Teen Wolf Season 5B : NEWS?!

Umh I'm not sure I'm okay...

Well, hello guys!

I promised you in the last post to do this post so here I am! 

I've been watching these 2 trailers for 30 minutes now, I think... 

Just trying to get you best infos about season 5B (which is btw returning on January 5th) and it's,of course, because I love you!

Umh...But I'm so stressed right now that I don't even know how I'm gonna do this...

Before we get into this... I did one post on the same theme 3 months ago (CLICK HERE TO READ IT ! ) but in that post I gave you just basic informations about this season, but now, when I have 2 trailers out, I can tell you very, very interesting informations.

Well... Let's get into this!

1.Deucalion is back? 

Remember the villain from 3th season? Well... He's back! Don't freak out! He won't attack Scott's pack... Actually... Scott needs his help! Deucalion reveals that the gang is going up against the Beast of Gévaudan. The pack wants the former bad guy to show them how to steal the Beast's power.  And also, Theo's going to unite with Scott's pack to catch the beast! 

2.Kira in the morgue?

Umh... This really seems confusing to me. At first, we see Kira in the desert and then, she's in the morgue? I really don't get it yet but I guess that's her return into the Beacon Hills. 

I just really hope she's okay because the lost of another member of the pack would be devastating to me and, I believe, to all of us... 

3.Which Argent's coming back?

I'm afraid I have to disappoint all of you but it's not Allison... It's not her aunt, then who it is?

It's her grandpa! We really don't need him and I don't really know why is Jeff doing this to us but okhay... A.k.a Gerard Argent is coming back and I don't feel  happy about it... But I do feel happy that Chris Argent is also coming back to help Scott. Idk why, but I feel much more safer when he's around our pack just to be sure they aren't fighting alone... 

4.Stydia moments #MeCrying... 

Well, Jeff did it again! If you've seen the new trailer of season 5B, you know what I'm talking about...

He saves her and I'm glad he did, because I love Lydia, but I don't like Stydia. (#ifyouknowwhatImean) But...But...Jeff?! No Stalia moments?! WTH?! I've watched this trailer over and over again for like 50 times but I haven't seen any of Stalia moments... And I'm really pissed off! :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

But ,again, if you save your FRIEND it doesn't mean you are in love with her, right? It's just friendship between Stiles and Lydia. 

And we were talking about Lydia... I have to say , I'm really worried about her. I feel like I could cry right now when I remember her saying how she can save her friends... Lydia, you are our hero, we believe in you and we love you! 

5.Marrish is real? 

Okhay... We've seen a lot of Marrish moments in previous season but one of them was kiss which turned to be night mare where Lydia ended up all covered up in the blood. But, this time we see them together... SHOWERING? Is this another dream or something?

I really love shipping them, they are so cute and I hope their relationship will happen in this season. #Marrish = Cuteness Overload ! 

                     *waiting for a guy who would look at me the way Parrish looks at Lydia*

6.Stalia + Theo?! 

Stiles and Malia might not get much scenes at season 5B together but I'm more worried about the scene where Malia tells Scott she can't help him. It, basically, means that she's out of the pack?! And what about the scene where Malia told Theo she could kill him but he answered with ''No, you won't. You like me too much.'' Is this just one of Theo's dreams that would never come true (we all have them, don't hate him,just kidding HATE HIM, he's so arrogant and confident hh... ) because Malia kicked his  ass. That's my girl! 

But, hey! Don't judge season by its trailer! 

We can still pray for more Stalia moments in this season. But I'm still confused! Why Malia can't help Scott? But is she,actually, helping him a few seconds later in the trailer? Was she forced to say that to Scott? Is Theo, maybe, blackmailing her with something related to her mother? Umh... I guess we'll have to wait to find it out!

