To The End Of The Universe

Love is something you can't really describe... 

It's all the feelings mixed up together, if you understand what I mean. 

You can't know how it feels, no one can describe it to you, if you don't feel it.

It doesn't need to be described, it only needs to be felt. 

Feeling I get when I see you... It's just to complicated.

Every time you smile, I swear, I'd die only to keep that smile on your face like that forever. 

Because what are we actually fighting for? We are fighting for something that lasts forever.

Some things are temporary and then... There's love which you cannot stop, you cannot un-fall in love or something like that. It just happens. Sadly, not all people who love each other are together physical but I strongly believe that they are somehow in their dreams and thoughts together and no one can separate them in their own universe. 

I have a little universe,too. I want to share it with you. 

I want you to feel the same when you see me, I want you to love me... 

But not temporary.

Love me to the end of the universe and... 

You already know that I love you even more than that...

Let's Build Up Our Infinity!

The sound of rain woke me up... Slowly realizing,in the dark, my bed became the sea... 

The sad sea built up with my tears. 

In a dream,I was holding you tightly but you disappeared. 

I was loving you hard but in the next second you were gone.

I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything to you but I wanted to stop you from leaving me, I wanted to say you the words which would keep you by my side but my mouth was dry and my words, my voice... You couldn't hear it. And you left me.

I'm the one who is constantly scared of losing people I love. I'm the one who would give everything just to have someone by my side forever.

I'm the one who is going on everything or nothing.

If you love me, love me till the end and forever.

Or don't love me at all.

If you hug me, don't give me that heartless hug.

Don't kiss me without loving me.

You were the one hard to get. But when I got you, your love, you were the one who protected me from all the bad things on this world.

You said you'd kill for me. 

And I said I would die for you.

That was the truth. The only truth I believed in. And I still do.

I pray to God to keep you safe, to keep you here, with me.

You are the one who is always in my prayer... I pray for our infinity.

In a dream I was losing you but...

Now I'm not gonna fall asleep without you and I won't wake up with you, now and forever.

You are mine and I'm yours. 

Let's build up our infinity!

Hello guys! Did you miss me?

Well, I'm so ,so,so sorry but I really hadn't time for blogging this week. I had so many exams and tests and ... Ugh pretty much everything!

I miss the Summer when I posted every day... I need to organize my day so I can find the time for blogging. 

I really love you guys and you mean the world to me and I... I really wanted you to know that.

This text is just so bad I need to apologize for that but I usually write alone in my room and now I'm writting in a room full of people and I can't concentrate.

I promise I'm gonna put more effort in this blog because you really deserve it.

Thank you for everything! We are close to 8000 VIEWS which is TRULY AMAZING and also, we need 2 more followers to hit that amazing number - 50 FOLLOWERS! 

I want to thank you for your amazing support in the comments down bellow, I LOVE reading them and replying to them! You guys are really great!

I love you so, so, so much and thank you for everything, too the Moon and back!

Stay alive,xx

Falling For You ...

''It's been said that you only truly fall in love once. 

But I don't believe it because everytime I see you , I fall in love all over again.''

It might seem stupid but when I first saw you, I just felt, I knew that you are something special and that you'll mean something special to me.

But I didn't know I could ever love this much or someone could ever mean so much to me that I would give everything I have to see your smile again. I would accept death if they would promise me you'll never cry again or even be sad at all. 

Baby, I would give everything on this world for you. 

I've fallen so hard for you and I can't pick myself up without you. Only your hands in mine can heal my wounds, hide my scarfs and make my darkness fade.

When I'm not with you, I think about you every second. Everybody says I'm crazy because I sometimes smile for ''no reason'' but babe if they just could know... 

If they could know that your smile can make my every single day and bring me back hope in better days I often lose. 

They don't know that I fall asleep with stupid smile on my face every night you wish me sweet dreams.

They don't know that I remember every single message you sent me and I smile when I remember them, when I remember you and me, lost souls that found each other in the world full of hate, we found love.

Oh my loving one...

Falling for you was like taking an afternoon nap ; promising myself only a brief slumber , but as soon as I get fallen, I was already dreaming.

I don't even know do you feel the same way I do but I can't even help myself...

I can't say to my brain to don't think about you when it all reminds me of you. 

Every love song seems to be about us, every love story was written for us and every single second feels like being meant to be spend with you.

I love you...

Hello people!Sorry for my inactivity. There's so many things happening around here and I just find no time for blogging which I loooove doing because I love to kinda talk with you guys and I want you to know that I have so many exams coming in school  and I'm also preparing for school trip by the end of the next week when I'm going with my class to Albania for 4 days and I've got so much things to do, to get ready, go shopping and pretty much everything haha! So I don't know yet about posting schedule, I'll probably write everytime I've got the time and I'll post it. 

So I hope you won't judge me... Because I love every single one of you and I'm so thankful to you for reading my blog and helping me to make my dreams come true!
And EID MUBARAK TO EVERY MUSLIM ALL AROUND THE WORLD! x

Stay alive,xx

Allison Argent Forever In Our Hearts❤

It's hard... Umh... They said I was the closest to you so I have to say something about you. I can't even put my words together because you were indescribable... I miss you so much... I can't even believe you are gone... I can't believe I will never see you again, see your smile, hug you tight, feel your arms around me, kiss your forhead... I just can't imagine my world without you because... You were my world! My only one...  When I think about you, about us, our moments together I just... Can't stop my tears. I'm broken ,yeah, I feel lost without you, you were my light in the dark, my only shining star in the dark sky, my support, my love, my everything. You were and you still are. No matter what, you'll always be part of me, my first and biggest love, the person I loved the most, who took the biggest part of my heart. I want everybody to know how you died... You died saving your friends. You died for what you lived for. For your friends. For your pack.
Nothing's the same without you.
It's like someone is cutting my heart apart. That someone is ,they say, called death. But you know... Death won't stop us. Won't stop me from loving you and every single day hoping I'll wake up beside you. I just wanna hug you... (started crying) This is so hard.
Love of my life rest in peace.
Love you forever.
R.I.P. Allison Argent
(my texts- Scott about Allison)

It's nothing about Stalia, but I needed to write this. I hope you understand me... I think it was time to publish this.
I miss her so much I started crying writting this... I'll do video about her. ❤
We love you Allison! Nothing's the same without you!
R.I.P.Allison❤