11th, 12th & 13th Episodes Got Me Like...

Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to the new post on Stalia is BAE!

This post will be recap and my reaction to previous three episodes of Teen Wolf's season 6B which are 11th, 12th and 13th episodes.

There's no perfect way to start off this post because there are so many things that happened in these three episode that I cannot just describe all because it would took me so much time (you know I am writing too much about every single thing and I don't want to became boring to you).

So, the thing that shocked me is that the Beacon Hills people and high school students are going to be attacking everything supernatural in this season in order to protect themselves. 

The fear in people has been born and I think it will take a lot of time and effort to prove them that not every monster does monstrous things. 

People see just one version of these things that happened recently in Beacon Hills. They see the version where Scott, Liam, Malia, Lydia... Every single one of them seems like a threat to people. 

They are scared and that makes them do bad things without thinking if there's another version of the story they are being part of.

What annoys me is that Gerard is back and he's making a new hunter, as well as making people believe everything supernatural is bad.

I don't understand... After everything he saw happening in Beacon Hills, he still thinks werewolves, banshees or Hell Hounds are dangerous to innocent people?

Wish Allison was there to prove him wrong...

Talking about Allison, this made me think of Scott's love life and...

What the hell is happening?

He and Malia... They are feeling something for each other?

In these three episodes there were A LOT moments where you could catch Scott just looking at Malia and feel that intense silence between them.

I don't know what is happening between them, but I feel like Stydia is not going to happen... #sorrynotsorry 

Lydia seems to have some kind of connection with Parrish I cannot explain, and I think that Marrish is endgame. What do you think about that?

What's going to happen with Stiles? He left Beacon Hills but everything is pulling him back to that mysterious place and I hope there will be a lot of him in this last season. 

Saying ''this last season'' made me really sad.

Only 7 episodes left of my favorite TV show ever! Wow...

It kinda hurts, doesn't it?

I'd love to hear your opinions in the comments down bellow about new episodes of Teen Wolf and please tell me what are you expecting to happen next?

Love you all! 

Stay alive,xx

Malia Green Eyes

I love to imagine I was Malia but why not to imagine Malia was me? So I TRIED to make her eyes green like mine in this edit and I know I'm not good at it yet but I'm still learning.

Malia would look stunning with green eyes although her brown as a human and blue as a werewolf / werecoyote are wonderful,too!

She's such a queen, isn't she?

Oh I love her!!!

Stay alive,xx

What about us?

 You know what hurts the most? - I asked the total stranger sitting on a bench right next to me.

He looked at me like I'm crazy. Maybe I am but after everything, how could I be normal?

What? - He asked still looking at me.

Seeing somebody you love slowly moving away from you. Like I was nothing to him! That hurts...

Especially knowing it's all my fault. I can't watch fake people around people I love and every time, every single time, I decide that something is wrong with me, not them and I just... I start pushing people away from me. Because I... I know I cannot change them, I cannot change the way they see things or people. I can't choose their friends and that kills me.

Sounds selfish, I know but I... I want somebody to choose me over anyone else. I want to be someones first choice, the person they think about when they read all these cute quotes about love. 

And I know I'll never find that person because the last one I trusted that way... He betrayed me. And... And there's absolutely no one who could fix me, put my broken pieces together. I cannot live without him, although he is not mine now... Ohh, who am I kidding? He'll always be mine. Even when he doesn't want to, when he wants to forget me, delete me completely from his life... I'll always be there. Watching for him and making sure he's okay, you know. It's always dangerous out there and I just wanna make sure he's safe. Oh my God, why didn't he stop me from saying goodbye ?! Why didn't he chose me over her?! Why?! What have I done, I've never hurt anybody and I was always caring about people, about their feelings... But now, when I'm shattered into pieces, nobody is there for me. 

I'm a bad person, ain't I?

Malia, this one is for you. I love you!

Stay alive,xx

New Characters In Season 6

Hello my dear wolfiers!
It's finally Friday and I can't even describe you how happy I'm about that! This week has been really stressful to me because I'll be finishing school on May 26th and it's only week and a half away! Crazy to even think about the fact that I'm going to be in high school next year! But I'm not here to talk about myself now, because I have some exciting news for you guys!
There is going to be a new player in lacrosse team in season 6 and his name is Ross Butler. He'll be playing Nathan , a guy who is new in lacrosse team and doesn't believe in supernatural creatures and you know what's next - that's about to change!

He's pretty cute, no doubt but the question is : do we need new characters?

Is this going to far and would Ross be the only new character in the season 6?

I personally always prefer something or someone I got used to and I kind of miss the times where there were no 'strange' characters for us. Don't you feel like sometimes it gets to complicated when they add new characters and buuuum they accidentally die after 2 episodes. We do not need death in that measure! I know this is kind of horror TV show but let's be honest, killing the character we kind of get used to and replacing him/her with the new one has no sense. Let's take Kira, for example.

