The Sparkles In Your Eyes

 It's so strange

Seeing you watching someone else

With the sparkles in your eyes

The way you used to look at me

And make me feel special

Because I thought I was the only one

Who could make you feel like that

But every single second 

You show me how wrong I was 

Thinking I could be the only one

To anyone

To you

...

So hello my lovely wolfiers after a really long time!

It's been almost a month since I posted on this blog and I'm sorry about that...

I just hadn't time or inspiration to post anything. 

Teen Wolf hasn't started yet and I am pretty confused about these trailers and sneak peeks about Stydia I see all over the social medias.

Is Stydia the endgame?

I guess we'll have to wait till the 15th November to find out but I am just so excited and so sad at the same time because it's the last season of Teen Wolf and it sucks knowing everything, even Teen Wolf has it's end but a really fast coming one!

Since I didn't post for a while , I thought the statics about the past months pageviews are going to be really bad but YOU surprised me with a very big number of pageviews and I couldn't be more happier seeing you've missed me and that you appreciate my effort in this blog!

Thank you!

Well, I hope I'll post more frequently now and that's it for now!

Love you all!

Stay alive,xx

I Exist

Do you hold her like you used to hold me

Or tell her funny little stories like you used to tell me

To fall asleep easier

Not being afraid of the monsters and evil

On this world

Because I thought no one can touch me

When you are protecting me.

But now...

That's all gone 

And I can't fall asleep no more

Without your arms wrapped around me

And all the funny stories

Because I feel empty and the feeling of safeness...

It's gone...

Everything's gone now...

I don't want you to worry about me,

I want you to be happy,

Even without me

With her

Who will probably never love you like I do.

I don't want you to worry about me,

I'll find happiness when the time does itself

...

Who am I kidding?

I'll never be truly happy again but...

I don't want you to worry about me,

Go,

Love her,

And tell her I was just a mistake in your life,

But I know you'll never forget me

After you realize no one can love you like I did

No one can hug you as tight as I did

And no one can make you happy and sad like I can

When you realize it,

When you realize I exist,

Don't come and knock on my door

I won't open it

I don't want to be anyone's second choice

Too proud for that 

Too smart for that

Baby

...

Lie, Lie, Liar

Before I say hello I want to say sorry to you guys because I didn't post anything in a while but I just didn't feel like it, I was spending my days (over) watching The Originals and desperately waiting for Teen Wolf but yeah, we are all still waiting.
Just a little bit more, I hope.

Now...
Hello wolfiers!
How are you doing? Hope you are all fine!

For today's post I'm sharing with you another poem I recently wrote!

What is happening to us?

Who or what is separating us baby?

I thought we would be together forever,

as you used to say me whenever I would feel down 

and now I'm asking myself was it all a huge lie 

did you just felt sorry for me and kept making me happy 

trying to erase my painful history

knowing you will never love me like you love her,

knowing your heart wouldn't recognize me in the darkest moments 

when you'd probably be calling her name instead of mine

was it all just a big lie you used to say to me?

I can't believe how huge fool I was 
to start believing in you, to trust you
But now, when all of this is over
I'd say I don't regret it 
If you just , at the end, 
let me believe
There was just a single truth 
in all of the empty words you told me!
But baby,
You gotta understand
I hate liars
More than anything on this dirty world.

TEEN WOLF SEASON 6 TRAILER REACTION

Hello wolfiers!
I wanted to talk about Teen Wolf season 6 trailer with you as soon as it came out but I couldn't, I had some things to do in my life and that stopped me from publishing and writing this post earlier but here I am now and I hope you don't mind!

So there's this first official promo trailer of season 6 of Teen Wolf. My reaction for this one was changing my excitement to fear. I was not afraid of all the scary clips in this video at the beginning, it just get scary when I saw the writing 'the final season' and I was afraid because I didn't know what I'm gonna do when Teen Wolf completely ends. There won't be the moments like this one, the excitement before releasing the next new season of this amazing show which I'm so obsessed with. 

I was so sad and then I got even more sadder ...

...When I saw this trailer. Why are you doing this to us Jeff?! Why?!

So there are going to be 3 bad guys, as we know for now, and somehow it will happen that they are going to forget everything about everyone, and when I say everyone I mean everyone except Stiles who will remember Lydia and she will remember him, as we see in the trailer and that's just not fair!

