Better With You

Let me hold you a little bit more before you leave cause babe you make me feel like there's no one else on this world but you and me. You make me feel I need to be better cause you're the best. You make me think about my mistakes and trying to fix them. Just... You make me better person because when I'm with you... Ohh I would never done something stupid because I do care about you and I don't want to lose you...

I just think about how you felt when I did something stupid, how you were mad at me for days and I just want that to never happen again. I want to be with you forever.
It might seem crazy but I feel like you are my motivation to be better, to be better person, boyfriend, son, student... Just everything. 
Because when I think about your eyes, I want them to shine because of me and for me, just for me.
And when I think about your smile... I want to be your reason to smile.
I want our hands to perfectly match into each other like puzzles.
I want you to be mine forever and I'm not going to screw the chance you gave to me because my promises are serious, and I never break them.
Like Aristotle says  : 

''Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.'' 

That's why you make me better. Because you're the best and we are one.
Because when I touch your hand, the whole world stops for a while, we are trapped in the most beautiful moment we never want to end.

You know... There are night when dark starts to reign my body but then... 

I remember you exist and I chase my demons out of my head because I'm not VOID anymore. And it's because of you. 

It's because all nights seem perfect to be with you just walking on a beach, on a full moon, describing your smile and talking how you shine brighter than stars do. 

'Cuz when you are with me... I can even notice anybody or anything.

Even stars became not that beautiful by your side because you eclipsed them with your shine they could never reach.

Hello there! Did you miss me? Haha so I'm so sorry I didn't post on Wednesday but I really have good excuse and it's, you're guessing... SCHOOL! I just had so much to do and I felt like doing nothing so I just layed on my bed until like 8 pm and then I remembered of all the homework and stuff like that I have to do and I had chemistry test today so please be reasonable to me because I'm doing my best and I hope you appreciate it. I love you all and I'll start writting more  and better in the next week. Thank you for your support! 

Stay alive,xx

Wake Me Up And End This Dream Without You

You're in my head. Slowly taking the place in my heart you are walking through my thoughts holding my hend and saying me you'll always love me. You are beautiful, but now like always. Now... A it's different. Your eyes shine brighter and your smile seems more beautiful. But wait... Something's different. Why are you leaving? Wait! Don't go! Why are you leaving my hand? You're getting far away from me and I can't stop it. You are going away... But, but... I want you to stay? I'm shouting, I'm fighting, I'm loving, I... I don't want you to leave but you are. You are leaving me here. On our road. Why are you leaving all our dreams on our road of love? On that road, we should have walk together! We should love together, smile together and... And do everything together. I'm sweating and crying and I just can't stop. "No, no, don't leave...", I'm mumbling and... "Stiles... Stiles... Shhh it's okay. It was just a dream. Shh.", your touch wakes me up. "Malia... You're here!", I said excited like a little kid and hugged you strong like a grown-up man. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere... ", your pure words calmed me down and you curled up in my strong arms that are never gonna let you go... Lost in the reality I don't want to dream ever again, unless you'd be by my side.

Hello guys,
I know I'm a little bit late with today's post but I was in huge mess today, I had lots thibgs to do and I wasn't even home all day so please don't blame me.

I hope you liked this post and please tell me your opinions in the comment section.

That was all I wanted to say and yeah, please FOLLOW ME so you can get notification when I publish a new post.

Love ya,
Stay alive, xx

Without You I'm Nothing...

Please don't act like you don't care because I know... Deep inside you there's still a little bit love for me that you're keeping and hiding from everyone, even from me. But you can't hide anything from me, I just feel it. I feel when you are happy, when you are sad, when you want to die or when you need someone to hug you. I feel it. I really do, though how insane that sounds. That's what is love all about, don't you think so? Insane. Great word for us. Yeah, we are insane. We love each other so deeply but we easily forget to show it. Because we are insane. We've let all the bad things upset us so much that we forgot our promise :"I'm here for you, through all the pain and all the tears. YOU CAN TELL ME EVERYTHING". Yeah, we forgot that we are soul mates. We can really live without each other. So don't. Please don't let bad things destroy us. Destroy our relationship, our love and our promises. That's only thing I want from you...
To be with me, talk to me and tell me everything.
I know you'll feel better when you tell me everything, I would, too.
So let's just kill all the negativity between us and love each other. That's why we are made for, right?

