'You Are My Happiness'

Everytime your eyes meet mine my world turns for 360 degrees.

It's weird, you know... 

How your eyes keep me in love years from our first meeting...

You smile, I smile. 

But also, you cry, I cry.

Oh babe, do you remember winter '14? 

I wanna go back there every day, I wanna go back to the days where everything was fine and all that matters was our love.

We built a snowman and you took a photo of it. Holding that photo now and crying because I miss you.

I miss how we fight, love, smile and cried together. I miss our snowball fight when you made me freeze first so you can warm me up, so you can hold me tight in front of our fireplace where we were watching the fire all night, not saying anything.

The words weren't important. 

You and me. We were just kids in love, baby. 

I am still. But are you?

Do you smile when you think about me?

Do it hurts? Knowing that I'm a miles away from you, not able to help you, cure every your pain with my love? 

I don't know about you,baby... 

But you are still my happiness and sadness at the same time.

Happy to have you even if they say you aren't mine anymore and sad to not be able to hug and kiss you, to show you my love.

...

Hello guys! 

Since they 'kind of broke up' I'm feeling really sad and I need to write texts like this. 

Hope you like them! 

If you do be sure to let me know in the comments down below and by following me on GFC and G+.

Thank you! 

I love you!

Stay alive,xx

True Love Never Dies

There are some times in everyone's life that you just want to be alone, you've done something that you mean is so horrible that you can't even look at the eyes of the person you love. You just can't tell them, everytime you try to finally say it you just think about that person's reaction, you think they will stop loving you and that's the worst feeling... 

Please... Don't think I don't love you because you feel I'm going far away from you, like there's hole between us that will not ever stop spreading... You know that's not the truth. I just... I need time. 

A little time to pick myself up and think about my decisions and things I've done, I just...

I don't think someone like you, that kind of beautiful person, deserves me...

I'm nothing and you are everything.

Why do you even want me when you can have hundreds times better boys? 

Why? 

I love you and I'm sick of pushing you back from me. I just need to realize some things in life, arrange the cubes in my head and then... 

Then I'll be happy. I will be the same boy you know. Believe me, I'm not going anyway. 

I'm here,always, for you.

You know I'll never stop loving you, wanting you and I won't ever get sick of telling you how beautiful you are to me even when you always says it's not the truth? You know it, right? 

Look into my eyes, they only see you. Now, tomorrow and always. Always and forever.

Don't be sad. I'm not going far away. I'm here. I'm here but like I'm not... And I want to change it. 

But... No one can help me with that. I have to fight the demons in my head and the monsters under my bed alone, by myself. If I don't do it alone, honey, they won't go.

They are my life lesson. They want to teach me some things about life. Life is a big fight, first with yourself and then with all the people on the world. I need to finish the first fight, fight with myself and then... The two of us will fight the world together. Because... Darling, you know we don't care about anyone else but the two of us? I only see you. I don't care what they say, I'll always and forever love you.

Baby...

The true love never dies... 

Hello my people out there around the world (wth?!) haha,
I don't know, I just feel happy because I get into this writting and I was thinking that we all want Stiles to say this to Malia in next episode. I mean, I'm not alone, right?

So, that was all for today,
I hope you enjoyed this ''Stiles saying to Malia'' type of text and...
I guess, see you tomorrow!

Love ya and stay alive, xx

9th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys,
Umm... I just watched the new episode of Teen Wolf, and as always, I'm doing the review.

This episode just made me so,so sad at the same time as FREAKING FRUSTRATED!
I just... Don't know where to start.

All the Chimeras thing really is so tiring to me... I just want my old happy faced, smiling cast.
I just wanna lay in bed and cry until I sleep and wake up when new episode comes out.
I just want to kill all the Dread Doctors and THEO and make our lifes waaaaay much easier.
I mean...
WHY IS THEO SO UGHHH... THE DEFENDED STILES IN FRONT OF MR.STILINSKI AFTER HE TOLD LIES TO SCOTT ABOUT STILES KILLING DUNOVAN?! 
Like what the hell is happening in his freaking mind?!
And did you seen ''In next episode...'' clip after the show?!
THEO WILL WANT TO KILL SCOTT TO BECOME AN ALPHA?!
I THINK THAT'S WHY HE SAID DREAD DOCTORS HE NEEDS JUST LITTLE MORE TIME! LITTLE MORE TIME TO KILL AN ALPHA AND BECOME ONE?!
I THINK SO.

BUT WHY SCOTT, WHY?! WHY YOU BELIVED IN SOME NEW GUY'S STORY WITHOUT ASKING YOUR BEST FRIEND IS THAT THE TRUTH?! WHY?!
I DON'T LIKE SCOTT ANYMORE, JUDGE ME IF YOU WANT BUT I THINK HE'S NOT CAPABLE TO BE AN ALPHA! 
A TRUE ALPHA BELIVES IN HIS FRIENDS LIKE SCOTT USED TO DO...
HE CHANGED A LOT...

