Hiding My Real Self #2

She was sitting alone in the cafe

And I was looking at her

Probably even staring

But I couldn't help myself 

Her eyes were so beautiful,

gorgeous ...

But I felt they were kind of dark, 

Like they are hiding something

...

The energy between two of us

Was odd

She attracted me in weird way

I had to came closer to her and ask her 

'What is bringing you here?'

She didn't answer for a while

She just looked at me

After few minutes

Her eyes started shining

In color I can't describe

So beautiful

But so sad

And she said

'You' .

In that second

I swear

I knew we were somehow connected

...

Hiding My Real Self

There are the days

When I feel like the beast inside me

Will defeat me 

And I'll just become void

It scares me

How there are multiple persons or even creatures

In one person

Maybe I should just stop thinking about it 

But every time I see you

I wonder

If you feel the same

Are there the voices in your head

Making you evil and bad and...

I can't stop thinking

I think too much 

Maybe I should let it all go

Let the werewolf inside me

Speak and do instead of me

Cause

There are the things I wanna do 

But can't

Because people will judge

Always and forever

And I'm learned I should hide my real self 

But I wonder 

Until when ?

AU Explanation : Stiles lives normal life but he's a werewolf. 

He hides his nature because he thinks people will judge and think of him as a beast but then he sees Malia and he asks himself does she feel the same, maybe she could also be werewolf.

Stay alive,xx

Slay Werecoyote Slay

Hello my dear wolfiers! 

How are you doing? Hope you're okay.

It's that time of the year when summer is getting to the end and you are probably getting back to school or work so before I start this post, I wish you the best year of your lives, a lot of success, happiness and love! 

In this post, I've chosen some of the most beautiful Shelley Hennig's a.k.a Malia's photos from this year and I wanted to share them with you.

Hope you'll like them!

How pretty is she? 

I think she's so underrated actor and she should get more opportunities.

I just love her style and everything about her because she's such an inspiration!

So that was all for this post! Hope you enjoyed!

And...

Thank you so much for amazing 30k views! That's unbelievable! I'm so happy now, I can't even describe it to you!

I love you guys so much and I just can't thank you enough for this amazing support you gave me every single time I write a post. You are always there for me and I want you to know I'm always there for you, too. 

I started this blog as a hobby and I can't believe you loved it enough to read my posts, comment them and follow me.

I'm so grateful for every single one of you!

Thank you for everything!
Love ya!

Stay alive,xx

August 26th 1991

August 26th 1991 is the day Dylan O'brien was born.

Dylan O'brien or Stiles, I'd say, is really warm, beautiful and lovely actor who always brings smiles to our faces.

He's so special and I really want to meet him.

I'm so glad I was born in the time he lives in and I have a chance to meet such an amazing person, although that chance is smaller than anything, I still hope my dream of meeting him will, one day, come true.

What's so special about him?

I'd say he's not like the other actors. Why? He's not really obsessed with fame or popularity according to the fact he barely uses any social network.

He is the person who's smile will make thousands of people laugh.

There's something special about some people. We don't even know the reason why but we love them...

I'd call it unexplainable love but really wonderful one.

Thank you for everything, the cutest actor ever!

I love you very much and wish you the happiest birthday ever!

Lydia Has Evolved

Hello wolfiers and welcome to another post!
Haven't posted anything in a while because I hadn't inspiration for a post but when I saw a couple of videos on Teen Wolf official Facebook page, I thought I could do a post about them.

First, we're going to talk about how Lydia has evolved.
What do I mean by 'evolved' ?
Well, you probably remember Lydia from the first season of Teen Wolf...

She was an ordinary what you call rich and popular high school girl who dated the most popular boy in their school. She absolutely had everything - from her look, to financial status and her lifestyle.

Or it just seemed like that?

Lydia has changed a lot. That's a true fact.

But what if she was always an intelligent girl who doesn't care about popularity or money but she didn't showed it until she lost her boyfriend and realized she is a supernatural creature.

But not just any supernatural creature - a Banshee.

The things she went through made her stronger than ever, made her become a real badass Banshee and at the end - realize Stiles was the one who loved her for what she was, not for what she looked like but sorry Lydia, it's too late - he has a girlfriend.

She's a character who is a true inspiration to many girls around the world and lately we found out that Holland made Jeff to make Lydia smart.

Check the video out and see what am I talking about.

https://www.facebook.com/TeenWolf/videos/1190745007656387/

I'm glad Lydia has evolved, I'm actually really happy about that because he's a member of our pack and I've always loved her character and hated that she was represented like a stupid rich girl. 

What do you think?

(she totally reminds me of Miley Cyrus here) 

So that was all for this post!

Oh God, I cannot wait for November to see the first episode of the 6th season!

November seems so far right now and it makes me so sad!

Stay alive,xx

I Exist

Do you hold her like you used to hold me

Or tell her funny little stories like you used to tell me

To fall asleep easier

Not being afraid of the monsters and evil

On this world

Because I thought no one can touch me

When you are protecting me.

But now...

That's all gone 

And I can't fall asleep no more

Without your arms wrapped around me

And all the funny stories

Because I feel empty and the feeling of safeness...

It's gone...

Everything's gone now...

I don't want you to worry about me,

I want you to be happy,

Even without me

With her

Who will probably never love you like I do.

I don't want you to worry about me,

I'll find happiness when the time does itself

...

Who am I kidding?

I'll never be truly happy again but...

I don't want you to worry about me,

Go,

Love her,

And tell her I was just a mistake in your life,

But I know you'll never forget me

After you realize no one can love you like I did

No one can hug you as tight as I did

And no one can make you happy and sad like I can

When you realize it,

When you realize I exist,

Don't come and knock on my door

I won't open it

I don't want to be anyone's second choice

Too proud for that 

Too smart for that

Baby

...

Lie, Lie, Liar

Before I say hello I want to say sorry to you guys because I didn't post anything in a while but I just didn't feel like it, I was spending my days (over) watching The Originals and desperately waiting for Teen Wolf but yeah, we are all still waiting.
Just a little bit more, I hope.

Now...
Hello wolfiers!
How are you doing? Hope you are all fine!

For today's post I'm sharing with you another poem I recently wrote!

What is happening to us?

Who or what is separating us baby?

I thought we would be together forever,

as you used to say me whenever I would feel down 

and now I'm asking myself was it all a huge lie 

did you just felt sorry for me and kept making me happy 

trying to erase my painful history

knowing you will never love me like you love her,

knowing your heart wouldn't recognize me in the darkest moments 

when you'd probably be calling her name instead of mine

was it all just a big lie you used to say to me?

I can't believe how huge fool I was 
to start believing in you, to trust you
But now, when all of this is over
I'd say I don't regret it 
If you just , at the end, 
let me believe
There was just a single truth 
in all of the empty words you told me!
But baby,
You gotta understand
I hate liars
More than anything on this dirty world.