Guys hello,
I didn't have too much time today because I won't be home for next 5-6 hours so I wrote this text like Malia is writting to Stiles type of thing... You know what I'm talking about haha.

So that was all for today,
Love ya and see you tomorrow!
Stay alive, xx

BREAK UP?!

Hello guys,
Idk how to write this intro because I'm not really okay. You can see by the title...
So basically, I was looking through Instagram (#instagramobsessed) and I came across this photo :

AND I'M TOTALLY FREAKING OUT GUYS!!

The description of this photo on Instagram was ''So it basically means their break up...'' !
BREAKUP?!

I'm not fine at all... I just wonder something...

WHY THE HELL YOU ARE DOING THIS TO US ,JEFF?! WHY?!
AS MUCH AS I LOVE YOU FOR GIVING US STALIA MOMENTS IN PREVIOUS SEASON, I HATE YOU FOR DOING THIS TO US! 

I really hope this isn't the truth and if they really break up , they'll reconcile really fast because I know they can't stand long without each other. 

What do you think guys?
I'm dying to know if this is the truth so please ,if you know, tell me <3

See you tomorrow,
Love ya all, x

Your life in Teen Wolf?!

Hello guys,
Today I have very intressting theme to talk about.
Did you ever ask yourself what would your life be like if you were in Teen Wolf? Because I did, many times.

Would you be wolf,fox, banshee or something other?
-I would like to be werewolf , but after werewolves I like banshees, they are interessting.

Which life of the characters would you like to live? For boys : Scott, Stiles, Derek, Peter, Parrish or maybe Liam? For girls : Allison, Lydia, Kira, Malia, Erica or maybe Hayden?
- I looove Malia so much, so I would 99% choose her but I leave this 1% for Hayden only because of her relationship with Liam. You gotta love Liam ,girl! *I fell in a hole*

Would you rather be in Derek's, Scott's or Alpha's pack?
- I would choose Scott's pack but I love Derek too, and I'm so sad because Teen Wolf isn't the same without him. #WeWantDerekBack

Would you rather have personality like Allison or Lydia, Kira or Malia?
- About Allison or Lydia, I would definitely choose Lydia. I've never loved Allison more than Lydia because Lydia is so special, so smart and intelligent girl. Besides that, she's so beautiful.
About Kira or Malia, I 'd definitely choose Malia because Malia is so special like Lydia, she's honest and direct, I love how she says what she means and she's always there to help her pack.

And for the end, girls, which character would you date?
- Hah it's obivously for me that it would be Stiles, but I would love that Stiles is also a werewolf but although he isn't , he's in the pack and I love him so much, but there's also space in my heart(lol) for Liam, my love. Haha.

And that was all for today.
I hope you'll answer these questions in the comments bellow.
Hope you all enjoyed!
See you tomorrow,
Lots of love, x

Mistakes

The greatest thing in life is finding someone who knows all about your mistakes and still sees the best in you. But also, the hardest thing in life is confesing your mistakes to the person you love the most because you want them to think the best about you so they would want to stay.
Telling your mistakes to the person you love feels like pushing them from yourself and thinking they would leave you because of your imperfections.
But... The truth is... I want to know all your imperfections and that will never change my thoughs about you. Maybe my thoughs, but never my feelings about you. Feelings last forever. We can't change that fact. And I don't want to change it because I really don't mind loving you forever.
Did I told you that falling in love with you was the best thing that happend to me? Yeah, like hundreds of times. But I want you to know that even when you've done something stupid, don't be ashamed to confese me everything, I'm not here to leave at the first problem, I'm here to solve it with you. Our love is stronger that every obstacle, right? 

''All my life, you stood by me when no one else was ever behind me
All these lights, they can't blind me
With your love, nobody can drag me down''

Thank you for being here where nobody else was.
You're my everything, let me be yours.
Love means forever yours to me. 

Hello guys,
Today I wrote this text like ''Malia to Stiles'' type of text.
I hope you understand why I picked up this theme. If you've watched last episode you'll understand.
Stiles didn't say anything about Dunovan to Malia. And it just breaks my heart seeing him not trusting to her and he didn't even say Scott, his best friend! I'm so worried about him...
Nobody will ever accuse him for self-defending.
#StilesStayStrong

JEFF DON'T DO THIS TO STALIA SHIPPERS! WE ARE FREAKING OUT EVERY SINGLE EPISODE!
GIVE US STALIA MOMENTS! YEAH!
Haha , agree with me?

