Maybe You'll Love Me Like Before

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After you suddenly left, there was nothing left in my heart... It became a desert which was once a town. The buildings were smashed down into the dust. All of the buildings in my heart were called by your name. But it's so rare, actually...

How can the person who meant world to you become a stranger? 

A total stranger... 

It, actually, scares me sometimes...

After you I became a cold person... I raised my walls keeping everybody behind them. Just to be sure no one will come into my heart. 'Cause when I let them do it, they leave.

Building all new buildings in my heart just by myself made me realize that I need you but I don't want you to know it...

I need you more than anyone or anything.

I realized that your message, your smile or just one look at me would make me feel alive again.

It's so sad that all of your feelings and emotions are trapped into that one person who keeps leaving you alone.

My eyes get yellow. My teeth gets bigger and my nails turn into claws. 

But I can't fight the werewolves in me who keep leading me to you.

Maybe I just need to let them bring me back to you...

Maybe you'll hug me like before...

Maybe you'll look at me like before...

Maybe your heart will beat like before...

And maybe, just maybe... 

You'll love me like before...

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Hello guys!!! So before I say anything... Sorry! Sorry for writting sad posts over and over again haha! I don't really know why I do it but anyways...

I promise my next few posts will be the happy ones haha! 

So, as you probably know... New trailer for Teen Wolf season  5b is out and I need you to let me know if you want me to do a post, kinda review or ''Teen Wolf Season 5b Trailer Got Me Like...'' post, please let me know in the comments down bellow!

And oh, I've watched The Hunger Games and I remembered one of my lovely readers once asked me why I always write ''Stay alive,xx'' at the end of my posts, am I fan of The Hunger Games and I told her/him that I didn't even watched The Hunger Games yet so I'm answering you now : YES, I AM! I'M A HUGE FAN OF THE HUNGER GAMES! OmG I don't know which movie do I like better : Divergent, The Hunger Games or The Maze Runner haha. I wish Shelley and Dylan are characters in every movie ohh...

Guys, we are so close to 9000 VIEWS which is AMAZING! I love you so much and I hope you'll always be my dear readers and I want you to know that I'm always there for you no matter what, if you need me, just tell me in the comments and I will contact you and listen you, help you, anything for you! 

Let's do it to 9000 VIEWS!

This was long! If you all way down here, you are my cupcake haha! 

Comment down bellow and follow me on GFC! Thank you!

I love you,

Stay alive,xx

Just Hold Me Tight...

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I need you. I need you by my side. I want to hear your heart beating in the way I breathe. I want your hand in mine telling me you love me and you'll never let me go. I need to see your smile because it makes me feel alive. You know that... Without you... Nothing makes sense and my heart doesn't beat the same way. It doesn't feel like when I'm by your side. When I'm by your side my heart beats so fast like I'm falling in love with you again and again everyday... 

I feel butterflies in my stomach everytime I see you, everytime you smile and when you say me you love me... That... I can't even describe. My words aren't amazing enough to describe us. 

God created us in couples. Every human being has its soulmate. But what is the chance you'll find yours in 7 billion people? It sounds impossible, right? But yeah... I found mine! 

I found what I was looking for all my life. I found the person who understands my thoughts without hearing them. I found the person who stays by my side at my worst and motivates me to live. Yeah... To live. Living is hard thing especially when you are surviving but you know what? 

Human being starts living the moment it starts to love. 

To love with all its heart. With all its soul. 

Love is the term which can not be described.

You don't describe the best things in life.

You don't describe love, falling for someone, you don't describe hugs, kisses or pride!

You feel it...

And that's what makes us human. Feelings make us human.

Surviving became living with you.

Smiling became laughing with you.

Hugs became tighter with you.

Everything got purport with you because you are the purport of my life.

Just hold me tight and don't you ever let me go because without you I feel lost...

Look what you done to me... I can't imagine my life without you...