I have nothing against here, I find her cute and pretty but she'll never replace Allison. The reason why they added Kira in Teen Wolf should be (I'm not saying 100%) to replace Allison because just at the time Allison and Scott broke up new girl is going to their high school. Not coincidence at all? 

Well, what I want to say with this post would be : Please Jeff, one if enough, we do not need new characters just more action with the old ones. And, yeah, Ross (Nathan) welcome to the Teen Wolf family! Just please don't fall in love with Malia, or do, but just to help Stiles get aware of how much he loves her! This was poetic! 

So that was all for today! 

I'd love to hear your opinions in the comment down bellow!
I love you guys!

Stay alive,xx

Fake Season 6 Opening and My Thoughts

Hello my lovely wolfiers!
How are you? I hope you are doing fine!
So recently I've seen the Season 6 opening video and I though it was legit, but don't worry - it's not.

Before I start with sharing my thoughts after watching this video with you, I want you to actually watch it so you know what I am talking about ...

Amazing job whosoever has done it but I must admit I was scared! No, not because all the blood and everything but have you noticed something? There is no Malia in this video! 

Just Scott, Stiles, DEREK and Lydia! I was happy to see Derek thinking it was legit but when I noticed there's no Malia or Kira I was disappointed. 

First thoughts about blood and Lydia's scary scenes were ''Ohh my God! This is going to be a GREAT season!''. I love when it's actually something happening. Something related to supernatural creatures that are constantly fighting enemies but it wouldn't be interesting at all if their enemies were always the same. We have had the Berserkers, the Oni, the Alpha pack, Darach, the Kanima, the Mute etc. and although we all hate them, we must admit it was exciting to see our teen pack fighting with them while trying to live normal teen life (which was normal till the night in the woods, the first episode, the bite). Maybe I'm repeating myself but Lydia's scenes here... They are A-M-A-Z-I-N-G! Hope Jeff sees this video and makes episodes based on this but, of course, adding Malia and Kira , 'cause what would we do with our girls? 

I'm wondering what are you expecting in the sixth season of our favorite show? Do you like this video and what would you add or remove from it? 

Wanna hear your thoughts wolfiers!

Hope you'll be having an awesome weekend! 

Love ya all! 

Stay alive,xx

You Are The Song Of My Heart

Missing and loving you became my addiction. I can't help myself anymore. 

There's no cure for my disease,

So don't leave me please...

Your eyes are shining so bright, 

When you are with me,

That's the time when everything is alright, 

So let's order some tea.

Let's find out if it makes us go crazy,

After I gave you bouquet of roses and single daisy, 

To show you that you are special,

Special to me...

Since you came it's like there's a devil

In my body and a cup of tea

Won't help till you don't tell me 

That you have been loving me for a while,

but you were to shy to tell

Cuz baby, that's what I want to tell you

You, you, you

You are the song of my heart,

In which there's no word but love, 

You are a piece of art, 

My love can't reach no more above...

World is a nasty place,

Can't leave your beautiful face, 

I'd die if someone'd hurt you,

Your hero is me, 

Baby you need nobody.

So let's make this forever,

It's now or never.

Nothing's gonna change if you want me to leave,

I know that I'll be there forever,

for you, to love you and take care of you...

17th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys and welcome to 17th Episode Got Me Like... post!
I have just watched the 17th episode of Teen Wolf and I... I can't even describe how I feel. Am I scared, sad, excited or happy? Can I be everything at the same time?
Well, this episode surely didn't leave me speechless...
We have even saw Stalia moments! When the Desert Wolf asked Malia why is she trying to help those people who she doesn't even know, she continued asking her ''Is it him?'' when she looked at Stiles and Malia turned around and saw him.
And the another great news is that Parrish remembered who he was with the help of Argents and Lydia. But scary thing is that he said he needs to leave.
If he leaves, who will rescue our pack from the Beast?
The Beast is getting stronger everyday and it's really not good feeling knowing that our pack is not that strong to stop it.
I mean, I believe in them but they are all insecure at some point... Malia is wishing to kill her mother which is the obstacle to concentrate on the plan of killing the Beast. Stiles doesn't have the supernatural power to fight with it but he's surely great at planning the ''missions'' for the pack which is really important thing. Kira... Well, Kira can't fight with the fox inside her what we have seen in this episode where she was fighting with werewolf girl (I can't remember her name...) and she even attacked Scott who was able to stop her because he finally has healed and that's great because our Alpha is back again! It's also great to know that Lydia is back with the pack (that even rhymed) and also, Hayden has realized that she should be on our pack's side and she's with us now (finally)!
Malia's mother, a.k.a. Desert Wolf is a such annoying... Ugh, I won't say that word because I want to be polite her with you haha.
Mason and his boyfriend are also helping the pack because they are trying to figure out who was wearing the bloody shoes, I mean... WHO'S THE BEAST!
Marrish moment in this episode was truly adorable!
She was almost crying when the Hellhound or the bad spirit in the Parrish's body was saying that Parrish is just the body for them and he's actually dead.
There is clearly a strong connection between the two of them!
When the episode was ending, Liam saw the Beast on the lacrosse field and he's such a hero because jumped on him trying to rescue everybody else, facing it!
And when we are talking about the lacrosse... Yeah, the coach is back and we are very happy about that!
Unfortunately, they didn't let us see what was going to be with the people who came to watch the game and also, with our pack because the Beast was there and...
I just hope they can kill it...