And yeah, we've reached 1,300+ views and thank you so much for everything <3! 
Bye, see you tomorrow, Love ya , x

6th Episode Got Me Like...

Hey guys what's up? :)


I've just seen 6th Teen Wolf episode and in this post I'm going to talk about it a little bit.
First thing first I love Malia so,so much! She's such a queen! She said Theo that she doesn't own him nothing because not telling Scott about her memorie with Desert Wolf. You go girl! #TaliaDoesn'tExist :D !

But... Why Stiles is hiding the fact he killed Dunovan?! It was self-defence and I really thought he's gonna tell it at least Malia. But he didn't.
And why is Malia hiding the fact she didn't kill her ''fake'' mom and sister?! She should tell it and wash off blood from her hands.
I think we need more Stalia moments but it's so tensely in Beacon Hills because of the Dread Doctors.
They really shoudn't read that book. Look what it did to Lydia, Scott and Stiles. Lydia found how her grandma died... I feel so sorry about her and I feel so sorry about Scott. He found that his dog died when he was child... And Stiles... Oh my God! His mom Claudia was suffering from disease that caused hallucinations... I feel so,so sorry about him finding out that his mom told him that he want to kill her. He was only 10! Lydia, Stiles, Scott and Malia #StayStrong <3!

And what about Kira? In 5th episode, when Scott saved her from Eichen House causing him hurt because of her like lighting, I remembered Kira's mom telling ''Wolfs and foxes don't go together''... I'm dying to know... If she's negative now?
Scott said he can't trust her. But I loved #Scira :(

And only positive thing, not totally positive, is Liam and Hayden! I totally ship them but is Hayden Chimera too? I hope she's not. #KeepingMyFingersCrossed

And I can't forget this! #MarrishMomentsAreTotallyStunning !


And there are more and more Chimeras every second. I feel scared for the pack.
Are they going to continue reading the book?
Are they all going to die?
Are Dread Doctors gonna make them Chimeras?
I can't wait to find out all the answers to this and hundreds of questions I have in next episode!
I hope they all are gonna be alright!
JEFF DON'T MAKE ME CRY EVERYTIME!


See you tomorrow, bye, x

Dreamer

You know... Sometimes... I dream. I dream us.
Little house in the wood. Children's voice and laugh. Nights on the grass watching the stars, hugging you thightly. ''The full Moon tonight'', I whisper, ''How do you feel?''
You turn your head to me , ''Don't worry, if I feel safe, Moon won't affect me...'' and smile lovingly.
I feel the butterflies in my stomach like the first time I saw you.
''You feel safe with me?'', I asked.
''Don't be fool! You know you are the only person I feel safe with...'' ,you grab my arm and pull it closer to you, turning your head and body from me placing into my hug.
I smiled.
I feel I need to protect you, you my little werewolf.
Don't ask me why, it's hard to describe my feeling to you. Poets say it's love but I feel it's a lot more than just love. They say you're my girl, but you're more than that. You are my love, my soulmate, my support and basically ... You're my everything.
''Kira come back here! Allison go for her...'' , you shout while watching our children rambling from us. 
Yeah, their names are Kira and Allison and don't forget Scott, but he's too little now to be outside in the dark. He is in the house. Sleeping. 
My dreams might sound crazy to you but you made feel like this, you made my dreams and wish to

make them come true.
Thank you for being the most important part of my life. 
I love you.
-V.Š.

-This time I was writting like Stiles.

So guys, as you can see I forgot to publish this post so I'm doing it now.

LET'S GO TO 1000 VIEWS! MAKE MD PROUD!❤
I hope you'll enjoy.
Love ya,bye x.

STYDIA VS STALIA?!

Hello guys,
I know I've made similar post to this, I think it was ''Why I don't ship Stydia or Sterek?!'' but I haven't made a post like why I think Stalia has a future and Stydia don't so that's my thema for today, i.e. ''Stydia vs Stalia?!'' .
I'll do 3 thesis to try to bring you closer my opinions. I hope you'll enjoy :).
Let's get into this.