Malia was always there for him, she supported him when almost everybody gave up on him, she was the only one by his side when he was left alone by almost everybody he loved and now, congratttts Stydia shippers, you freaking won! He will choose the girl who freaking didn't noticed him until she lost her ex boyfriend and was devastated! How is that fair? 

I love Lydia but I don't want to be like her at that point. 

I don't want to be in the situation where I have my Stiles but I'm too Lydia to see it.

I'd rather be Malia, the girl who falls in love and fights for it although she gets left behind every single damn time!

I'll be literally so pissed off (sorry for this but... yeah) if they make Stydia the endgame.

It literally means that all this show was made for them, just to follow the 'love story' of Stiles and Lydia, blah blah blah... It feels like everything's about them and I'm so sorry about Malia...

The only choice we have now is to wait and see what is the next season bringing to us.

We hope Stalia is the endgame. Thank you so much for reading, I love you!

Stay alive,xx

Teen Wolf exclusive first look: Dylan O'Brien's officially back in season 6

Hello wolfiers!
I just wanted to say you, if you already don't know, that Dylan O'brien, a.k.a our Stiles is officially back in season 6!
I feel so happy about this!!

“Stiles is a big part of the season because a lot of this season’s mystery revolves around him,” Davis says. “We’re going to see just what Stiles’ friendship means to Scott, Lydia, and Malia. We’re going to see why exactly he’s Scott’s best friend, what it means that he’s Malia’s human anchor, and what his will-they-or-won’t-they relationship is with Lydia.”

Oh my God! I just want everything related to Stydia ship to stop! Stiles doesn't need Lydia as his girlfriend! C'mon , he has Malia! Malia is enough! Jeff, please don't disappoint us!

If Stalia would be over, that wouldn't mean just left-behind feeling for Malia but for Parrish,too. Why make 2 people suffer when they all can be happy as Stalia and Marrish ?!

Just wanted to share with you a couple photos from exclusive first look article. Thank you for reading and see you next time! 

Stay alive,xx

New Teen Wolf Season 6 Spoilers

Hello wolfiers! 

How are you doing? I hope you are all good. 

We all love spoilers, don't we? So today I'm bringing you a few new spoilers from upcoming season 6 of Teen Wolf. 

There are going to be three new bad guys in season 6. One of them, probably the most interesting one, is going to be a Nazi werewolf - the mystery man who crawled out of the tank at the Dread Doctors' hideout at the end of the season 5 finale.

"We have a Nazi werewolf, which might be the most interesting villain we've ever had on the show," said Tyler Posey / Scott McCall. "I think this might be the oldest werewolf that we've ever [had], and of course he's not a normal werewolf. That would just be too easy for the 'Teen Wolf' world."

I love the last sentence when he said that normal is to easy for Teen Wolf world! He's such a bae! 

Jeff Davis added that they are going to show us some throwbacks on Nazi Germany which I'm pretty excited about, I think the upcoming season is going to be amazing!

Last March, Entertainment Weekly reported that the man on horseback featured in the first teaser for season 6 is also one of the new villains. As for the other baddie, his/her identity remains a mystery.

Man on horseback? Umh... That really doesn't remind me of Teen Wolf at all, it's just now Teen Wolf-ish thing... I hope I'm wrong...
Davis ,also added, that new three villains are pretty cool, and tall,too.

 Davis went on to reveal that the arrival of these three new villains will bring serious trouble to Beacon Hills, most especially for Sheriff Stilinski (Linden Ashby). "I can say that it causes a lot of pain in Beacon Hills, and that Sheriff Stilinski's life will be thrown into turmoil," said the showrunner.
#PoorSheriffStilinski
I'm really sorry for him, I just hope he is not going to die.

The premiere date for season 6 is expected to be announced at the show's San Diego Comic-Con panel later this month.
I can't really wait for that! I'm pretty excited and I can't wait to see who are the new villains and how is our pack going to deal with them!

So that was all for this post! Wait... I have some cute gifs to share with you!

Shelley, Dylan and Arden are totally Stalia shippers ! I love them! 

So that was really everything for this post! Hope you enjoyed! 

Comment down bellow what are you mostly excited about in the next season!

Thank you for reading and I love you!

Stay alive,xx

Poetry

...

There's  poetry in your eyes ,

And the stars in your head. 

Surely, there's love in your heart, 

Cause your soul is a pure art.

