first problem, I'm here to solve it with you. Our love is stronger that every obstacle, right? 

''All my life, you stood by me when no one else was ever behind me
All these lights, they can't blind me
With your love, nobody can drag me down''

Thank you for being here where nobody else was.
You're my everything, let me be yours.
Love means forever yours to me. 

Hello guys,
Today I wrote this text like ''Malia to Stiles'' type of text.
I hope you understand why I picked up this theme. If you've watched last episode you'll understand.
Stiles didn't say anything about Dunovan to Malia. And it just breaks my heart seeing him not trusting to her and he didn't even say Scott, his best friend! I'm so worried about him...
Nobody will ever accuse him for self-defending.
#StilesStayStrong

JEFF DON'T DO THIS TO STALIA SHIPPERS! WE ARE FREAKING OUT EVERY SINGLE EPISODE!
GIVE US STALIA MOMENTS! YEAH!
Haha , agree with me?

And yeah, we've reached 1,300+ views and thank you so much for everything <3! 
Bye, see you tomorrow, Love ya , x

1000 VIEWS! YouTube?!

Hello guys,

I'm so, so happy! And it's because of you! Yeah, you!
We've reached 1000 VIEWS!
IT SOUNDS INCREDIBLE!

THANK YOU SO, SO ,SO MUCH! YOU'RE AMAZING! ❤❤❤❤❤

I've said I'll start making videos on YouTube when I reach 1000 views but I don't know now...
I don't know if you are with me through this because I need your support.

There's one thing I want you to do! I want you to COMMENT YOUR OPINIONS ABOUT THIS IDEA.
If I get 50 comments I'll start making videos.
I don't know if we can do it but I feel it's the only way I'll know if you'll support me.

And there's another problem...
I don't really have a camera so I'll film with my phone.
I hope videos will be ok.

I really want to make videos! I hope you're excited as I am!
On my channel will be videos like challenges, I'll make something special about Stalia and I'll make Q&A first to let you meet me.

PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME YOUR OPINIONS!
I REALLY NEED YOUR SUPPORT!

Have a great day,
Bye, xx

Monsters

The main problem of the life is realising that monsters aren't under our beds but in our heads. It's so much harder to chase something away if it became part of you. Yeah, they became part of me. I can't remember the time I fell asleep without you hugging me, without feeling of your arm around me. When you aren't here I can't fall asleep. They won't stop chasing me until you come. 

The monsters in my head keep getting bigger feeding themselves with my fear, with my desire to feel needed again. Only with you I felt needed. Only with you I felt loved. You saved me from myself. Yeah, from myself. I keep wage wars with my thoughts. Sometimes, I feel like nobody needs me... And I just let the depression kills me from inside while I'm smiling on the outside. This make me think about how people can be hypocrite. I'm hypocrite. I smile. I smile a lot. But inside... I feel disintegration of my soul. I can't help myself. I want to be hypocrite because I don't want people to fake they are worry about me and keep asking questions like ''Why are you sad?'' , ''Are you okay?'' etc. I didn't want anybody to know my pain but you did. 
You knew I was hurt and I didn't tell you that, Stiles. You were the only one who knew how my real smile and the fake one looks like. You are the only one I opened my soul for. 
I think it's because you was the only one who helped me and I didn't ask for help. You helped me. You helped me to realize there's always the way out, the solution and the hope. 
You are the only light star in the dark sky...
And I know you know all this things even if I don't tell them to you. 
I didn't really think that ''soulmates'' exist. You made me feel different. Because you... You are my soulmate. The only person who found everything about me just by looking at my eyes. 
Monsters died when you told me you love me.
-V.Š.

Hey guys,
I hope you liked another text by me, this time writting like Malia. :)
It's my pleasure to have you guys, cuz' TONIGHT WE ARE GOING ON 900 VIEWS!
That's right! 900! 
Thank you to the Moon and back, love ya all <3.

And please comment telling me your opinions about this blog and this post.

