If One Day...

Time passes by really quickly...

You can't even imagine it... Clock is ticking and you can't stop it.

When I'm with you I want to stop the time and stay in your hug forever.

But it's impossible...

Life is short and sometimes I wonder what is the meaning of all this?

Why were we created?

Then I look at your face and get answers to all of my questions...

Hey you, 

yeah you reading this!

One day you'll meet someone and you'll realize why you were created. In his eyes you'll find peace, in his smile you'll find happiness, in his arms you'll find the place to go when you feel afraid...

You'll find everything in that one person and you will live for him or her.

You'll live for every second you spent with them...

Oh I found you and I don't wanna ever leave you but what if...

One day you woke up and I'm not by your side?

If one day... 

When I'm gone you miss me, don't cry, don't even...

Just whisper my name and I'll be there...

You might not see me, but oh, you'll feel I'm there, you'll feel my love like the first time you hug me.

I'm not afraid of death.

But I'm afraid of losing u.

We'll die anyways, but what really matters is how we lived, with who we spent our time with...

I don't feel sorry for anything.

Even when we fought or cried together... I don't feel sorry for any second I spent with you.

And you know that if one day I suddenly leave, you'll forever be in my heart.

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Guuuuuuuys! Oh my God I'm so happy and it's (of course) thanks to you! 

We've hit that 8000+ VIEWS and now, our family is in the number of 52 FOLLOWERS! 

You are so freaking amazing guys! 

Thank you so much!

I love you with all my heart!

See you next time!

Stay alive,xx

Let's Build Up Our Infinity!

The sound of rain woke me up... Slowly realizing,in the dark, my bed became the sea... 

The sad sea built up with my tears. 

In a dream,I was holding you tightly but you disappeared. 

I was loving you hard but in the next second you were gone.

I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything to you but I wanted to stop you from leaving me, I wanted to say you the words which would keep you by my side but my mouth was dry and my words, my voice... You couldn't hear it. And you left me.

I'm the one who is constantly scared of losing people I love. I'm the one who would give everything just to have someone by my side forever.

I'm the one who is going on everything or nothing.

If you love me, love me till the end and forever.

Or don't love me at all.

If you hug me, don't give me that heartless hug.

Don't kiss me without loving me.

You were the one hard to get. But when I got you, your love, you were the one who protected me from all the bad things on this world.

You said you'd kill for me. 

And I said I would die for you.

That was the truth. The only truth I believed in. And I still do.

I pray to God to keep you safe, to keep you here, with me.

You are the one who is always in my prayer... I pray for our infinity.

In a dream I was losing you but...

Now I'm not gonna fall asleep without you and I won't wake up with you, now and forever.

You are mine and I'm yours. 

Let's build up our infinity!

Hello guys! Did you miss me?

Well, I'm so ,so,so sorry but I really hadn't time for blogging this week. I had so many exams and tests and ... Ugh pretty much everything!

I miss the Summer when I posted every day... I need to organize my day so I can find the time for blogging. 

I really love you guys and you mean the world to me and I... I really wanted you to know that.

This text is just so bad I need to apologize for that but I usually write alone in my room and now I'm writting in a room full of people and I can't concentrate.

I promise I'm gonna put more effort in this blog because you really deserve it.

Thank you for everything! We are close to 8000 VIEWS which is TRULY AMAZING and also, we need 2 more followers to hit that amazing number - 50 FOLLOWERS! 

I want to thank you for your amazing support in the comments down bellow, I LOVE reading them and replying to them! You guys are really great!

I love you so, so, so much and thank you for everything, too the Moon and back!

Stay alive,xx

See You Again

Hello to all the people out there reading this haha!

I'M SO,SO, SO,SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE. I went to a school 4-days trip and I prepared posts for the days I haven't been at home and I thought I've set the Schedule to publish posts when I was away but it didn't work out. So please forgive me, I'm so busy these days because of school assigments and homework. 