Sometimes, you don't like the fact you show your feelings,

But baby, what you feel gives me wings

To fly like a bird

Oh my God, I'm such a nerd

But I don't even care

 I write poetry and it's 'bout you 

I can't live without you , you're my air

Ohh I hope I won't screw

Up this time 

Just give me a chance to show you

Who truly I'm.

I'd tell you all about me, my dreams, wishes and everything

I'll be your queen, you be my king

...

Wooow LONG 9 days without you, wolfiers but I'm here now! 

What do you think about maybe 2 posts a week now? Yes, you've read it right! I'm going to post more frequently now but, of course, if you want me to. 

So what's up with you guys? Tell me down bellow what's going on with your lives right now, I love reading your comments!

And oh, btw.if you find out something new about the upcoming season, please let me know! 

Thank you for visiting and reading! 

I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

Drug

These black walls around me are getting so big,

I feel I'm disappearing in them...

You are my drug 

And now when you are gone

I'm left alone with my addiction

Without cure

How can I get myself together

When you've shattered me in the pieces

With just few words

'I can't... I'm leaving' ,

You said but baby you forgot one thing...

You didn't ask me would I be able to live 

Without you

Without my drug

'Cause when you get addicted to someone

Their departure kills you inside

But you need to hide it.

Love you too much to let you go,

But too proud to stop you from leaving.

How can I live this live without you 

When you are everything 

That still keeps me alive

?

- me 

Passenger - Let Her Go

This song is so pretty...

I literally cry every time I listen to it because I found myself in this song. I found my thoughts and emotions, feelings for you...

There are things in this world that we love but they are not good for us and then, there are the things we hate but they are good for us.

I never thought you were bad for me, but I were for you...

So I let you go...

If you are happy, somewhere on the Earth with someone you love, who am I to ruin that happiness? If you are happy - I'm happy, too.

It sounds like a cliché but I really mean it.

I used to be moderate in everything but then you came and I loved you more than I should.

Love hurts when the person you love doesn't love you back.

But we need to come to terms with it. - Malia

Staring at the ceiling in the dark
Same old empty feeling in your heart
Cause love comes slow and it goes so fast

Well you see her when you fall asleep
But never to touch and never to keep
Cause you loved her too much and you dived too deep

Friday Feels

'Everybody know how to love,

but only few people know how to stay in love

with one person for a long period of time.'

To The End Of The Universe

Love is something you can't really describe... 

It's all the feelings mixed up together, if you understand what I mean. 

You can't know how it feels, no one can describe it to you, if you don't feel it.

It doesn't need to be described, it only needs to be felt. 

Feeling I get when I see you... It's just to complicated.

Every time you smile, I swear, I'd die only to keep that smile on your face like that forever. 

Because what are we actually fighting for? We are fighting for something that lasts forever.

Some things are temporary and then... There's love which you cannot stop, you cannot un-fall in love or something like that. It just happens. Sadly, not all people who love each other are together physical but I strongly believe that they are somehow in their dreams and thoughts together and no one can separate them in their own universe. 

I have a little universe,too. I want to share it with you. 

I want you to feel the same when you see me, I want you to love me... 

But not temporary.

Love me to the end of the universe and... 

You already know that I love you even more than that...

Trying To Make My Best

Hello there my dear wolfiers!

How are you? Hope you are doing great!

I just wanted to make a announcement post in which I'm going to explain you why I don't publish my posts frequently and why I'm going to do it only one time per week.

Well, first of all... This blog is my first love and it'll always be my favorite, no matter what!

I love sharing my thoughts about Stalia and Teen Wolf here and that's basically why I own this blog.

But since I'm a student on the last year of middle school you know how many things I have to do every single day.

I need to study and try my best in this last year and there are lots of competitions in this year,too.

For example : I was at the religion islamic competition today where I won the 1st place and I'm so happy about that.

Since I have 2 blogs I lose my motivation and inspiration really quick but I'm trying to get back on track. The main problem now is choosing my high school.

It's so hard for almost 15-years-old girl to choose what she wants to be in the future! It was pretty easier when I was only 5! 

You know the thing about Stalia... It's pretty out of control, it seems like Stydia will be the endgame and that's another reason why I'm losing my inspiration.

But, I PROMISE, I won't stop with this blog! 

I will write more passionate when the new season starts. 

I'm not leaving you! 

I will be here, EVERY FRIDAY, to write and to share my opinions and thoughts with you! 

