Wake Me Up And End This Dream Without You

You're in my head. Slowly taking the place in my heart you are walking through my thoughts holding my hend and saying me you'll always love me. You are beautiful, but now like always. Now... A it's different. Your eyes shine brighter and your smile seems more beautiful. But wait... Something's different. Why are you leaving? Wait! Don't go! Why are you leaving my hand? You're getting far away from me and I can't stop it. You are going away... But, but... I want you to stay? I'm shouting, I'm fighting, I'm loving, I... I don't want you to leave but you are. You are leaving me here. On our road. Why are you leaving all our dreams on our road of love? On that road, we should have walk together! We should love together, smile together and... And do everything together. I'm sweating and crying and I just can't stop. "No, no, don't leave...", I'm mumbling and... "Stiles... Stiles... Shhh it's okay. It was just a dream. Shh.", your touch wakes me up. "Malia... You're here!", I said excited like a little kid and hugged you strong like a grown-up man. "I'm here and I'm not going anywhere... ", your pure words calmed me down and you curled up in my strong arms that are never gonna let you go... Lost in the reality I don't want to dream ever again, unless you'd be by my side.

Hello guys,
I know I'm a little bit late with today's post but I was in huge mess today, I had lots thibgs to do and I wasn't even home all day so please don't blame me.

I hope you liked this post and please tell me your opinions in the comment section.

That was all I wanted to say and yeah, please FOLLOW ME so you can get notification when I publish a new post.

Love ya,
Stay alive, xx

True Love Never Dies

There are some times in everyone's life that you just want to be alone, you've done something that you mean is so horrible that you can't even look at the eyes of the person you love. You just can't tell them, everytime you try to finally say it you just think about that person's reaction, you think they will stop loving you and that's the worst feeling... 

Please... Don't think I don't love you because you feel I'm going far away from you, like there's hole between us that will not ever stop spreading... You know that's not the truth. I just... I need time. 

A little time to pick myself up and think about my decisions and things I've done, I just...

I don't think someone like you, that kind of beautiful person, deserves me...

I'm nothing and you are everything.

Why do you even want me when you can have hundreds times better boys? 

Why? 

I love you and I'm sick of pushing you back from me. I just need to realize some things in life, arrange the cubes in my head and then... 

Then I'll be happy. I will be the same boy you know. Believe me, I'm not going anyway. 

I'm here,always, for you.

You know I'll never stop loving you, wanting you and I won't ever get sick of telling you how beautiful you are to me even when you always says it's not the truth? You know it, right? 

Look into my eyes, they only see you. Now, tomorrow and always. Always and forever.

Don't be sad. I'm not going far away. I'm here. I'm here but like I'm not... And I want to change it. 

But... No one can help me with that. I have to fight the demons in my head and the monsters under my bed alone, by myself. If I don't do it alone, honey, they won't go.

They are my life lesson. They want to teach me some things about life. Life is a big fight, first with yourself and then with all the people on the world. I need to finish the first fight, fight with myself and then... The two of us will fight the world together. Because... Darling, you know we don't care about anyone else but the two of us? I only see you. I don't care what they say, I'll always and forever love you.

Baby...

The true love never dies... 

Hello my people out there around the world (wth?!) haha,
I don't know, I just feel happy because I get into this writting and I was thinking that we all want Stiles to say this to Malia in next episode. I mean, I'm not alone, right?

So, that was all for today,
I hope you enjoyed this ''Stiles saying to Malia'' type of text and...
I guess, see you tomorrow!

Love ya and stay alive, xx

I Love Everything About You...

When your hair suddenly decided to change color into grey, when your legs started to feel the pain, when your skin gets older and your hands wrinkle, you know... I'll still love you. You know that my eyes are blind for your imperfections, my hands always want to hold you and never let you go, my skin still trembles on your touch, my eyes will always shine so bright when I see your beautiful face. 
When your friends all forgot you, when they don't even remember your name, I'll be there by your side repeating that you have me and I have you and that's what really matters. That's what I really need. Just you and me, somewhere far away from all this noise, cities and people. 
Being alone with you is like sitting on the beach watching sunset. It's so beautiful that you can't even describe it to the man who never felt it, never seen it. 
Every single second with you is worth all my memories. 
I want to build a house with you, I want to create the family with you, but the most important...
I want to create memories with you, I want to love you and be with you every single second because when I'm without you I'm weak boy lost in this freaking world.
My world would be nothing without you. 
My eyes wouldn't shine so bright, the butterflies in my stomach would be gone, my arms would be lost like I'd be, because you know that... 
These arms are made for holding you, those eyes are made for watching you and this heart is made for loving you.
I want to break the silence, I want to write you a song 'bout your eyes and sing it to you to prove that there are no eyes like yours, so shining and so bright, when you are happy so kind but then you let your demons replace angels inside you and they become dark. But you know what?
I still love them. Yeah, now I love the dark, too.
The truth is...
I love everything about you...