Time is passing... Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter... Every season is coming and bringing something. Spring is bringing us the beautiful spring(ish) colors, blossoms on the trees and everything that goes with that. Summer, oh Summer is bringing us a beautiful sunny weather, going on beach time and no school time. Autumn, well, Autumn is my personaly favorite, my friends. But why? It's the season that's so alike to the reality. Everything's beautiful in reality but it's temporarily. Everything is temporarily just like the beautiful leaves on the trees are. They grow, they get green but then, autumn comes and they suddenly start to fall.

They fall just as we do. We grow, we get beautiful but at the end we die. 

And then? Winter comes. Just like in our lifes after our death.

We might not feel it, 'cuz obviously, I mean... We are death. 

But who sees the cold of the winter, who feels cold winds in winter, who feels lost in white? 

The people we left behind us.

And guys...

I wish you never left and I... I wish you take me with you just to see you one more time, that's all I'm looking for. Just to see you one more time, feel your hug the last time...

My heart isn't the same without you. It's the cold,dark place no one wants to see or feel. So I got pretty much all alone on this world.

I got cold for the people because I don't want to lose them. I don't want to lose anyone else again.

People are selfish so were you! How dare you to left me without you? How dare you? 

I'm mad at you but I'll always love you guys.

I'm missing my old pack. 

My squad. Missing old, good times when everyone was happy and all we needed was to be together and have fun.

I miss those days, man. Miss them so bad that I can't continue with my life. I feel like it's my fault.

You guys, deserve to live. But God takes the best people from our planet first because he can't wait to be with them but He leaves us, here, without you.

Without our warriors, survivors, without our heroes that'll always live in our hearts even when they are not by our side.

''It's been a long day without you my friend and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again...''

Rest In Peace ALLISON ARGENT.

Rest In Peace ERICA REYES. 

Rest In Peace VERNON BOYD.

Rest In Peace AIDEN.

We love you. Always and forever in our hearts!

That was all for today! See you next time guys and don't forget to comment down bellow! Love ya!

Stay alive,xx

Never Be Alone

Imagine this : Stiles got sherrif job but in another town and he has to leave but Malia can't go with                              him because she needs to finish college. And he says...

Babe we need to talk...

You know I'd do everything for you and I can reject this offer and...

- You got the job, didn't you? *smile on her face was pretty weird, it's the smile you can see on person without any selfish feeling in her heart, the person who is happy for others, sad for her and never shows her sadness*

Yeah, yea, I got the job but I didn't accept it yet and you know I'd never ever done anything without hearing your opinion and if you want...

- Stiles... Accept the job. *smile was still there but so were the shining tears in her eyes*

After a fight about the job offer, Malia finally convinced him to go...

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Darling...

I know I'll be pretty far away from you when you will be reading this and please... I don't want tears, I don't want you to be sad because I won't be there for you to wipe away your tears and draw a smile on your face. I won't be there to hug you tight... 

Maybe the world isn't always like we want him to be. This situation is... Just driving me crazy. 

Just thinking about the fact I won't be by your side when you wake up, I won't be the one who you'll be spending your best days with, I won't be there when you feel weak for living this life, and wanting to give up, to kiss you and hug you so you don't forget how important you are to me and how much you actually mean to me... Is just driving me crazy.

Oh my love...

Tonight... I won't be laying next to you but in my thoughts, you know, I'm always with you. I'm afraid babe, I'm afraid you will get sick of waiting for me, I'm afraid it'll get a little too much for you but... Remember, tonight and always... At least, we are laying under the same stars praying to God to keep each other safe and alive.

I promise that one day I'll get home and you'll be waiting for me at the doors. I promise, I'll kiss you and ask you how your day was and we'll have dinner in our big house talking about our future, our children and about us.

I promise that one day this will all be behind us and I'll remind you daily how strong our love was to survive the distance... I promise... I'll be telling bed stories to our children about us and we'll be their heroes...

Wipe your tears away darling... I know you are crying but what I've said? I don't want tears but you always need to be kicker and you know what? That's why I love you...

You are different...

You are mine... Forever.

Our love is meant to be the one that lives even after we do, after we are just bones in dirt, our love is living.