That was all for today! 

Hope you enjoyed!

Love you!

Stay alive,xx

Forget The Past

Everytime I look at your eyes I feel like you hate me...

But why would you hate the person that loves you the most?

I can't give an answer on that question, as like the many other ones that I don't even understand.

The only thing I understand is love. At least I think I do...

Isn't the love the feeling I get when you look at me?

Isn't it the wish to die before you so I would not be able to see you dying?

Isn't it my wish to forget the past and live together again happily?

I don't know what really happened between us... When did we made those spaces between us?

They became really deep, I can't get close to you... 

And once we were inseperable...

But baby, remember this : I love you and I will love you till the end of my life and even after that.

I'd rather cry with you than smile without you.

Because you became the only reason why I smile but... Also, only reason why I cry.

I know, baby, you don't want me to cry but how can hold those tears in my eyes when they can't see you by my side?

Tell me, how?

I want to see you again. I want to feel your arms wrapped around my waist holding me tight like you don't want me to escape. 

But why would I escape when my whole world was there? 

I want everything back. The old times when we were young and happy not caring about the big problems we have now.

Can't we just forget them and move on? I mean, move on together?

Start with a blank page and write the most beautiful love story.

I just want you to forget the past.

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15th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys!

I'm here again writing another post and you know Thursday is all about '...Episode Got Me  Like...' ! 

I've just watched the 15th Episode of Teen Wolf and I'm a bit disappointed... Why? Let's find out.

Well, I expected that this episode is going to be just about the successful plan of saving Lydia and that Lydia will, at the end of the episode , be out of the Eichen House, alive and healthy. But, it didn't turn that way, actually...

Stiles figured out how they can save Lydia but that would include Kira controlling her powers with the help of Malia so they can turn the system down for 5-10 minutes, just enough for Stiles to take Lydia out. Scott and Liam would go with him to the main doors which are protected with Mountain Ash so they can't go further with Stiles. Stiles would take Lydia out and go to the van where Parrish is waiting for them. It was hard to convince Parrish to say yes to the question of using his "police powers" to get them to the Eichen house in the van, but Stiles is the best and he has done it.

Well,well,well... You were hoping there would be no Theo in this episode? Me too.

But unfortunately, he was there. And when I say there, I mean in the Eichen House. With his "pack". Trying to "save" Lydia ,too. Or no?

Stiles entered the Lydia's room successfully but he saw the hole in her head and he knew it was her end. She begged him to go because Vallack did that hole to make her more powerful, but when she would get to that point, she would hear every dying scream on the Earth. And that would, logically, kill her. But when she would die, her dying scream would kill the people around her because it'd be so loud and so powerful.

Stiles heard Vallack coming so he quit the room and hide on the near corner.

Meanwhile, Scott and Liam were trying to break the Mountain Ash, but the guards interrupted them and well, they started beating them. When Scott saw they were beating Liam, he was too angry (man, you can't touch people's Betas!) and he turned into a werewolf and you know how that ends...

Theo and his "pack" went to the Lydia's room and Vallack asked them why the pack of Chimeras need a Banshee and Theo answered that they are not looking for a Banshee but the Hellhound. Parrish couldn't wait anymore so he turned into a Hellhound and went there, exactly when Theo said that they are looking for him.

"You want the Hellhound? You've got it!" - Vallack

And the episode ended when Scott said "Come on, we need to get Lydia out of here" to Liam.

So that was all for today guys! Hope you enjoyed! Be sure to let me know in the comments down below if you did and follow me on GFC and G+, please! Thank you so much!

I love you!

Stay alive,xx

12th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello guys and before I say anything more... Sorry because I didn't post for 5 days but I was having private reasons so I hope you'll forgive me because today I'm writing ''12th Episode Got Me Like...'' and I know you love these posts!

Let's get into this...

So this episode, like every episode in this season, was INTENSE (I LOVE when Mason says that in crazy situations haha) !


First to start with good news... Sciles is BACK! Oh my God I waited so long to say this, just look at how many sentences I wrote before this but oh  my God I can't even describe how beautiful feeling is in my heart right now! I want to thank Sherrif Stilinski because he said Stiles that, to forgive himself for killing Donovan, he needs to forgive others starting with Scott. SO HAPPY!