Hello guys,
Whats up?
So today I wrote just another text, because my inspiration was going crazy today and I hope you like this ''Stiles writting to Malia'' letter and I also want to thank you for 4000 views, you're the best, thank you so much! 

Love ya,
Stay alive, xx

Without You I'm Nothing...

Please don't act like you don't care because I know... Deep inside you there's still a little bit love for me that you're keeping and hiding from everyone, even from me. But you can't hide anything from me, I just feel it. I feel when you are happy, when you are sad, when you want to die or when you need someone to hug you. I feel it. I really do, though how insane that sounds. That's what is love all about, don't you think so? Insane. Great word for us. Yeah, we are insane. We love each other so deeply but we easily forget to show it. Because we are insane. We've let all the bad things upset us so much that we forgot our promise :"I'm here for you, through all the pain and all the tears. YOU CAN TELL ME EVERYTHING". Yeah, we forgot that we are soul mates. We can really live without each other. So don't. Please don't let bad things destroy us. Destroy our relationship, our love and our promises. That's only thing I want from you...
To be with me, talk to me and tell me everything.
I know you'll feel better when you tell me everything, I would, too.
So let's just kill all the negativity between us and love each other. That's why we are made for, right?

Guys hello,
I didn't have too much time today because I won't be home for next 5-6 hours so I wrote this text like Malia is writting to Stiles type of thing... You know what I'm talking about haha.

So that was all for today,
Love ya and see you tomorrow!
Stay alive, xx

9th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys,
Umm... I just watched the new episode of Teen Wolf, and as always, I'm doing the review.

This episode just made me so,so sad at the same time as FREAKING FRUSTRATED!
I just... Don't know where to start.

All the Chimeras thing really is so tiring to me... I just want my old happy faced, smiling cast.
I just wanna lay in bed and cry until I sleep and wake up when new episode comes out.
I just want to kill all the Dread Doctors and THEO and make our lifes waaaaay much easier.
I mean...
WHY IS THEO SO UGHHH... THE DEFENDED STILES IN FRONT OF MR.STILINSKI AFTER HE TOLD LIES TO SCOTT ABOUT STILES KILLING DUNOVAN?! 
Like what the hell is happening in his freaking mind?!
And did you seen ''In next episode...'' clip after the show?!
THEO WILL WANT TO KILL SCOTT TO BECOME AN ALPHA?!
I THINK THAT'S WHY HE SAID DREAD DOCTORS HE NEEDS JUST LITTLE MORE TIME! LITTLE MORE TIME TO KILL AN ALPHA AND BECOME ONE?!
I THINK SO.

BUT WHY SCOTT, WHY?! WHY YOU BELIVED IN SOME NEW GUY'S STORY WITHOUT ASKING YOUR BEST FRIEND IS THAT THE TRUTH?! WHY?!
I DON'T LIKE SCOTT ANYMORE, JUDGE ME IF YOU WANT BUT I THINK HE'S NOT CAPABLE TO BE AN ALPHA! 
A TRUE ALPHA BELIVES IN HIS FRIENDS LIKE SCOTT USED TO DO...
HE CHANGED A LOT...

And it's 80% because of THEO.
I really want to rip his head off and make him say all his secrets in front of Scott and Stiles right now.
NO ONE TOUCHES MY BABY, NO ONE!
#StilesStayStrong #WeBelieveYou

And can we just take a moment and cry together because of Malia?
I love her so much, Malia stay strong babe!
Imagining having chance to save 2 people's life and you fail? Yeah, hurts just thinking about it.
This broke Malia emotionaly and I'm so worried about her.
Her relationship with Stiles is just getting colder and colder and AT THE END, AGAIN, IT'S BECAUSE OF THEO!
If Theo didn't said Scott lies about Stiles, Stiles would still have Scott by his side, now he feels lost, falling into problems deeper and deeper and they can't even comunicate. I mean, he touched her hands (#StaliaMoment after a while...) and asked what's wrong but... Malia's emotionaly broken, just like him, they are both in pieces and I hope they will glue each others pieces with their love. I really,really hope.