Our enemy this season :

Beast of Gévaudan

The Beast of Gévaudan (French: La Bête du Gévaudan; IPA: [la bɛt dy ʒevodɑ̃], Occitan: La Bèstia de Gavaudan) is the historical name associated with the man-eating wolf, dog or wolf-dog hybrid which terrorised the former province ofGévaudan (modern-day département of Lozère and part of Haute-Loire), in the Margeride Mountains in south-central France between 1764 and 1767.^[2] The attacks, which covered an area stretching 90 by 80 kilometres (56 by 50 mi), were said to have been committed by a beast or beasts that had formidable teeth and immense tails according to contemporary eyewitnesses.

- Wikipedia 

This season will be something truly amazing and something you'd last expect! As Theo says ''We're gonna go to school and we're gonna pretend like we are the normal teenagers. But... At night, we're gonna be fighting for our lives.'' 

We are truly going TO HELL AND BACK in this season! 

Can't wait! 

And what would a post on this blog be without Stalia photo? 

I mean... How cute is this?!

That was all for today guys!

Hope you all enjoyed as much as I did! I'm writting and editing this for like more than an hour and I'm not tired, actually, this is really relaxing to me! Blogging is in my heart! haha.

I love you all guys, please comment down bellow did you liked this post and if you did be sure to follow me on GFC. Every single one of you means the whole world to me! 

 THANK YOU FOR AMAZING 9200+ VIEWS! YOU ARE AWESOME! 

Stay alive, xx

Spaces Between Us Keep Getting Deeper...

''Who's gonna be the first one to stop the fight...''

Song started as my tears... 

Really don't know what's happening to me... What's happening to us? Tell me, our forever has end?

I thought forever means you're never gonna let me go. When I said to leave me alone I was hoping you'll hug me as you never did before. I hoped you'll give me a reason to try, to start again...

You didn't. And, you know, I try to convince everybody around me that I don't need you anymore but the truth is... I need you. I need you now, tomorrow and day after that... I need you for forever. I was hoping, you know... That you don't need my words. Just look into my eyes! They talk the different language with more beautiful story than my lips. I needed you to stay by me through my worse and I'll give you the best of my love. But. you didn't...

I'll scream, I'll fight, I'll say awful thing to you but... Please stay! Just say ''shhh'' and hug me. That's enough. Feeling your arms around me is the only thing I want right now...

It seems crazy. but I didn't ever wanted a lot. Just you, me and a little house in the mountains. 

Is that a lot?

Why the hell you needed to tell me you'll never leave than leave like you aren't leaving me behind you?

Do you even remember me today?! I hate myself for this but ...I do, I remember you.

When I'm falling asleep I remember your cute stories for the good night and sweet dreams, like I was a child, but I loved it. I loved everything about you. And I still do. Every night I fall asleep and wake up with tears on my face. But I just wash my face, get dressed and go out like nothing's happening. You, probably, seeing me, think I'm happy. But there's such a mess in my head and heart no one will ever understand. I might be laughing but deep inside... I miss everything about you... I'm half a heart without you... Wake me up please! Wake me up, hug me and say it was just a nightmare because it feels like nightmare... From some nightmares you can't ever wake up. 

I know you feel the same, tell me you do! 

You can't just forget our wonderful moments together, all the laughs, all the jokes, all the tears, all the smiles, all the fights... You can't just forget it! It's not that easy! At least... For me...

I dream you sometimes... I dream us... I dream you smiling as I punch your shoulder as I used to do when you acted like a child and then pretend it really hurts you and make me kiss you to drive away the ''pain''. I dream you waking me in the middle of the night just to say me you love me and you can't fall asleep because you love to watch me sleeping. I dream our past moments and every single day, minute and second hoping we'll repeat it all again.

After the rain the sun rises, they say, but... When our sun will rise? 
Tell me Stiles, do you love me?
Because... I love you. 

But, shhh. No one will ever know...

Hello guys, 

Here's new post, I hope you like it because I really wanted to write a good one but I'm feeling sick, I have really bad sore throat so...

I hope you don't mind it's not something special.

I wrote it like Malia is writting this to Stiles, after they had broken up... It's sad to me but I needed to express my feelings about all this break up thing, waiting for the new episode and hoping it's not even the truth. 