But at the other hand... Stalia! They didn't even meet in this episode and it's sick! But I totally understand Malia! She wants to kill Desert Wolf because it's, you know, Malia or her. So I'd definitely choose Malia, wouldn't you? And I love... Let me think how to say it... Balia or Mraeden? Idk but I love the fact that Braeden is back and she'll help Malia kill the Desert Wolf. But I don't like the fact that Deaton is Desert Wolf's hostage... And, oh, Malia thinks that her pack will not love her anymore if she kills the Desert Wolf... Oh my God that's so sad! #WeWillAlwaysLoveYouMalia

Hmmm... Lydia and Meredith! Meredith will teach Lydia how to use her voice as her weapon to help her friend survive.
I love the fact that Lydia will finally show off her Banshee powers!

But the scene before... Meredith in that black rheum... Gross!


Liam and Hayden are back together? Again? I don't ship them at all. First thing first, Liam was really bad Beta and he tried to kill Scott, and all the love I felt for him suddenly disappeared... Idk, it just did. I miss the old ' I fell into a hole' Liam and I miss good not-Chimera Hayden. Does he even know that she's Chimera? I think he do but why did he kiss her? He kissed Chimera! Hayden has changed a lot since Theo got her back from death and I think there's a hidden plan behind all this 'love' she's feeling for Liam.
Judge me if you want but I think it does.

Cory is the only cute and good Chimera!
I literally love him so much because he's so cute oh my God but wait! I don't want to love someone again like I loved Liam and get disappointed again! My heart wouldn't take it! My Stiles and Scott have never disappointed me and I'm just in love with them. Okay? But oh... Corey is cute!
And what do you think about Theo now? I just don't know what to think. I mean, he keeps saying that we are on the same side VS La Bete but I don't know if we could trust him...

He even told Corey that he won't ask him to kill the people of our pack because we are on the same side.

Suspiciously...

Gerard is back! Yeah! When we finally thought he was dead he's back! But Chris helped him and I think he has got good reasons! 

Maybe Gerard will try to redeem to our pack for every single evil thing he did to us!

If it's truth... Naaah, I still hate him.

In this episode, also, we've seen La Bete for the first time in Teen Wolf and although our pack was thinking that that beast is the succed Chimera, Theo told it's not Chimera! 

Then, who or, it's better to say, what is that and were did it came from? *scared for our pack*

You can read posts on my blog about La Bete. Just scroll down :). 

Couldn't wait to see Kira again! In this scene at the end of this episode, Kira and her mother were in the desert and buuum! Suddenly the Skinwalkers showed! I was like who the hell are they? 

And why are they looking for them? They look cool somehow...

"It seems that most people agree that Skinwalkers are former Native American shaman that kind of drifted over to the dark side, using evil magic that other shaman shy away from. Most refuse to talk about them, believing that when you talk about them they can hear it, or I've also heard that their power depends on how many people know about them, sort of feeding off a collective fear (if true, this subreddit is actually a bad idea). Because people that actually know about them refuse to talk about them, not much is known, but I've heard some say that a skin walker no longer ages like people do, and that some could live hundreds or even thousands of years old (if you can change shape, your body wouldn't necessarily deteriorate). I think it could be possible that using this evil magic could have a type of ringbearer effect- the more you use it, the more mindless and evil you become. If all that were true, it stands to reason that in desperate times, some shaman could turn to dark side magic to save their people. And that over time, they'd become complete nightmares, but that weren't always that way. There's also a possibility of history. Your referring to Native Mexican skin walkers, which may have a very different past than the Native American skinwalkers we've heard about. You talk about skinwalkers that fight for good and saved hundreds of people. It's possible that the Native American ones started the same way... But their history didn't turn out the same. Imagine how furiously crazy you could be living in a land run by the brat kids of the people that slaughtered your family, and that you've lived with it for hundreds of years. You'd be a freaking monster."

Wow! Scary! 

I have nothing to talk about in this post. If you have any questions please ask me in the comments down bellow and also, tell me did you like this post and some suggestions for changes if you didn't like it. 

Thank you for reading! Please follow me on GFC and G+!

I love you guys! 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 7!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 
This time, I'm going to be writing about...
The Desert Wolf! 

The Desert Wolf is a code name for trained assassin who's trying to kill Malia. Okay, that was simple. But! It's, unfortunately, Malia's mother! 

You know that Malia killer her mom and sister when she turned into a werecoyote but we all know she's adopted and it appeared that Peter is her father. And... Yeah, her mother is the Desert Wolf (it's kind of weird to call her like that, like, do you have a real name?)

She was often mentioned in a couple of seasons. I think : season 3, throughout season 4 and now, in season 5. 

