Forget The Past

Everytime I look at your eyes I feel like you hate me...

But why would you hate the person that loves you the most?

I can't give an answer on that question, as like the many other ones that I don't even understand.

The only thing I understand is love. At least I think I do...

Isn't the love the feeling I get when you look at me?

Isn't it the wish to die before you so I would not be able to see you dying?

Isn't it my wish to forget the past and live together again happily?

I don't know what really happened between us... When did we made those spaces between us?

They became really deep, I can't get close to you... 

And once we were inseperable...

But baby, remember this : I love you and I will love you till the end of my life and even after that.

I'd rather cry with you than smile without you.

Because you became the only reason why I smile but... Also, only reason why I cry.

I know, baby, you don't want me to cry but how can hold those tears in my eyes when they can't see you by my side?

Tell me, how?

I want to see you again. I want to feel your arms wrapped around my waist holding me tight like you don't want me to escape. 

But why would I escape when my whole world was there? 

I want everything back. The old times when we were young and happy not caring about the big problems we have now.

Can't we just forget them and move on? I mean, move on together?

Start with a blank page and write the most beautiful love story.

I just want you to forget the past.

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