1. LYDIA - Imagine someone had crush on you for like 10 years or more and you didn't give a shit about it (sorry for my  expression) and then you suddenly realize that you love him, imagine when! When he has fallen in love with somebody else. I think the song from One direction- Taken describes this the best : Now that you can't have me
You suddenly want me
Now that I'm with somebody else
You tell me you love me
I slept on your doorstep
Begging for one chance
Now that I finally moved on
You say that you missed me all along.NO LYDIA! GO LOVE PARRISH, YOU CAN HAVE HIM BUT STILES IS TAKEN! haha


And then there's MALIA - From the very beginning of their relationship, Malia had all the power. She first met Stiles after he and Scott saved her from killing her adopted father and turned her back into a human after she had lived as a coyote for the most of her life. At first, Malia hated Scott and Stiles for making her become a human again and for putting her in a mental institution. In fact, she punches him when he shows up in the Eichen House. But as she starts learning more and more about Stiles' problems with Nogitsune, Malia starts to warm up to Stiles quite a bit. She initiated their first kiss. She tells him her feeling first and often. She isn't ashamed of it. Only thing that matters to her is her love to Stiles. Stiles finally found someone who cares about him. #StaliaForever

2. LYDIA -  Lydia treated Stiles very bitchy (if you ask me) until... Say it! You know it! UNTIL MALIA DIDN'T SHOW UP what means she just want someone like Stiles to love her forever while she is with another guys. She only wants to have someone who cares about her like Stiles did. But now... You've seen last episode. Stiles doesn't show her feelings around her and even Scott said that he was different around her before. #MaliaChangedHim :)

MALIA - As I've said ,Malia was the one who kissed him first, told her feeling about him first and she had never show interest for other guys. I repeat, you've seen last episode. Theo tried to flirt with her but she was like ''Wtf are u trying to do , I'm taken?!'' and that's what I like about her. She is loyal to Stiles. :)

3. LYDIA - Stydia shippers be like '' How can you ship 3 scenes when they(Stiles and Lydia) have history?'' and I'm like ... WHAT?! It's waaaaaaay more than 3 scenes and history?! What history?! Are you talking about Stiles ''running after'' Lydia and Lydia constantly refusing him? Like... if that's your history I don't have anything more to say. Just ask yourself.

MALIA - Maybe Malia hasn't history with Stiles yet but can't you see it? Every episode they are writting history and all you can say about Stydia is history. If you know the meaning of that word you'll know that history is passed, gone, no more... If you know what I mean. :)


And that was it. I hope you understand me and I hope I've explained myself and the purpose of this blog IS NOT HATING STYDIA BUT SHIPING STALIA. I DON'T HATE LYDIA AT ALL, I LOVE HER BUT I SHIP STALIA. PLEASE READ THIS BEFORE YOU JUDGE. THANKS.

I hope you enjoyed and see you tomorrow , x

Separation

Stiles...
It's been 3 months and 4 days.. Yeah, I count. This is my 57th letter to you. Idk if you feel the same but I... I feel lost without you. In the daytime it's okay... At least, I pretend it is. But when the night comes I fall asleep in tears and wake up with them. Sometimes I dream you. You are here and I can see you but I can't touch you. It hurts so much. I have friends here, a lot of them but no one can replace you. No one! But baby, it's coming.... Our day after 4 months! I can't wait to see you! To hug and kiss you! You know... I miss your hugs so much... I miss us holding hands, walking and talking about stupid things. I know I'm boring sometimes but I make fool of myself to keep you with me.
I know there are a lot of better girls than me. Prettier, smarter... But... I love you. I love your smile. I love your hair. I love your hands. I love your eyes. I love your sarcasm. I love everything about you. You are perfect to me, my eyes can't see your imperfections. They are blind, they can't see anything but you. You are the center of my world. It's everything about you...
I read your letters again and again and everytime I cry. I know you don't want me to cry but... I can't just stop it. It hurts. 
Time goes so slow... Every 4 months I see you. It's so long time. I want you to be here with me forever. It's rarely how time with you goes fast but without you it seems like forever.
I'm counting down days till graduation. We made promise. We'll be together. Forever and always. 
I'm not wanting much. Just you and me. 
Place? Time? It doesn't matter. 
Only thing that matters is you. To me, you are the best. Don't you ever change. I love your smile, eyes,hands, hair, your amazing sarcasm, your cleverness... Everything. 
I hope you are happy and excited. Just 26 days baby. I'll count. Don't blame it on me if I can't let you go from my hug, if I don't want the end of our time. Don't blame it on me. You know I'm crazy. But I'm crazy about you.
To the moon and back? To the moon and back. 
-V.Š.