And it's 80% because of THEO.
I really want to rip his head off and make him say all his secrets in front of Scott and Stiles right now.
NO ONE TOUCHES MY BABY, NO ONE!
#StilesStayStrong #WeBelieveYou

And can we just take a moment and cry together because of Malia?
I love her so much, Malia stay strong babe!
Imagining having chance to save 2 people's life and you fail? Yeah, hurts just thinking about it.
This broke Malia emotionaly and I'm so worried about her.
Her relationship with Stiles is just getting colder and colder and AT THE END, AGAIN, IT'S BECAUSE OF THEO!
If Theo didn't said Scott lies about Stiles, Stiles would still have Scott by his side, now he feels lost, falling into problems deeper and deeper and they can't even comunicate. I mean, he touched her hands (#StaliaMoment after a while...) and asked what's wrong but... Malia's emotionaly broken, just like him, they are both in pieces and I hope they will glue each others pieces with their love. I really,really hope.

I'm also worried about Layden. I mean, it's obivously he loves her but can he protect her? Is Hayden going to die? If he fails at protecting her, he won't EVER forgive himself! But why Scott said ''NO'' when Liam asked if he could change Hayden into werewolf and save her life?! I really don't understand Scott.

''Something's change. With me and my friends. And I don't know how to fix it.'' 

Yeah Scott, you don't know how to fix it and I know?! I don't want to be rude but... It's easy!
LISTEN TO STILES!
LISTEN TO HIM! HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUTH!
HE SAID AT THE BEGINNING :''THEO IS THE BAD GUY!'' BUT NO ONE FREAKING LISTENED TO HIM!
WHY?
WHY YOU DIDN'T LISTENED TO HIM?!
NO THEO, NO PROBLEMS! EASY!

But what about Deaton, Desert Wolf and Kira?! Where are they?! I hope Desert Wolf is killed by someone somewhere very far from Malia #fingerscrossed. And it would be waaaay easier to fight Dread Doctors if you'd have someone like Deaton (who knows like every single thing about supernatural creatures) and I hope Kira is okay, I hope she'll learn how to control the fox inside her and get back into Beacon Hills.

What about Parrish?
I really think he and Lydia are perfect for each other and I really loved the scene where she told him that he's still really good guy, she tried to make him feel better and it's so cute,if you ask me and I WOULDN'T FORGET THE SCENE WHERE THEY FIGHTED! OMG, I LOVED IT! IS IT JUST ME OR IT'S PRETTY CUTE WHERE GUY AND GIRL FIGHT BUT NOT LIKE REALLY FIGHT BECAUSE HE HOLDED HER HANDS AT THE END AWW. #MarrishTeamForever

And all the Corey thing was really bad for my health. He could be alive now if he accepted to get protected from the pack...


Let's make all this clear :
I always told you Theo is the bad guys, now you have another proof! Well done to me!
Malia and Stiles need to talk to each other, open their minds and tell their thoughts to each other so they can help each other (I think this each other started to be annoying...). #fingerscrossed
Scott needs to remember who was there for him when no one else was and ask himself did he listened to the other side of the story.
Lydia and Parrish are pretty cool together and I love Parrish's idea to lock him into the prison to don't hurt anybody BUT IF YOU ASK ME, HE'S STRONG ENOUGH TO BREAK THE GRIDS AND GET OUT WHEN HE GETS HIS POWER. But again, I say ''If you ask me'' and we'll see.
Deaton,Kira and Desert Wolf are gone but I think they all are coming back but I also hope Desert Wolf isn't.
Corey is dead.

That was all for today,
See you tomorrow, let's all go to bed, lay down and cry, unless that's what I'm gonna do...

Love ya, stay alive, xx

Where Is Destiny Taking Us?

We can't really say what will happen tomorrow, we can't even say what will happen in the next second of our lifes. That's so beautiful , that incertitude but sometimes it's just... Frustratingly!
When you have someone, like I have you, you are so afraid of losing that priceless person who always finds the way to make you smile, who is always there for you, who doesn't want to leave you...

You know, I'm so afraid of losing you. I don't know where our destiny is taking us and I don't want to know if it takes me somewhere far away from you.

I hug you and say '' Shhh, don't worry... I won't let anyone to separate us. '' and kiss your forehead but deep inside me I think... Am I that strong to fight the world that's against us? Baby... I would die for you because my world without you is nothing. 

Don't you ever leave me, I can't imagine myself without you.

I can't imagine waking up without you by my side... 

I can't imagine laughing and crying without you...

I can't imagine living without you...

Because baby, I know, our love is stronger than anything on this world. 

We can make it through all life obstacles only if you love me as much as I love you, only if you hold my hand and never let me go.

''I would never leave without you'' , remember? 

Don't let anything stop you from being mine. I can only be happy with you by my side.

Without you... I can't even imagine me without you, can you?

I know you can't so just... Let me show you the world behind all this selfish people, world behind hate and lies, world behind this one without love, let me be your lover, friend and partner in crime.

I would do anything for you baby, you know that ,right?

Don't be mad at me for repeating you that I love you, I'm too afraid you'll forget that nobody could ever love you as much as I do. I'm too afraid someone will take my princess... The most beautiful and mine... Sounds unbelievable... I don't even deserve you... You are the most beautiful, bravest and the best person I know. I would say I love all your imperfections but... You don't even have imperfections.

My eyes only see you as the best person on the world.

If you smile, I smile. If you cry, I cry. And...

You die, I die, remember?

Hello my dear people haha, 

So today I just opened my soul (lol) and wrote text like Stiles writes to Malia. 

I just... Miss Stalia moments so I made my own Stalia imaginations haha.

I hope you like it, 

See you tomorrow and love ya, x