Peter Hale mentioned her as a possible assassin shortly after the Hale House fire suggesting he's been aware of her for several years.

Braeden, while working as a U.S. Marshal, spent most of her career trying to catch her without success (she's professional, I have to admit).

But, Stiles and Malia (aww Stalia) are trying to catch her for a while. 

While Malia had some kind of flashback throughout the accident with her adopted mother and sister, she concluded that her biological mother is responsible for their accident, not Malia!

She was shooting at the car causing the death of mother and sister, but Malia , turned into a werecoyote, escaped into the woods and stayed there, living with guilty conscience for a long time, till Scott finally turned her into a human.

In one episode (can't remember which), Deaton meets the Desert Wolf and she confronts him and asks about her daughter. She says if Malia is still alive then she will have to kill her again.

He said that Malia was dead to protect her but I don't think that she believed him.   

But I'm asking you just one question : why? Why is mother trying to kill her daughter? She must be psycho! 

And I am just scared for Malia... This psychotic bitch is coming into the Beacon Hills and I... I just hope the pack will success in protecting Malia. But she has to tell them about this, right? I hope she'll share that with the pack because I think she can't fight alone with this one. 

When Breaden found out that's she's coming to Beacon Hills, she warned Malia. 

And that's all we know about this werecoyote. We'll need to wait till the January 5th to find something more out. 

Ughh scary... But #believeinourpack! 

That was all for today! 

Thank you guys for reading. I hope you liked it , if you did please comment down bellow and follow me on GFC. I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

#TeenWolfWiki : PART 4!

Hello guys and welcome to another #TeenWolfWiki post! 

This is the part 4 and I can't really believe how time passes by because it'll basically be 2016 in 3 days! 

Do you celebrate New Year? I don't really celebrate New Year, I mean, I go to sleepover at my best friends' houses or they come to my place but it's not like we are going to party that much just because it's New Year and I'm Muslim , too , so that isn't properly in my religion.

I think I went really too deep into this and I have so much to do so I should probably start haha...

Today I'm going to write about...

Triskelion ! 

*I miss Derek so much...*

So, if you watch Teen Wolf (sayin' this because some of my readers don't watch Teen Wolf but they find these posts interesting) you probably noticed that triskelion tattoo on Derek's back. But what is actually triskelion and why Derek has its tattoo? 

Triskelion is basically the sign of 3 spirals which somehow look like 3 legs. 

But the triskelion is an acient symbol with wide and varied meanings and usage around the world. 

But in Teen Wolf it has first time appeared in the second episode , around Laura Hale's grave as Stiles removed a wolfsbane studded rope next to Derek's house. Basically, it appeared a lot in Teen Wolf, even in Lydia's hallucinations. Derek explained Scott that triskelion is used as the symbol of the revenge among werewolf packs. But Boyd, in season 2, points out that the symbol has different meanings to different people. It might mean past, present and future or father,mother and child. Derek says that the symbol means to him Alpha, Beta and Omega - the three types of werewolves. He said it reminds him that we all can rise and fall. Beta can become an Alpha or an Alpha falling down to Omega status.

Talia Hale (a.k.a Derek's mother) used this sign to teach each one of her child to control themselves in the night of the full moon. 

There are also more different meanings of this sign : the stage of life and progress in the life (action, moving forward, etc.), the three real realms (water,sky and earth) and the phases of the moon (new, half and full). 

This sign really looks cool to me. What do you think? 

So that was all for today, I hope you enjoyed. Please comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC. 

Stay alive,xx

The Heart Want What It Wants

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''Listen to your brain, forget the heart'' , they said. But I know, even through my brain says you're going to hurt me, my heart doesn't listen to it and constantly falls for your eyes and smile. One look is enough to make me feel the happiest person in the world but oh... I fell for you and I know this is not what I imagined, these aren't the dreams I dreamt when I was a little girl... I dreamt a nice boy with good behavior but I felt for bad boy, for a hooligan... But you... You are MY bad boy, MY hooligan and I don't care what they think even if they are right. My heart chose you. You are the one I talk about in my sleep, you are the one that makes me smile just by one single message you send me, you are the one that can make my day better at the hardest times... You... I'm so crazy in love with you, am I not? Hah...

Baby, let them talk what they want. 

I wouldn't leave you even when they all would be against us. 

The whole world might seem to be against us but our love is stronger than the whole world, isn't it?
Baby, just hug me thigh, let me know you love me and I will never leave.

I just need you. Even through it means I won't listen to my brain, okay, I'll be stupid, but I don't care if we love each other.

This whole world is just the fog that's trying to hide our love but oh, baby, fog doesn't last forever. 

We can chase it together.

Just you and me, honey.

Because...

The heart want what it wants.

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Hello guys! Happy Wednesday!