Tomorrow I'm going on the beach, and I'll be there all day but I'll write post for tomorrow now and then publish it tomorrow morning. :)

Love ya and see you tomorrow <3

Separation

Stiles...
It's been 3 months and 4 days.. Yeah, I count. This is my 57th letter to you. Idk if you feel the same but I... I feel lost without you. In the daytime it's okay... At least, I pretend it is. But when the night comes I fall asleep in tears and wake up with them. Sometimes I dream you. You are here and I can see you but I can't touch you. It hurts so much. I have friends here, a lot of them but no one can replace you. No one! But baby, it's coming.... Our day after 4 months! I can't wait to see you! To hug and kiss you! You know... I miss your hugs so much... I miss us holding hands, walking and talking about stupid things. I know I'm boring sometimes but I make fool of myself to keep you with me.
I know there are a lot of better girls than me. Prettier, smarter... But... I love you. I love your smile. I love your hair. I love your hands. I love your eyes. I love your sarcasm. I love everything about you. You are perfect to me, my eyes can't see your imperfections. They are blind, they can't see anything but you. You are the center of my world. It's everything about you...
I read your letters again and again and everytime I cry. I know you don't want me to cry but... I can't just stop it. It hurts. 
Time goes so slow... Every 4 months I see you. It's so long time. I want you to be here with me forever. It's rarely how time with you goes fast but without you it seems like forever.
I'm counting down days till graduation. We made promise. We'll be together. Forever and always. 
I'm not wanting much. Just you and me. 
Place? Time? It doesn't matter. 
Only thing that matters is you. To me, you are the best. Don't you ever change. I love your smile, eyes,hands, hair, your amazing sarcasm, your cleverness... Everything. 
I hope you are happy and excited. Just 26 days baby. I'll count. Don't blame it on me if I can't let you go from my hug, if I don't want the end of our time. Don't blame it on me. You know I'm crazy. But I'm crazy about you.
To the moon and back? To the moon and back. 
-V.Š.

*This was my work about Stiles and Malia separated miles away from each other. They are on college and seeing each other every 4 months. I wrote this like Malia.*
thank you for reading.
Hello my dear people haha,
THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH! I COULDN'T BELIVE WHEN I SAW 700+ VIEWS THIS MORNING! 
I can't really believe like 10 people read my blog, but 700+?! 
I love you so much <3

Your support means whole world to me, especially when I read your comments. There are not a lot of comments but every comment makes my day cuz' I want to see your opinions about every post, what you want to see, what you like, what you don't like so I can improve myself. :)
CAN WE DO IT ON 800?! 

Love ya all,
See you tomorrow, x

''You are my everything Malia''

You...You helped me when I needed it the most. My darkness disappeared when I met you. You were there for me when I cried. You made me laugh when I didn't even wanted to live. You helped me to find out that life is beautiful if you love. I loved you and I still love you. You are the best thing that happened to me. My heart goes crazy when I see you and... When you call me yours I just, honestly don't know where I am. The only place I feel safe is your hug. Just wrapp your arms around me and shhh... Let the silence speak. Every single day I just wanna hear how was your day, I want you to tell me your dreams and I'll do anything to make them come true, to make my little girl happy. I know, I know, you don't want me to call you little girl,  you want to feel powerfull but you still seem little in my arms. Don't worry, that's what I love about you. Oh, but your smile... I can't even describe it... Words aren't enough to describe feeling in my stomach seeing you smile. Oh, if I just could stop the time and watch you smile. And don't even try to hide your sadness and pain from me. I know when you are really happy, and I know when you pretend to be. I don't want you to hide anything from me. I want to know. Every little thing. I want to know everything about you. Your dreams, fears, ambitions... Tell me what you want me to be, I'll do my best. Just to keep you with me. Cuz' if you go, everything that I care about goes with you. If you die, I die. If you smile, I smile. If you cry, I cry. 
I found everything in you and don't ever ,ever leave me,my soulmate. 
I love when we fight and you get so nervous and sad, 'couse I know that you care about me, about my opinions. And everytime we fight it ends with ''But I love you''. Maybe you think I don't know how to defend myself but the truth is... I don't want you to feel unhappy. and screw up the problems, there's always solution! Loving you was the hardest but again the most beautiful thing that happened to me. It was hard to convince the person who was hurted so many times that there's still somebody who can love her. But I did. I screamed, I fight, I hugged, I kissed, and I don't regret any second with you. 
I love you. R U Mine? 
-V.Š.