That's probably because I love you...

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Hello guys, HAPPY MONDAY! 

Yeah right, happy Monday ... Who would even say that Monday can be happy? Ohh I got to deep into this. So let's talk about... Global warming? Just kidding. Loool! You aren't laughing? Okay...

So I don't even know why I wrote this ''intro'' like this... Maybe because I'm ''SO GOOD'' at writting intros I was that smart to mix intro and outro together and boooom! Got this! Just in case you didn't noticed...

And yeah, let's talk about this post. I just didn't have inspiration to write good post, I think I'm a little bit tired and Avicii just describes me ( Monday left me broken...) but I don't think it'll be Tuesday I was through with hoping and let's talk about how this photo looks like... Umh? I didn't know how to make this letters show because photos behind were too perceptual and it ended like this! 

But I have new plan to start writting down themes for my blog when I get inspiration because everytime I'm like at school, writting homework, cleaning my room or listening to new music I got so much amazing ideas in my head and I alway forget them but expect something more special at Wednesday! 

What else? Nothing really. Just have an amazing week and tell me did you liked this post down bellow, if you did, you should totally follow me on GFC for more of these posts!

Love ya all with my whole heart! 

Stay alive,xx

5 Things I Wish (Didn't) Happend in Teen Wolf \\ COLLAB WITH ALEKSANDRA'S MAGICAL WORLD

Hello guys! First of all... Oh my God I'm so excited about this post because it's a collab with one of the best bloggers I personally follow here on Blogger! It's collab with lifestyle blogger Aleksandra. (HER BLOG ) She's girl from Serbia writting her blog on Serbian/Bosnian/Croatian and she'll be doing her post on these language so I'm sorry if you don't understand these languages but it was easier for her to write on these languages so if you understand these languages be sure to check her blog out because she writes amazing posts! And I think we should get into this...

I'll be writting 3 things I wish didn't happend and 2 things I wish happend in Teen Wolf. And yeah, it's because I feel like there are more things that I wish never happend in Teen Wolf than things I wish happend... Hope you enjoy!

1.Allison's death

First of all, I need to mention this because I feel this is the moment... Oh my God... Don't you feel your heart breaking when you just think about there's no more Allison in Teen Wolf... Like, everything feels empty without her, the pack isn't the pack we used to know anymore. Always in our hearts, Allison Argent and three points on her story that is still unfinished and we are hoping that somehow, after all, she'll be back and finish her story like true hero she really is...

My post about Allison.

2.Derek and Isaac leaving the show

I feel like we all, reading this, are keeping our fingers crossed and praying to God that they'll be back in 5B or it is just me? Really miss Derek's sarcasm which he got from Stiles by the way haha. And missing Isaac in our pack.

Are they coming back? We'll need to wait till 5B to find out...

3.Desert Wolf coming in Beacon Hills as well as Theo

Don't you ever feel like you are dying to find out who is someone and dying waiting to see them in Beacon Hills but you get disappointed by the fact they are so evil you can't even describe it?! And you just want them to go back to whichever hole they came from and let your pack alone?! I know that feeling. Just go to the place you belong to Desert Wolf and Theo! Beacon Hills is too good for you!!

4.More Stalia moments

And let's get on this "I wish that happend" things. And ,as you know me, #foreverstaliashipper couldn't start this without paying attention on my babies first. Just ugh Jeff give us more Stalia moments and less Theo being evil moments! Who's with me?!

5.Me in Beacon Hills

I mean, why not? I could be Malia's sister, good werewolf helping the pack but the strogest and the most powerful werewolf in Beacon Hills! Yeah, that would be awesome! #SomeonePleaseDriveMeToBeaconHills #ScottMakeMeWerewolf And if I that would happen, I swear guys, I wouldn't forget you and I would write posts about how my life is going around in Beacon Hills. Haha I know I'm the craziest person you know, everybody says that and I'm proud to be something in superlative! Haha. Okay, I need to stop... Okay...