I hope you are doing well through this final weeks. I am going to school until December 31st. Long way to the end, i know...

So, here's another imagine story by me. This one is like Malia writing to Stiles because he's bad boy and she's good girl so her friends and family keep saying to her that she should get away from him.

I  hope you like it! I love you guys!

Stay alive,xx

10,000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys...

O my God... I never thought I would be here writting this post. It feels amazing! Knowing that you accomplished one goal in your life... I can't describe this feeling! And this wouldn't be possible without you guys, you are my little hearts and I love you so much! I want to thank you for always being there for me, reading my posts even when they were actually not even close to good... Through my posts you can always conclude am I feeling good or am I so sad. That's why I love writting. Even when I'm writting about Stalia I can write fanfictions depending on my feelings. I can create stories that will never actually happen. I can imagine that I'm werewolf too, I can put myself into Malia's character. I can, basically, live thousands of lives just by writting. But you know what's better?

Knowing that someone out there is actually reading your posts, that someone out there likes them, finds me talented or just a good amateur writer. You may think that when I write to you that you mean so much to me, I'm doing it to keep you as my reader, but no, I'm not! I mean it!

Just try to do something and if someone tells you that you're so good, try to describe me that feeling! You'd feel the same! I, actually, feel proud of myself now. I've never been proud of myself in my entire life... But hey, that's another story! And I don't want to write sad stories now. This should be happy moment! And it clearly is! I'm so happy to have you in my life! 

Thank you so much again! 

I hope you like my blog and you'll continue reading it because it means so much to me!

Only thing I miss in this moment are they... I want to meet my heroes so badly. I want them to read this and all my other posts intended and inspired by them. 

I love you Stiles and Malia! You will be always taking a part of my heart, Stalia. 

I love you! 

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Thank you guys for reading this and thank you for amazing 10,000 views, almost 70 subscribers on GFC and 40 of them on Google+ . It sounds insane! Thank you to the (full) Moon and back haha! For 3 days it's going to be 5 months since I made this blog. I feel so proud and it's because of you!

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I'm working on amazing plans for this blog, I want to success with this blog and I hope you'll continue following me and reading my posts! I love you! 

Stay alive,xx

What Love Looks Like

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

Your endless needs

My breaking grieves

You look this way

But you don't see

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

My body is framed

My soul is stained

All things good

Will be washed away

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This pain I breathe

Has poisened me

Dreamt a dream

Now I'm spitting bitter tears

Through thick and thin

That's what they say

Forgive and forget

Well it's me that has to change

Is this what love looks like?

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

This is what love looks like

Is this what love looks like?

-Mirel Wagner

Seeing you so powerless on the heap of bodies... My heart is broken now. 

If you are hurt, I cry, but if you die, I die. Remember? 

My mind is confused... How that even happened? You were my heroes... Heroes can't die, right? 

At least, in my heart, you'll never die... Is this what love looks like? 

I'm asking too much questions but I need to know... I need to know if... If this is the truth? You're gonna die? But... But I love you. My heart was breaking into hundreds of peaces seeing you die. 

Is this the end? 

Our journey was short, I must admit. Or it just looked like that to me? 

No, they can't take you. They'll break this little girl's heart... I... I can't let you go.

You mean so much to me. You changed my life, you know it, right? 

In this letter, I just wanted to remind you how much you mean to me and...

And to say you to fight.

Fight till your least drop of blood. I'll be there to support you. Just to know you aren't alone and you'll never be till I die. 

I can at least watch it and support you when I can't change anything.

And that's what's really killing me.

I suppose this is what love looks like.

Hello guys, It's me again.
I hope you'll understand I'm a bit late because I had no wi-fi connection yesterday. 
If you click on that lyrics up there, you can watch the new official promo of Teen Wolf (which I cried watching btw so I'm warning you!) 
And I decided to wrote a little bit about that video. Hope you liked this post! 
Comment down bellow if you did and follow me on GFC!
Thanks! I love you guys!



Stay alive, xx

''They Underestimated My Power''

...

When the Sun goes down and the Moon is full, I just want you to be by my side and hold me tight so the Moon loses its power and my claws don't appear wanting to unstitch all the skin on this little Earth, just to see weakness in their eyes.. 

It's not actually claws or fangs that make us different from others, baby. 

It's the desire in our hearts to kill everything that doesn't deserve to live. 

To see them suffer in pain like others suffered while they were hurting them so bad.

We want it.

We, werewolves, just want to make this planet better to live. 

Humans... Humans are bad,bad,bad... 

They are jealous, envious, corrupt beings. They are fake.

They'd tell you they love you but inside, they just want you to be dead.

And that's what makes me werewolf. Because werewolves are beings that want justice, that are sick of seeing other innocent people suffer.

They say... ''You become a werewolf when one of them bites us'' but honey... 