I love you baby, I will never give up on you and distance will never be obstacle for me to love you even more then I do now if it's even possible, because I love you the most.

My princess, my sultana, my love, my happiness, my darling, the one I love beyond this world...

I love you.

''And take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart... 

Never be alone...''' - Shawn Mendes

Happy Monday people!
So it isn't exactly ''happy Monday'' because I literally cried writting this. This text is inspired by Shawn Mendes' song ''Never Be Alone'' which I absolutely LOVE like all of his songs. 

Ohhh I have an idea!

IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE STALIA TEXT INSPIRED BY ANY SONG, JUST WRITE ME THE NAME OF THE SONG IN THE COMMENTS DOWN BELLOW! 

That would be amazing so please write me, 'cuz I love reading your comments and replying them.

And oh my God we are close to 50 FOLLOWERS ON GFC! Like WHAAAT?! 

Thank you guys so much for your incredible support! You mean so much to me and I love every single one of you and I just... Ugh... I can't thank you enough!

Thank you so,so,so much!

I love you all and I hope we'll see soon but I'll be travelling to another country in Wednesday so I might post another post on Tuesday because I won't be available to post on Wednesday and Saturday so I'm not promising anything but I might post on Tuesday, too or I'll just write it now and in the schedule option click to publish it on Wednesday when I won't be home. 

And that was it I think!
I love you guys, see you next time!

Stay alive,xx

Falling For You ...

''It's been said that you only truly fall in love once. 

But I don't believe it because everytime I see you , I fall in love all over again.''

It might seem stupid but when I first saw you, I just felt, I knew that you are something special and that you'll mean something special to me.

But I didn't know I could ever love this much or someone could ever mean so much to me that I would give everything I have to see your smile again. I would accept death if they would promise me you'll never cry again or even be sad at all. 

Baby, I would give everything on this world for you. 

I've fallen so hard for you and I can't pick myself up without you. Only your hands in mine can heal my wounds, hide my scarfs and make my darkness fade.

When I'm not with you, I think about you every second. Everybody says I'm crazy because I sometimes smile for ''no reason'' but babe if they just could know... 

If they could know that your smile can make my every single day and bring me back hope in better days I often lose. 

They don't know that I fall asleep with stupid smile on my face every night you wish me sweet dreams.

They don't know that I remember every single message you sent me and I smile when I remember them, when I remember you and me, lost souls that found each other in the world full of hate, we found love.

Oh my loving one...

Falling for you was like taking an afternoon nap ; promising myself only a brief slumber , but as soon as I get fallen, I was already dreaming.

I don't even know do you feel the same way I do but I can't even help myself...

I can't say to my brain to don't think about you when it all reminds me of you. 

Every love song seems to be about us, every love story was written for us and every single second feels like being meant to be spend with you.

I love you...

Hello people!Sorry for my inactivity. There's so many things happening around here and I just find no time for blogging which I loooove doing because I love to kinda talk with you guys and I want you to know that I have so many exams coming in school  and I'm also preparing for school trip by the end of the next week when I'm going with my class to Albania for 4 days and I've got so much things to do, to get ready, go shopping and pretty much everything haha! So I don't know yet about posting schedule, I'll probably write everytime I've got the time and I'll post it. 

So I hope you won't judge me... Because I love every single one of you and I'm so thankful to you for reading my blog and helping me to make my dreams come true!
And EID MUBARAK TO EVERY MUSLIM ALL AROUND THE WORLD! x

Stay alive,xx

Better With You

Let me hold you a little bit more before you leave cause babe you make me feel like there's no one else on this world but you and me. You make me feel I need to be better cause you're the best. You make me think about my mistakes and trying to fix them. Just... You make me better person because when I'm with you... Ohh I would never done something stupid because I do care about you and I don't want to lose you...