I love you guys and please understand me! 

Stay alive,xx 

Memories

Hello my dear wolfiers!
How are you? Weather is pretty today, hope you enjoy every second of your day!
For today's post, because I'm a little bit nervous about the next season where Stalia is probably going to be over, I decided to recall our memories from the previous seasons.
I chose one photo for each season with Stalia.
Enjoy!

Season 3 - where the fairy tale started

Season 4 -Malia fell in love first time 

Season 5- where everything that could possibly go wrong... Went there! :(

Photos can really tell a lot. 

I don't really know what to say... I want Stalia back and I don't get it... I just don't get the fact that Stydia will probably be the endgame.

Why? Why Jeff?

That's so selfish...

Anyway... Pray for me to get an A at Math test tomorrow haha. 

Love you guys so much!! 

Stay alive,xx

Afraid Of Losing You

It's like every day is dangerous and I'm scared...

Why ? 

You are the best and love every single thing about you.

I'm afraid baby... 

Afraid of losing you...

You know... I dream about you every single night and I wake up in tears.

It's like you are leaving me and I can't stop you. 

You are leaving me without saying goodbye. 

And it hurts... 

Hurts knowing that I'm losing you with every single mistake I do...

I'm just like that. I'm the worst but I love you the most...

Only you can make me smile while I'm crying. 

Only you can wake up the butterflies in my stomach and it feels exactly like when we first met.

You make me so much better.

Maybe I'm the worst to the world, but for my girl... You know, I'll do anything.

Anything to keep you here with me.

Anything to make you feel loved and to make you want to stay here with me.

You are the one, girl.

I know I'm doing a lot mistakes recently but please, don't give up on me.

I wanna be yours but I, sometimes, turn on the wrong path hoping that you won't let me go.

I love you, baby... Please don't let me go because I'm afraid of losing you...

20 Reasons To Ship Stalia

Hello, my dear wolfiers and welcome to another post!
This time, I'm showing you 44 reasons to ship our favorite couple ever!

Let's get into this...

I ship Stalia because :
1. They love each other.
2. They care about each other.
3. They have saved each others lifes couple of times.
4. They are different but yet so similar.
5. They are beautiful together.
6. They think in the same way.
7. They complete each other.
8. They are strong together.
9. Thay can beat any enemy together.
10. They can't live without each other.
11. They are the most interesting couple in Teen Wolf.
12. The way they look at each other.
13. The way they support each other.
14. The way they hold hands.
15. The way they show their love to each other.
16. They controle each other.
17. They are lovely couple.
18. They love each other more than themselves.
19. Stiles is Malia's first love.
20. Malia is Stiles' first relatioship.

Stay alive,xx

You Are The Song Of My Heart

Missing and loving you became my addiction. I can't help myself anymore. 

There's no cure for my disease,

So don't leave me please...

Your eyes are shining so bright, 

When you are with me,

That's the time when everything is alright, 

So let's order some tea.

Let's find out if it makes us go crazy,

After I gave you bouquet of roses and single daisy, 

To show you that you are special,

Special to me...

Since you came it's like there's a devil

In my body and a cup of tea

Won't help till you don't tell me 

That you have been loving me for a while,

but you were to shy to tell

Cuz baby, that's what I want to tell you

You, you, you

You are the song of my heart,

In which there's no word but love, 

You are a piece of art, 

My love can't reach no more above...

World is a nasty place,

Can't leave your beautiful face, 

I'd die if someone'd hurt you,

Your hero is me, 

Baby you need nobody.

So let's make this forever,

It's now or never.

Nothing's gonna change if you want me to leave,

I know that I'll be there forever,

for you, to love you and take care of you...

Love Before Life

Hello my dear readers and welcome to another post on my blog!
How are you? Hope you are doing well and that you are enjoying your weekend.
For today's post, I prepared you the story made by photos I edited and I hope you'd like it.

''Love Before Life''

- Vildana Šuta

If you want more edits like this, be sure to let me know down below!

Love you!

Stay alive,xx

Let Them Say What They Want

But baby, you know that nobody understands us. They can't reach the meaning of our love and the power of it. And you are wondering why is that? Why they don't support us? 

Oh baby, they don't understand our love because they are not us. 

They don't crave to spend every moment of their lives together. 

They have never cried together like us reaching and discovering the hidden parts of each others. They just see the bad in everyone but we can't do it like that.