How did the first one originate? 

Shh just listen me... I'll tell you the story how they underestimated her power.

There was a girl. They didn't know her name because they called her a failure.

She saw what other people didn't. 

She noticed what they didn't. 

She was a witness of so much injustice in her life, she was witness of many crimes happening in front of her eyes, in her town... 

She knew it wasn't alright. She wanted to change the world.

But she couldn't. At least she thought like that.

One night... She dreamed it. She dreamed her becoming a werewolf. Werewolf who hunts bad things and saves lives. 

But she kept quiet. She held it in her for a long,long time. But one night... The Moon raised and she felt it. She was turning into a werewolf throwing out every atom of anger she felt. 

Her claws, fangs and speed were incredible. But she knew she needed an army. An army of soldiers to help her to change the world. They underestimated her power but once they saw she was something special... They changed their mind but she didn't. 

- And that's just how it all has started... 

...

Hello guys! 

Happy Wednesday to you! Haha first thing first, one announcement : my publishing schedule changed a little bit and now I'm posting EVERY WEDNESDAY AND SATURDAY! 

I hope that's fine to you.

And now, let's talk about this fanfiction text I just wrote. I wrote it and it's not like the true legend about werewolves! Just to make that clear. I wrote it like Malia was the first werewolf ever because... I don't know, I just had that kind of inspiration, I guess? 

So thanks for reading, please comment down bellow telling me do you like this kind of posts and what should I post next? :) 

I love you all guys, 

Stay alive,xx 

Waiting For You

Hello guys! It's been so long I talked to you! I had so much to do, I'm going crazy in school so I couldn't find any extra time to talk to you. And I'm so sorry about that! Hope I'll finally make my schedule works so I can find some time to enjoy here writting new posts. 

I hope you like my posts, if you don't, please tell me what should I change about them and what kind of posts would you like to see here. 

''Blue jeans, white shirt walk into the room, you know you made my eyes burn...''

I love you, bad boy. 

I love how your eyes are saying things you did. Oh those eyes make me melt every time they look at me but I'm acting so cool hoping you can't see that I want you.

I want you by my side now and forever.

I'm trying to act cool making you try harder to get me. 

It's hard, you know?

Because I only want to hug you and never let you go again.

I know you well. I know you are showing your cold side on the outside making everyone freeze when you walk in but, inside... You are just a boy wanting someone to love him forever. Someone who will give him promises and don't break them. Someone who will give him all her heart 'cause you just wanna feel loved... You just wanna feel like when you die, someone would actually cry because of you. Like someone would care for all your wounds and make them disappear. It's truth, isn't it?

And the only thing I can promise to you is that I will love you forever.

'Cause I'm the person that gives everything or nothing.

I'll love you with all my heart or I'll hate you. It's simple.

When you get to know me better you'll realize I'm not perfect, but I'm not even trying to be. I just want someone who would treat me like I am and I'll give him all my world. I'll never let him go.

Is that enough to you?

If it is, come! I'm waiting for you..
.

Again I'm so sorry about my inactivity but I'll try harder to organize my time because I just love you all and I love writting here, talking to you...
I hope you liked this post, if you did, please don't forget to subscribe on my blog and leave me comments down bellow so we can chat a little bit.

I love you all,
Stay alive, xx

Story of a Werecoyote

''8 years ago almost an entire family died in a car accident...

With the bodies a young girl named Malia was never found...''

- Sherrif 

''They drive and Malia is starting to change, she goes out of control, the mom crashes and everybody dies...''

-''Except Malia...''

''She blames herself, right? Going running in the woods and eventually becomes trapped inside the body of the coyote.''

- Stiles 

You found me Stiles and Scott... You found me and changed me. I was human again. But now... Trapped inside the body of the woman but with the thoughts of coyote...

''Are you sure that this is a girl and not an animal?'' - Sherrif

''YES!''- Stiles

Slowly getting into this human thing but right after that being comitted to Eichen House. 

Feeling angry, forced to be what I can't be - human , meeting Stiles in the Eichen House I punched him hard and get him to know that I lived ''pretty good '' like werecoyote and that I don't need all this stuff, I just want to go back in the woods and it was all your fault, Stiles! But... As the time went far my wish to go back to my old ''life'' was getting smaller and smaller and yeah, I fell for you, Stiles. 

''I fell in love the way you fall asleep : slowly and then all at once.'' - John Green

Finding out that all my life was a big lie and mistake, that my parents aren't my parents, that my real parents left me when I needed them the most, that they are pyschos who should forever be in Eichen House, that my mom wants to kill me really drowned me down... Got me insane... Through all this drama you were with me , helping me, loving me, and never letting me go... 

We fight a lot but we loved more.

This is my story.

 Story of a werecoyote.

Story which stopped when I met HIM, the love of my life. You probably wonder why?