*This was my work about Stiles and Malia separated miles away from each other. They are on college and seeing each other every 4 months. I wrote this like Malia.*
thank you for reading.
Hello my dear people haha,
THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH! I COULDN'T BELIVE WHEN I SAW 700+ VIEWS THIS MORNING! 
I can't really believe like 10 people read my blog, but 700+?! 
I love you so much <3

Your support means whole world to me, especially when I read your comments. There are not a lot of comments but every comment makes my day cuz' I want to see your opinions about every post, what you want to see, what you like, what you don't like so I can improve myself. :)
CAN WE DO IT ON 800?! 

Love ya all,
See you tomorrow, x

Why I don't ship Stydia or Sterek?!

Hello my people haha,

I obivously didn't forget you today so I'm going to write about interesting stuff.
I'm going to tell you The reasons why I don't ship Stydia and Sterek.
I hope you'll enjoy and unterstand me cuz I don't want to hurt anybody's feelings but I have to say the truth.
#NoHate #Don'tJudge

So let's get into this...

First of all... Reasons why I don't ship Stydia?!
At the beginning I shipped Stydia so ,so much. You probbably think "Than why you stop shipping them?".
Well, I shipped them first season so hard, but I got sick of Lydia's behavior.
"What if you have your Stlies but you're too Lydia to see it?!"

I admit, it was cute at the beginning, how he "ran" after her but she didn't appreciate it so ...
When you don't appreciate things you have ,you'll lose them! END OF THE STORY!

Let's clear something, I DON'T HATE LYDIA AT ALL! I LOVE HER! She is powerfull, cute, smart and amazing girl but she didn't appreciate Stiles, so he found happines in somebody else who loves him and cares about him.
So... I want Lydia to be happy ,too and I think Parrish is "the one" for her. #Marrish #Stalia

You have to unterstand that Stiles couldn't wait all his life being second choice to her. He wanted to be loved. And that's what he got with Malia. Malia loves him and he loves her.

So we cleared that. Let's talk about Sterek.

I mean... Wth?! Sterek?! Stiles and Derek?! This is ridiciolous! Okay...

So... Stiles and Derek? I mean... How could you think about something like that?
I mean, Derek never showed sympathy for Stiles, nor Stiles did for Derek. Idk why this ever exist,this ship.
The time Derek was in the Beacon Hills Stiles was in love with Lydia and he never did anything with Derek to make you think about this.

I've said enough, you are probbably bored so I'm going now.
Goodbye until tomorrow.
Love ya, x

Imagine No.1

Hello my #StaliaShippers ,
Today I haven't much time so I just wrote an imagine, I think it sucks but sorry... I will improve, I promise. ❤

Imagine
"We've done it." ,Malia said sitting on the front of jeep with Stiles and watching the stars. It was beautiful night.
"Yeah...", Stiles said and turned his face to her watching her with love in his eyes...
"Your eyes are so beautiful, they shine brighter that this stars...", after a while he broke the scilence.
She started to touching his face softly giving him a kiss in the forehead.
"Can you believe college is over and our wedding is on this Saturday?!" , excitment in her voice souned really cute to him. Knowing someone loves you like she loved him maked him so happy and he wasn't embarassed to show it.
"Malia Stilinski... It sounds good.", he said wrapping his arms around her like he wants to show she's his future wife and everyone needs to know that she's his.
"I feel so happy and safe with you... I think I might even be in love with you.",she said being sarcastic, can you tell from who she got it?!
"You little fool..." ,he smiled and pull her closer to him.
This night stars were shining so bright. Maybe they were happy, too. Maybe they felt the piece of love Malia feels seeing Stiles or Stiles hugging her? I think they did.

Like I said... It sucks but I promise better post tomorrow.
Love ya all.
Have a great day 
Bye, x