I WROTE THIS LIKE STILES DESCRIBES MALIA. I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT. I WROTE THIS SO IF YOU TAKE ANY PART OF IT, PLEASE SIGN ME WITH MY INITIALS OR FULL NAME :).

Thank you all so ,so much! We are going on 600 views today! You really make me happy!
Love ya,
See you tomorrow, x

5 THINGS ABOUT STALIA :)

Hello my dear #StaliaShippers !
First of all, Eid Mubarak to all Muslims around the world, have great days with your family and friends. XOXO

It's been 3 days since I posted my first post on this blog introducing myself and telling you what is this blog about. From today I'm going to post EVERY SINGLE DAY. It won't be hard to me 'cause I love doing this and I hope you love reading it. I WANT YOU TO TELL ME IN THE COMMENTS WHAT POST YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE! Thanks!

In this post I'm going to talk about 5 THINGS ABOUT STALIA. I hope you like it ! x

So let's start...

1.How did they met each other? 
It was in season 3.  Stiles and Scott wanted to recover Malia to be human again. After Stiles steals her sister's doll, Malia tricks him to the school where she attacks Kira. Scott uses his Alpha power and roar to force Malia to become human again. After that, Malia and Stiles were in Eichen House. She helped him to get into the basement. They started kissing on an old sofa and Stiles gives up his fight with the Nogitsune to save her. 

2.Malia's first love, Stiles' second.
Malia was werecoyote all her life before Scott and Stiles recovered her into human again so... Stiles is her first love, first boyfriend and first kiss. On the other side, Malia is Stiles' second love.
His first love WAS Lydia. He loved her a long time and she ignored him. She ignored him the whole time and when he fell in love with Malia she started to have feelings for him. Like wtf?! You can't just ignore him whole time and be with other guys then, when he move on, start to have feelings for him!
YES, HE LOVED HER! I'm not denying it! But he's find someone who cares about him and who helped him to ''fall out of love'' for Lydia. And simply, he has fallen in love with Malia. Stydia shippers sorry but you don't exist anymore. #MarrishAndStaliaForever

3.He helped her to start thinking like human, not werecoyote. 
This was so cute to me, oh my Gosh!
Malia used to think humans need to be eaten ,killed etc.,but he learned her to think like human.
And that's what love is for. #NeedBoyfriendLikeStiles !

4.They want to protect each other.
Once Malia didn't feel good sleeping in her own bed so she sneaked in to Stiles' and cuddles because she felt she need to protect him because he is a ''little spoon''. A LITTLE SPOON! CAN YOU SEE THE HEARTS GOING OUT FROM MY EYES?! LOVE THEM SO MUCH!



5.They would never leave behind each other. There were so many times they told each other they wouldn't leave without each other. They were hurt, they were sad and happy but they never did leave each other. Once Stiles was scared because he thought Malia was running to leave, but she denied it and said she would never leave him because she loves him. That was so cute. And also...

That was it! I hope you enjoyed it as I did. :)
Lots of love xoxo.
See ya tomorrow!
Bye :) !

Introducing myself (not boring,I hope)

Hello everbody,
In this post I want to introduce myself. So... Where should I begin? I'm a regular girl living boring life. I'm almost 14 y/o.
I decided to make this blog cause I'm opsessed shipping Malia and Stiles, I mean Stalia.
OmG they are so cute together and everybody ,including me,want relationship like their. On this blog I'm going to post photos,texts and imagines about them. I'LL MAKE MY OWN PHOTOS AND TEXTS SO I'M NOT STEALING FROM ANYONE.
And another reason why I made this blog is 'cause...I used to give up on everything I started, on internet and in real life... I used to get motivated, started and give up on everything. I wasn't patient. So... I really want to start doing something I love, and that's writing and editing. I hope you'll like my posts.

"I don't know why I'm so happy when I'm with you... There's a weird feeling in my stomach when I see you but it's not like I'm sick or something... I don't know what's happening with me Stiles..." ,she said nervously  lowering her head.
"It's okay...",he hugged her gently, "...cuz I feel the same."
Stiles lifted her head and saw happiness tears in her eyes. He smiled and kissed her in her forhead... She felt safe with him.

Please tell me what you think about this post. Are you excided as I am cuz I can't wait to start publishing Stalia texts,photos,imagines etc?

Bye,
Xoxo 
Vildana