I Exist

Do you hold her like you used to hold me

Or tell her funny little stories like you used to tell me

To fall asleep easier

Not being afraid of the monsters and evil

On this world

Because I thought no one can touch me

When you are protecting me.

But now...

That's all gone 

And I can't fall asleep no more

Without your arms wrapped around me

And all the funny stories

Because I feel empty and the feeling of safeness...

It's gone...

Everything's gone now...

I don't want you to worry about me,

I want you to be happy,

Even without me

With her

Who will probably never love you like I do.

I don't want you to worry about me,

I'll find happiness when the time does itself

...

Who am I kidding?

I'll never be truly happy again but...

I don't want you to worry about me,

Go,

Love her,

And tell her I was just a mistake in your life,

But I know you'll never forget me

After you realize no one can love you like I did

No one can hug you as tight as I did

And no one can make you happy and sad like I can

When you realize it,

When you realize I exist,

Don't come and knock on my door

I won't open it

I don't want to be anyone's second choice

Too proud for that 

Too smart for that

Baby

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