I'm also worried about Layden. I mean, it's obivously he loves her but can he protect her? Is Hayden going to die? If he fails at protecting her, he won't EVER forgive himself! But why Scott said ''NO'' when Liam asked if he could change Hayden into werewolf and save her life?! I really don't understand Scott.

''Something's change. With me and my friends. And I don't know how to fix it.'' 

Yeah Scott, you don't know how to fix it and I know?! I don't want to be rude but... It's easy!
LISTEN TO STILES!
LISTEN TO HIM! HE'S THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS THE TRUTH!
HE SAID AT THE BEGINNING :''THEO IS THE BAD GUY!'' BUT NO ONE FREAKING LISTENED TO HIM!
WHY?
WHY YOU DIDN'T LISTENED TO HIM?!
NO THEO, NO PROBLEMS! EASY!

But what about Deaton, Desert Wolf and Kira?! Where are they?! I hope Desert Wolf is killed by someone somewhere very far from Malia #fingerscrossed. And it would be waaaay easier to fight Dread Doctors if you'd have someone like Deaton (who knows like every single thing about supernatural creatures) and I hope Kira is okay, I hope she'll learn how to control the fox inside her and get back into Beacon Hills.

What about Parrish?
I really think he and Lydia are perfect for each other and I really loved the scene where she told him that he's still really good guy, she tried to make him feel better and it's so cute,if you ask me and I WOULDN'T FORGET THE SCENE WHERE THEY FIGHTED! OMG, I LOVED IT! IS IT JUST ME OR IT'S PRETTY CUTE WHERE GUY AND GIRL FIGHT BUT NOT LIKE REALLY FIGHT BECAUSE HE HOLDED HER HANDS AT THE END AWW. #MarrishTeamForever

And all the Corey thing was really bad for my health. He could be alive now if he accepted to get protected from the pack...


Let's make all this clear :
I always told you Theo is the bad guys, now you have another proof! Well done to me!
Malia and Stiles need to talk to each other, open their minds and tell their thoughts to each other so they can help each other (I think this each other started to be annoying...). #fingerscrossed
Scott needs to remember who was there for him when no one else was and ask himself did he listened to the other side of the story.
Lydia and Parrish are pretty cool together and I love Parrish's idea to lock him into the prison to don't hurt anybody BUT IF YOU ASK ME, HE'S STRONG ENOUGH TO BREAK THE GRIDS AND GET OUT WHEN HE GETS HIS POWER. But again, I say ''If you ask me'' and we'll see.
Deaton,Kira and Desert Wolf are gone but I think they all are coming back but I also hope Desert Wolf isn't.
Corey is dead.

That was all for today,
See you tomorrow, let's all go to bed, lay down and cry, unless that's what I'm gonna do...

Love ya, stay alive, xx

How Teen Wolf Changed My Life?!

Hello guys,
So today I'm writting about how this show, Teen Wolf.
I've never really thought of this before but now, when I'm thinking about it... Teen Wolf has really changed my life, I mean, it really did!
If you can agree with me in any of this moments or changes in your life because of Teen Wolf, please comment down bellow '' #ShareOurFeelingsWithFandom'' and you can also add more changes that Teen Wolf made in your life.

First of all , my friends!
Yeah, now they think I'm completely crazy (before they thought I was crazy, but not like this). I don't know what's their reason to think that because I just told them every line from every single episode, told them I would like to be a werewolf, tried to teach them about werewolves (but they didn't really care at all...) and my mood depended of new episode, like it was sad (like someone died or something like that) I would stare at the wall all day or try to explain them what's wrong with me (that never ended good, I would just talk,talk and talk for like 2 hours e.g.how Allison died but they didn't even know who's Allison!) But they still love me aww (lol)!

My version of the song Alive :

My mother told me I should go and get some therapy,
I asked the doctor , ''Can you find out what is wrong with me? 
I don't know why I wanna be with every DYLAN I meet.
I can't control it.
Yeah, I know it's taking over me.
I'm going WEREWOLFISH.
Can't contain it.
So tell me just what should I do?''