And I really want to thank you for amazing 200+ views on my YouTube Stalia video (btw.you can check it HERE )! In few days, I'll be posting new one and I'm hoping for 500 views until then. 

See you tomorrow with super-exciting post ''8th Episode Got Me Like...'' <3

Hope you'll enjoy it, 

Love ya , xx

Your life in Teen Wolf?!

Hello guys,
Today I have very intressting theme to talk about.
Did you ever ask yourself what would your life be like if you were in Teen Wolf? Because I did, many times.

Would you be wolf,fox, banshee or something other?
-I would like to be werewolf , but after werewolves I like banshees, they are interessting.

Which life of the characters would you like to live? For boys : Scott, Stiles, Derek, Peter, Parrish or maybe Liam? For girls : Allison, Lydia, Kira, Malia, Erica or maybe Hayden?
- I looove Malia so much, so I would 99% choose her but I leave this 1% for Hayden only because of her relationship with Liam. You gotta love Liam ,girl! *I fell in a hole*

Would you rather be in Derek's, Scott's or Alpha's pack?
- I would choose Scott's pack but I love Derek too, and I'm so sad because Teen Wolf isn't the same without him. #WeWantDerekBack

Would you rather have personality like Allison or Lydia, Kira or Malia?
- About Allison or Lydia, I would definitely choose Lydia. I've never loved Allison more than Lydia because Lydia is so special, so smart and intelligent girl. Besides that, she's so beautiful.
About Kira or Malia, I 'd definitely choose Malia because Malia is so special like Lydia, she's honest and direct, I love how she says what she means and she's always there to help her pack.

And for the end, girls, which character would you date?
- Hah it's obivously for me that it would be Stiles, but I would love that Stiles is also a werewolf but although he isn't , he's in the pack and I love him so much, but there's also space in my heart(lol) for Liam, my love. Haha.

And that was all for today.
I hope you'll answer these questions in the comments bellow.
Hope you all enjoyed!
See you tomorrow,
Lots of love, x

6th Episode Got Me Like...

Hey guys what's up? :)


I've just seen 6th Teen Wolf episode and in this post I'm going to talk about it a little bit.
First thing first I love Malia so,so much! She's such a queen! She said Theo that she doesn't own him nothing because not telling Scott about her memorie with Desert Wolf. You go girl! #TaliaDoesn'tExist :D !

But... Why Stiles is hiding the fact he killed Dunovan?! It was self-defence and I really thought he's gonna tell it at least Malia. But he didn't.
And why is Malia hiding the fact she didn't kill her ''fake'' mom and sister?! She should tell it and wash off blood from her hands.
I think we need more Stalia moments but it's so tensely in Beacon Hills because of the Dread Doctors.
They really shoudn't read that book. Look what it did to Lydia, Scott and Stiles. Lydia found how her grandma died... I feel so sorry about her and I feel so sorry about Scott. He found that his dog died when he was child... And Stiles... Oh my God! His mom Claudia was suffering from disease that caused hallucinations... I feel so,so sorry about him finding out that his mom told him that he want to kill her. He was only 10! Lydia, Stiles, Scott and Malia #StayStrong <3!

And what about Kira? In 5th episode, when Scott saved her from Eichen House causing him hurt because of her like lighting, I remembered Kira's mom telling ''Wolfs and foxes don't go together''... I'm dying to know... If she's negative now?
Scott said he can't trust her. But I loved #Scira :(

And only positive thing, not totally positive, is Liam and Hayden! I totally ship them but is Hayden Chimera too? I hope she's not. #KeepingMyFingersCrossed

And I can't forget this! #MarrishMomentsAreTotallyStunning !


And there are more and more Chimeras every second. I feel scared for the pack.
Are they going to continue reading the book?
Are they all going to die?
Are Dread Doctors gonna make them Chimeras?
I can't wait to find out all the answers to this and hundreds of questions I have in next episode!
I hope they all are gonna be alright!
JEFF DON'T MAKE ME CRY EVERYTIME!