And guys, that was all for today! Tomorrow's my birthday but I'm celebrating tonight and I'm also excited about that!

If you are reading this right now... I want you to know that you are beautiful and somebody loves you.

Love you all with my whole heart!

Stay alive,xx

Future

''Yesterday is history and tomorrow is mystery.''

Will we be alive the next minute, hour or day? Will we be make our dreams come true before we die?

Will we have a chance to create a family and have a children? Will we have a time to be happy? 

But most important... Will we be together till we die? 

I just... I only have a few wishes and dreams in this life, but in every wish, in every dream... You are.

I just want to be happy with you, kiss you, hug you and die on your chest. It's the place where all my fears are powerless. You are my Batman, you chase away all my fears just by your touch.

You banish all my pain just by your kiss. 

When you hug me... All my wishes and dreams came true and all I want is to stop the moment and hug you forever. 

I just want you to be my first and the last love. Actually, you truly love just once in a lifetime.

True love is stronger than death. 

My dream is to grow old with you, create a family with you and love you till my last breath.

I don't know what future brings us, I don't even know what will happen tomorrow... But only thing I know is that... I love you and I'm gonna love you forever. 

Even when I die, my love won't die with me.

You know... I believe in the world behind this one. I believe that God has prize and punishment for all of these people on the world. That is actually what keeps us alive. Hope and faith.

Hope that one day, when I die, I'll meet you again and be happy with you on the world behind this one.

Hope that , in this life, we'll be together until our last breath.

Hope that, one day, when I get old and my skin wrinkles and my hair gets grey... That you'll still look at me with love like you looked at me when we first kissed.

I'm a big dreamer. Sometimes... I try to hide it but it doesn't actually work.

I can't hide all my dreams. 

I dream us. I dream me in the beautiful white wedding dress coming towards you with a big smile on my face looking completly silly and you look at me like I'm the most beautiful women in the world.
And then... I want to look at our little Stiles running in our big family house. 

I want to spent my life with you...

I love you...

Hello guys, 

Here's the new post! 

I hope you liked this one, it's like ''Malia writting about Stiles or to Stiles'' type of text.

Please tell me did you liked it in the comments down bellow.

THANKS FOR READING!

I love you so much,you are wonderful! See you tomorrow!

Stay alive,xx

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If Stiles was... WEREWOLF?!

Hello guys,
First, I want to thank you for these amazing 2500 views! You're so amazing and I'm so thankful to you! Love ya all,x!

So today I'm going to write a post about Stiles, as you can conclude from the title haha...
''If Stiles was...'' means that I'm going to show you some photos Stiles as a werewolf or maybe something else...
We saw him in the role of Kitsune so I saw some pretty amazing editings Stiles as werewolf.

And let's get started...

STILES AS ALPHA!
Did you know that he applied himself for the role of SCOTT ,not Stiles.
He could be ALPHA!
Let's see the photo!

Pretty amazing, ha? BUT THIS...

IS SO,SO,SO AMAZING! I'M IN LOVE! OMG!!

...IT'S ALL ABOUT RED..

BUT WEREWOLF CAN ,ALSO , BE BETA OR OMEGA, SO HIS EYES DON'T HAVE TO BE RED (EVEN IF I'M IN LOVE WITH RED EYES) THIS BLUE AND YELLOW ARE ALSO PRETTY AMAZING!

Need some water? Wait for this...

Just... AMAZING!

But we shouldn't forget yellow eyes...

Mind-blowing...

WHAT'S THE WEREWOLF WITHOUT CANINES TEETH?!

ARE YOU READY FOR THIS?!

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MAKE HIM WEREWOLF PLEASE!

Is it just me or he was so amazing and stunning as Nogitsune? We can't forget those moments... Let me remind you...

He's my love...

So, that was all for today!

Hope you enjoyed as I did <3

Love ya all, x