Because this isn't MY story anymore... It's OURS. 

We are creating our forever.

Hello guys, I hope you liked this post, I thought I write too little about Malia and she deserves more so here I am with ''Story of a Werecoyote''!

Please comment down bellow did you liked this post, follow me on GFC so you can keep in touch with all posts I publish and thank you for your support. It means a lot to me!

Ly guys so much!

See you on this Saturday (I think... because my b-day is on Sunday #tooexcited so I think I'll celebrate it on Saturday but I don't know yet, we'll see)!

Stay alive, xx

Teen Wolf Season 5B News + 5000 VIEWS?!

Hello guys,

So I didn't really know what to write about today but I had so much things to tell you guys so I'm doing this post which I don't really know how I'll name it but anyways...
I have some news about Teen Wolf season 5b and about this blog.

So let's start with Teen Wolf season 5b news.

1. Season 5b will air in January 2016!
This is kinda good but also bad new. Good because I read somewhere that 5b will air in March 2016 so this is 2 months before which is really great (when you are like me, counting every single second...) but also bad new because guys WE'LL HAVE TO WAIT MORE THAN 4 MONTHS FOR NEW EPISODES! Writting this down just made me nervous...

2. PARRISH! 
I'm bringing you Davis' words from interview,
“We always knew that we wanted to tie Parrish’s story back to that first big storm and give a first clue as to what he is.”

“We ended up [choosing the Hellhound] because we knew that we wanted Parrish’s role to be morally on the fence,” Davis says. Parrish’s role is that he’s “a guardian of a supernatural place,” and “we’re going to find out just what that role entails in season 5B and how dangerous it’s going to become for the rest of the characters.”

Considering Davis said one of the figures in the fresco at the end is a Hellhound, we’re sure Parrish is going to be a big factor in season 5B and the Dread Doctors’ plans.

3. The theme for season 5b is RESURRECTION!

Resurrection is the theme for season 5b,both literally (with the now not very dead chimeras) and metaphorically (the reformation of Scott's pack). By the theme we might start getting prepared for this season... We are also seeing a lot of characters coming back like Valack in the form of good guy this time, I guess. Jeff : ''he's not exactly the bad guy he used to be''. The Desert Wolf is also coming back. Jeff : ''she's going to cross  paths with Theo actually and they're going to find that they might have more common goals than they know''. I KNEW IT! I FREAKING KNEW IT THAT THEY ARE GOING TO TRY TO KILL MALIA TOGETHER AND OFC, THE REST OF THE PACK!!

And Breaden is also back. That's good. But VOID STILES may also come back... Jeff said : '' That's part of the darkness still lurking inside of Stiles and he'll have the fear that, is it more than just being prossessed? Is there something inside that he has to keep lid on?'' 

I'M REALLY SCARED BECAUSE OF THIS AND I THINK STILES HAS SOME SECRETS THAT MAKE HIM ''VOID''... I JUST... DON'T KNOW... #wearehereforyouStiles

4.Some good news...

DEREK MIGHT COME BACK! AND THERE'S A HOPE FOR ROSCOE THE JEEP! Jeff said : '' Light a candle for the Jeep because the Jeep could still return.'' 

Yeaaaaaaah! At least something good!

So excited!

5.Kira and Lydia ?!

Perhaps most interestingly, Kira will come back in a big way as well. According to Davis, she’ll be getting her own episode with her mother, which will explore what is going on with her fox spirit. EW teases there’s “a possibility for a familiar face/place,” which makes us wonder if we’ll be seeing Kate, Chris, Araya, or someone else entirely.We also wouldn’t be surprised if this episode was used to test audiences for interest in a Kira-centric show. It’s been a while, but Davis has said in the past that he’d love to do a spinoff show centered around Kitsunes.

 So happy she's probably coming back and also so excited for this season because of all these news!

''Having been resurrected, Hayden and the other chimeras will have a touch of darkness to them, and Scott and Stiles will have trouble getting back to where their friendship was at the start of the season. Lydia will also be committed to Eichen House since Theo forcibly entered her mind to find the location of the Nemeton, bringing us one step closer to what we saw of her in the premiere this year.''

#worriedaboutLydia ...

So guys that was all about Teen Wolf now...

Now I want to THANK YOU FOR 5000+ VIEWS, FOR 100+ COMMENTS, FOR 11 FOLLOWERS, FOR 16 PEOPLE WHO HAVE ADD ME IN THEIR CIRCLES, FOR AMAZING MONTH AND ALMOST A HALF, THANK YOU,THANK YOU, THANK YOU, YOU ARE AMAZING, I LOVE YOU SO, SO MUCH! <3
You became the big part of my life and thank you for that, because we are all connected here, we are Stalia shippers, Teen Wolf addicted and loving Stiles and Malia, we are all one! Thank you!

Stay alive,xx