See you tomorrow, bye, x

Monsters

The main problem of the life is realising that monsters aren't under our beds but in our heads. It's so much harder to chase something away if it became part of you. Yeah, they became part of me. I can't remember the time I fell asleep without you hugging me, without feeling of your arm around me. When you aren't here I can't fall asleep. They won't stop chasing me until you come. 

The monsters in my head keep getting bigger feeding themselves with my fear, with my desire to feel needed again. Only with you I felt needed. Only with you I felt loved. You saved me from myself. Yeah, from myself. I keep wage wars with my thoughts. Sometimes, I feel like nobody needs me... And I just let the depression kills me from inside while I'm smiling on the outside. This make me think about how people can be hypocrite. I'm hypocrite. I smile. I smile a lot. But inside... I feel disintegration of my soul. I can't help myself. I want to be hypocrite because I don't want people to fake they are worry about me and keep asking questions like ''Why are you sad?'' , ''Are you okay?'' etc. I didn't want anybody to know my pain but you did. 
You knew I was hurt and I didn't tell you that, Stiles. You were the only one who knew how my real smile and the fake one looks like. You are the only one I opened my soul for. 
I think it's because you was the only one who helped me and I didn't ask for help. You helped me. You helped me to realize there's always the way out, the solution and the hope. 
You are the only light star in the dark sky...
And I know you know all this things even if I don't tell them to you. 
I didn't really think that ''soulmates'' exist. You made me feel different. Because you... You are my soulmate. The only person who found everything about me just by looking at my eyes. 
Monsters died when you told me you love me.
-V.Š.

Hey guys,
I hope you liked another text by me, this time writting like Malia. :)
It's my pleasure to have you guys, cuz' TONIGHT WE ARE GOING ON 900 VIEWS!
That's right! 900! 
Thank you to the Moon and back, love ya all <3.

And please comment telling me your opinions about this blog and this post.

Tomorrow I'm going on the beach, and I'll be there all day but I'll write post for tomorrow now and then publish it tomorrow morning. :)

Love ya and see you tomorrow <3

Separation

Stiles...
It's been 3 months and 4 days.. Yeah, I count. This is my 57th letter to you. Idk if you feel the same but I... I feel lost without you. In the daytime it's okay... At least, I pretend it is. But when the night comes I fall asleep in tears and wake up with them. Sometimes I dream you. You are here and I can see you but I can't touch you. It hurts so much. I have friends here, a lot of them but no one can replace you. No one! But baby, it's coming.... Our day after 4 months! I can't wait to see you! To hug and kiss you! You know... I miss your hugs so much... I miss us holding hands, walking and talking about stupid things. I know I'm boring sometimes but I make fool of myself to keep you with me.
I know there are a lot of better girls than me. Prettier, smarter... But... I love you. I love your smile. I love your hair. I love your hands. I love your eyes. I love your sarcasm. I love everything about you. You are perfect to me, my eyes can't see your imperfections. They are blind, they can't see anything but you. You are the center of my world. It's everything about you...
I read your letters again and again and everytime I cry. I know you don't want me to cry but... I can't just stop it. It hurts. 
Time goes so slow... Every 4 months I see you. It's so long time. I want you to be here with me forever. It's rarely how time with you goes fast but without you it seems like forever.
I'm counting down days till graduation. We made promise. We'll be together. Forever and always. 
I'm not wanting much. Just you and me. 
Place? Time? It doesn't matter. 
Only thing that matters is you. To me, you are the best. Don't you ever change. I love your smile, eyes,hands, hair, your amazing sarcasm, your cleverness... Everything. 
I hope you are happy and excited. Just 26 days baby. I'll count. Don't blame it on me if I can't let you go from my hug, if I don't want the end of our time. Don't blame it on me. You know I'm crazy. But I'm crazy about you.
To the moon and back? To the moon and back. 
-V.Š.