She said, ''Hey it's alright, 
Does it makes you feel alive?
Don't look back,
Live your life,
Even if it's WEREWOLF'S one...''

Yeah, that was pretty... Weird.
But okay, let's get back to our theme.

What else?
Oh yeah, the Moon! It may seem crazy to you but I started looking different at the Moon when I started watching Teen Wolf.
I started loving the Moon... Really... It's so beautiful but I can also pretend he's giving me the power of the werewolf just looking at it (lol , #justwerewolfthings).

Stiles!
Did you ever find yourself doing something important, hard etc. like doing your homework, thinking about some things and talking to yourself ''Think like Stiles!'' because... I have to admit, I did!
Stiles is just so smart and watching Teen Wolf all your wishes came into one : to be like Stiles or to have boyfriend like Stiles (I mean... #Stilesgirlfriendforlife).
Stiles is my all-time favorite character from Teen Wolf because he has it all! Yeah, he's smart, intelligent, sarcastic, good friend and even better boyfriend, he'll even die for ones he loves, he don't care if he die, he just wants his friends to be okay. #i'mthawing

And for the end...
THIS BLOG!
If there wasn't Teen Wolf, there would be no Stalia, if there would be no Stalia, there would be no my blog, if there would be no my blog I would never ever meet you guys.
This blog really changed my life.
I feel like this is one of the things I'm good at and I can't stop doing it because I really enjoy writting this blog.
I hope you enjoy reading it.

My heroes are Stiles, Scott, Liam, Malia, Derek, Lydia and... Allison will always live in my heart!
I really love this show and now, I wouldn't be completed if I didn't ''meet'' all my loves and my heroes.
Thank you for changing my life!x

That was all for today, PLEASE COMMENT DOWN BELLOW IF YOU'VE FOUND YOURSELF IN THESE ''FACTS'' HOW TEEN WOLF CHANGED MY LIFE, OR MAYBE OUR LIFES!

See you guys tomorrow, xx

Stalia's Style Is Killing It Part 2!

Hello guys,

What's up? 

Today, I'm writting on the same theme as I wrote 2 days ago and it's because one girl asked me to do it again, so I'm doing the part 2! 

I hope you'll enjoy, it'll be the same as 2 days ago, I'll do Malia's part, then Stiles' part and, again, there will be 3 must haves from their closets.

Let's start!

MALIA'S 3 MUST HAVES :

1.SHOES!

I haven't talked about her shoes and now I'm going to do it haha!

These black combot boots you can get HERE! They aren't really expensive because boots are around this price everywhere and also, you don't need to order them online, you can buy them in any mall. 

I mean, girl loves boots! If you don't like heels or don't wear them yet (like me) you can always get these boots without heels! You can get SIMILAR ones HERE !

*if you are reading this comment down bellow ''#LookAtKirasFace'' *

Let me just add this : She loves boots! Any kind of boots! Any color! Boots! If you want to look like Malia just wear boots! Haha.

2.CARDIGANS!

Malia loves wearing cardigans and they are so great because you can wear basic cardigan with every outfit.

Stripes nautical kind of look? Yeah,sure, we love it!

You can get SIMILAR HERE! 

You can get this one in other color HERE!

3.SWEATERS!

We love this baby pink sweater and how it looks like on Malia! You can get THE SAME ONE HERE! And it's just $7 !

Malia loves wearing sweaters in light colors, such as light pink,light blue or even white. 

You can get these sweaters in any mall! And that's so great about Malia's style, all the clothes are affordable and you can get them everywhere!

STILES' 3 MUST HAVES!

1.T-SHIRTS!

This t-shirt with a skull is called Obey Dia De Los Muertos t-shirt and you can get this one in another color HERE!

This one is pretty basic, it's poly cotton short sleeve ringer t-shirt but it's so Stiles' style and you can get this one HERE!

I love this one! Let's settle this like adults haha! You can get this one HERE!

3.SHOES! 

And we talked about Malia's shoes, so why not talk about Stiles' shoes ,too? I mean ... haha.

These ones are called '' Nike SB Dunk Low Pro in Wolf Grey/Light Redwood'' and you can get similar ones HERE!

These ones are called '' Nike SB Eric Koston Skate Shoe in Black/Crystal Mint '' and you can get them HERE!

That was all for today!

I hope you enjoyed, please comment down bellow telling me your thoughts about this post and my blog and subscribe to get notifications when I publish new post!
Love you guys and see you tomorrow, x