I just think about how you felt when I did something stupid, how you were mad at me for days and I just want that to never happen again. I want to be with you forever.
It might seem crazy but I feel like you are my motivation to be better, to be better person, boyfriend, son, student... Just everything. 
Because when I think about your eyes, I want them to shine because of me and for me, just for me.
And when I think about your smile... I want to be your reason to smile.
I want our hands to perfectly match into each other like puzzles.
I want you to be mine forever and I'm not going to screw the chance you gave to me because my promises are serious, and I never break them.
Like Aristotle says  : 

''Love is composed of a single soul inhabiting two bodies.'' 

That's why you make me better. Because you're the best and we are one.
Because when I touch your hand, the whole world stops for a while, we are trapped in the most beautiful moment we never want to end.

You know... There are night when dark starts to reign my body but then... 

I remember you exist and I chase my demons out of my head because I'm not VOID anymore. And it's because of you. 

It's because all nights seem perfect to be with you just walking on a beach, on a full moon, describing your smile and talking how you shine brighter than stars do. 

'Cuz when you are with me... I can even notice anybody or anything.

Even stars became not that beautiful by your side because you eclipsed them with your shine they could never reach.

Hello there! Did you miss me? Haha so I'm so sorry I didn't post on Wednesday but I really have good excuse and it's, you're guessing... SCHOOL! I just had so much to do and I felt like doing nothing so I just layed on my bed until like 8 pm and then I remembered of all the homework and stuff like that I have to do and I had chemistry test today so please be reasonable to me because I'm doing my best and I hope you appreciate it. I love you all and I'll start writting more  and better in the next week. Thank you for your support! 

Stay alive,xx

Just Hold Me Tight...

...

I need you. I need you by my side. I want to hear your heart beating in the way I breathe. I want your hand in mine telling me you love me and you'll never let me go. I need to see your smile because it makes me feel alive. You know that... Without you... Nothing makes sense and my heart doesn't beat the same way. It doesn't feel like when I'm by your side. When I'm by your side my heart beats so fast like I'm falling in love with you again and again everyday... 

I feel butterflies in my stomach everytime I see you, everytime you smile and when you say me you love me... That... I can't even describe. My words aren't amazing enough to describe us. 

God created us in couples. Every human being has its soulmate. But what is the chance you'll find yours in 7 billion people? It sounds impossible, right? But yeah... I found mine! 

I found what I was looking for all my life. I found the person who understands my thoughts without hearing them. I found the person who stays by my side at my worst and motivates me to live. Yeah... To live. Living is hard thing especially when you are surviving but you know what? 

Human being starts living the moment it starts to love. 

To love with all its heart. With all its soul. 

Love is the term which can not be described.

You don't describe the best things in life.

You don't describe love, falling for someone, you don't describe hugs, kisses or pride!

You feel it...

And that's what makes us human. Feelings make us human.

Surviving became living with you.

Smiling became laughing with you.

Hugs became tighter with you.

Everything got purport with you because you are the purport of my life.

Just hold me tight and don't you ever let me go because without you I feel lost...

Look what you done to me... I can't imagine my life without you...

That's probably because I love you...

...

Hello guys, HAPPY MONDAY! 

Yeah right, happy Monday ... Who would even say that Monday can be happy? Ohh I got to deep into this. So let's talk about... Global warming? Just kidding. Loool! You aren't laughing? Okay...

So I don't even know why I wrote this ''intro'' like this... Maybe because I'm ''SO GOOD'' at writting intros I was that smart to mix intro and outro together and boooom! Got this! Just in case you didn't noticed...

And yeah, let's talk about this post. I just didn't have inspiration to write good post, I think I'm a little bit tired and Avicii just describes me ( Monday left me broken...) but I don't think it'll be Tuesday I was through with hoping and let's talk about how this photo looks like... Umh? I didn't know how to make this letters show because photos behind were too perceptual and it ended like this! 

But I have new plan to start writting down themes for my blog when I get inspiration because everytime I'm like at school, writting homework, cleaning my room or listening to new music I got so much amazing ideas in my head and I alway forget them but expect something more special at Wednesday! 

What else? Nothing really. Just have an amazing week and tell me did you liked this post down bellow, if you did, you should totally follow me on GFC for more of these posts!

Love ya all with my whole heart! 

Stay alive,xx