*This was my work about Stiles and Malia separated miles away from each other. They are on college and seeing each other every 4 months. I wrote this like Malia.*
thank you for reading.
Hello my dear people haha,
THANK YOU SO, SO MUCH! I COULDN'T BELIVE WHEN I SAW 700+ VIEWS THIS MORNING! 
I can't really believe like 10 people read my blog, but 700+?! 
I love you so much <3

Your support means whole world to me, especially when I read your comments. There are not a lot of comments but every comment makes my day cuz' I want to see your opinions about every post, what you want to see, what you like, what you don't like so I can improve myself. :)
CAN WE DO IT ON 800?! 

Love ya all,
See you tomorrow, x

''You are my everything Malia''

You...You helped me when I needed it the most. My darkness disappeared when I met you. You were there for me when I cried. You made me laugh when I didn't even wanted to live. You helped me to find out that life is beautiful if you love. I loved you and I still love you. You are the best thing that happened to me. My heart goes crazy when I see you and... When you call me yours I just, honestly don't know where I am. The only place I feel safe is your hug. Just wrapp your arms around me and shhh... Let the silence speak. Every single day I just wanna hear how was your day, I want you to tell me your dreams and I'll do anything to make them come true, to make my little girl happy. I know, I know, you don't want me to call you little girl,  you want to feel powerfull but you still seem little in my arms. Don't worry, that's what I love about you. Oh, but your smile... I can't even describe it... Words aren't enough to describe feeling in my stomach seeing you smile. Oh, if I just could stop the time and watch you smile. And don't even try to hide your sadness and pain from me. I know when you are really happy, and I know when you pretend to be. I don't want you to hide anything from me. I want to know. Every little thing. I want to know everything about you. Your dreams, fears, ambitions... Tell me what you want me to be, I'll do my best. Just to keep you with me. Cuz' if you go, everything that I care about goes with you. If you die, I die. If you smile, I smile. If you cry, I cry. 
I found everything in you and don't ever ,ever leave me,my soulmate. 
I love when we fight and you get so nervous and sad, 'couse I know that you care about me, about my opinions. And everytime we fight it ends with ''But I love you''. Maybe you think I don't know how to defend myself but the truth is... I don't want you to feel unhappy. and screw up the problems, there's always solution! Loving you was the hardest but again the most beautiful thing that happened to me. It was hard to convince the person who was hurted so many times that there's still somebody who can love her. But I did. I screamed, I fight, I hugged, I kissed, and I don't regret any second with you. 
I love you. R U Mine? 
-V.Š.

I WROTE THIS LIKE STILES DESCRIBES MALIA. I HOPE YOU'LL LIKE IT. I WROTE THIS SO IF YOU TAKE ANY PART OF IT, PLEASE SIGN ME WITH MY INITIALS OR FULL NAME :).

Thank you all so ,so much! We are going on 600 views today! You really make me happy!
Love ya,
See you tomorrow, x

Just some ANNOUNCEMENTS and SUGGESTIONS☺

Hello my people haha,
First thing,
Happy birthday One Direction! It's been 5 years! Time goes fast but still #ProudDirectioner❤ !

And... Second thing... I was just thinking that every ship has name and surname. Our ship's name is Stalia but we don't have surname. What do you think about Talinski? Tell me in the comments bellow ☺.

And the big ANNOUNCEMENT is...
I'LL MAKE YOUTUBE VIDEOS!
When I get 1000 viewers on this blog I'll start filming youtube videos☺.
I'll make Q&A (questions and answers) videos, challenge videos, #TalkAboutStalia videos etc.
What do you think about this idea?
Would you watch my videos?❤

I need your support now more than ever!
Thank you for everything and I WOULD LOVE TO HEAR YOUR THOUGHS ABOUT THIS IDEA❤

Today I only wanted to talk about this announcements and suggestions so... That's it for today. See ya tomorrow, hope you like my posts ☺
Love ya all, x
Stay cool haha ☺