 We are in love and that's what makes us happy. 

Your smile makes me happy and I can't escape this feeling... 

Why would I even want to escape it? It's wonderful. I have never been happier... 

I love you and please... Let them say what they want. 

Because they are not us. They don't walk in the same shoes as we do. They don't get the feelings we do when we look at each other.

 They don't understand the power of the true love. 

True love will always be interrupted with obstacles, but never stopped.

 Because you can't stop what you feel and you can't erase our story. 

You can't! It's because it's not written by a pen, it's written by the tears of the both of us while we were miles separated. It's impossible to erase the tears I've cried, a whole ocean for you baby.

 But now, when you are here with me, nothing could stop me from keeping you here with me because my life has been like a tragedy without you and I don't want to go through all of that again. 

I don't wanna be without you. 

Everything is more beautiful with you.

 The Sun shines brighter and the starts make the pretty romanse with the sky up there deleting every atom of the fear we feel in the dark without them.

17th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys and welcome to 17th Episode Got Me Like... post!
I have just watched the 17th episode of Teen Wolf and I... I can't even describe how I feel. Am I scared, sad, excited or happy? Can I be everything at the same time?
Well, this episode surely didn't leave me speechless...
We have even saw Stalia moments! When the Desert Wolf asked Malia why is she trying to help those people who she doesn't even know, she continued asking her ''Is it him?'' when she looked at Stiles and Malia turned around and saw him.
And the another great news is that Parrish remembered who he was with the help of Argents and Lydia. But scary thing is that he said he needs to leave.
If he leaves, who will rescue our pack from the Beast?
The Beast is getting stronger everyday and it's really not good feeling knowing that our pack is not that strong to stop it.
I mean, I believe in them but they are all insecure at some point... Malia is wishing to kill her mother which is the obstacle to concentrate on the plan of killing the Beast. Stiles doesn't have the supernatural power to fight with it but he's surely great at planning the ''missions'' for the pack which is really important thing. Kira... Well, Kira can't fight with the fox inside her what we have seen in this episode where she was fighting with werewolf girl (I can't remember her name...) and she even attacked Scott who was able to stop her because he finally has healed and that's great because our Alpha is back again! It's also great to know that Lydia is back with the pack (that even rhymed) and also, Hayden has realized that she should be on our pack's side and she's with us now (finally)!
Malia's mother, a.k.a. Desert Wolf is a such annoying... Ugh, I won't say that word because I want to be polite her with you haha.
Mason and his boyfriend are also helping the pack because they are trying to figure out who was wearing the bloody shoes, I mean... WHO'S THE BEAST!
Marrish moment in this episode was truly adorable!
She was almost crying when the Hellhound or the bad spirit in the Parrish's body was saying that Parrish is just the body for them and he's actually dead.
There is clearly a strong connection between the two of them!
When the episode was ending, Liam saw the Beast on the lacrosse field and he's such a hero because jumped on him trying to rescue everybody else, facing it!
And when we are talking about the lacrosse... Yeah, the coach is back and we are very happy about that!
Unfortunately, they didn't let us see what was going to be with the people who came to watch the game and also, with our pack because the Beast was there and...
I just hope they can kill it...

That was all for today! 

Hope you enjoyed!

Love you!

Stay alive,xx

Forget The Past

Everytime I look at your eyes I feel like you hate me...

But why would you hate the person that loves you the most?

I can't give an answer on that question, as like the many other ones that I don't even understand.

The only thing I understand is love. At least I think I do...

Isn't the love the feeling I get when you look at me?

Isn't it the wish to die before you so I would not be able to see you dying?

Isn't it my wish to forget the past and live together again happily?

I don't know what really happened between us... When did we made those spaces between us?

They became really deep, I can't get close to you... 

And once we were inseperable...

But baby, remember this : I love you and I will love you till the end of my life and even after that.

I'd rather cry with you than smile without you.

Because you became the only reason why I smile but... Also, only reason why I cry.

I know, baby, you don't want me to cry but how can hold those tears in my eyes when they can't see you by my side?

Tell me, how?

I want to see you again. I want to feel your arms wrapped around my waist holding me tight like you don't want me to escape. 

But why would I escape when my whole world was there? 

I want everything back. The old times when we were young and happy not caring about the big problems we have now.

Can't we just forget them and move on? I mean, move on together?

Start with a blank page and write the most beautiful love story.

I just want you to forget the past.

...