'You Are My Happiness'

Everytime your eyes meet mine my world turns for 360 degrees.

It's weird, you know... 

How your eyes keep me in love years from our first meeting...

You smile, I smile. 

But also, you cry, I cry.

Oh babe, do you remember winter '14? 

I wanna go back there every day, I wanna go back to the days where everything was fine and all that matters was our love.

We built a snowman and you took a photo of it. Holding that photo now and crying because I miss you.

I miss how we fight, love, smile and cried together. I miss our snowball fight when you made me freeze first so you can warm me up, so you can hold me tight in front of our fireplace where we were watching the fire all night, not saying anything.

The words weren't important. 

You and me. We were just kids in love, baby. 

I am still. But are you?

Do you smile when you think about me?

Do it hurts? Knowing that I'm a miles away from you, not able to help you, cure every your pain with my love? 

I don't know about you,baby... 

But you are still my happiness and sadness at the same time.

Happy to have you even if they say you aren't mine anymore and sad to not be able to hug and kiss you, to show you my love.

...

Hello guys! 

Since they 'kind of broke up' I'm feeling really sad and I need to write texts like this. 

Hope you like them! 

If you do be sure to let me know in the comments down below and by following me on GFC and G+.

Thank you! 

I love you!

Stay alive,xx

See You Again

Hello to all the people out there reading this haha!

I'M SO,SO, SO,SO SORRY I HAVEN'T BEEN HERE FOR A WHILE. I went to a school 4-days trip and I prepared posts for the days I haven't been at home and I thought I've set the Schedule to publish posts when I was away but it didn't work out. So please forgive me, I'm so busy these days because of school assigments and homework. 

Time is passing... Spring, Summer, Autumn and Winter... Every season is coming and bringing something. Spring is bringing us the beautiful spring(ish) colors, blossoms on the trees and everything that goes with that. Summer, oh Summer is bringing us a beautiful sunny weather, going on beach time and no school time. Autumn, well, Autumn is my personaly favorite, my friends. But why? It's the season that's so alike to the reality. Everything's beautiful in reality but it's temporarily. Everything is temporarily just like the beautiful leaves on the trees are. They grow, they get green but then, autumn comes and they suddenly start to fall.

They fall just as we do. We grow, we get beautiful but at the end we die. 

And then? Winter comes. Just like in our lifes after our death.

We might not feel it, 'cuz obviously, I mean... We are death. 

But who sees the cold of the winter, who feels cold winds in winter, who feels lost in white? 

The people we left behind us.

And guys...

I wish you never left and I... I wish you take me with you just to see you one more time, that's all I'm looking for. Just to see you one more time, feel your hug the last time...

My heart isn't the same without you. It's the cold,dark place no one wants to see or feel. So I got pretty much all alone on this world.

I got cold for the people because I don't want to lose them. I don't want to lose anyone else again.

People are selfish so were you! How dare you to left me without you? How dare you? 

I'm mad at you but I'll always love you guys.

I'm missing my old pack. 

My squad. Missing old, good times when everyone was happy and all we needed was to be together and have fun.

I miss those days, man. Miss them so bad that I can't continue with my life. I feel like it's my fault.

You guys, deserve to live. But God takes the best people from our planet first because he can't wait to be with them but He leaves us, here, without you.

Without our warriors, survivors, without our heroes that'll always live in our hearts even when they are not by our side.

''It's been a long day without you my friend and I'll tell you all about it when I see you again...''

Rest In Peace ALLISON ARGENT.

Rest In Peace ERICA REYES. 

Rest In Peace VERNON BOYD.

Rest In Peace AIDEN.

We love you. Always and forever in our hearts!

That was all for today! See you next time guys and don't forget to comment down bellow! Love ya!

Stay alive,xx

Never Be Alone

Imagine this : Stiles got sherrif job but in another town and he has to leave but Malia can't go with                              him because she needs to finish college. And he says...

Babe we need to talk...

You know I'd do everything for you and I can reject this offer and...

- You got the job, didn't you? *smile on her face was pretty weird, it's the smile you can see on person without any selfish feeling in her heart, the person who is happy for others, sad for her and never shows her sadness*

Yeah, yea, I got the job but I didn't accept it yet and you know I'd never ever done anything without hearing your opinion and if you want...

- Stiles... Accept the job. *smile was still there but so were the shining tears in her eyes*

After a fight about the job offer, Malia finally convinced him to go...

***

Darling...

I know I'll be pretty far away from you when you will be reading this and please... I don't want tears, I don't want you to be sad because I won't be there for you to wipe away your tears and draw a smile on your face. I won't be there to hug you tight... 

Maybe the world isn't always like we want him to be. This situation is... Just driving me crazy. 

Just thinking about the fact I won't be by your side when you wake up, I won't be the one who you'll be spending your best days with, I won't be there when you feel weak for living this life, and wanting to give up, to kiss you and hug you so you don't forget how important you are to me and how much you actually mean to me... Is just driving me crazy.

Oh my love...

Tonight... I won't be laying next to you but in my thoughts, you know, I'm always with you. I'm afraid babe, I'm afraid you will get sick of waiting for me, I'm afraid it'll get a little too much for you but... Remember, tonight and always... At least, we are laying under the same stars praying to God to keep each other safe and alive.

I promise that one day I'll get home and you'll be waiting for me at the doors. I promise, I'll kiss you and ask you how your day was and we'll have dinner in our big house talking about our future, our children and about us.

I promise that one day this will all be behind us and I'll remind you daily how strong our love was to survive the distance... I promise... I'll be telling bed stories to our children about us and we'll be their heroes...

Wipe your tears away darling... I know you are crying but what I've said? I don't want tears but you always need to be kicker and you know what? That's why I love you...

You are different...

You are mine... Forever.

Our love is meant to be the one that lives even after we do, after we are just bones in dirt, our love is living.

I love you baby, I will never give up on you and distance will never be obstacle for me to love you even more then I do now if it's even possible, because I love you the most.

My princess, my sultana, my love, my happiness, my darling, the one I love beyond this world...

I love you.

''And take a piece of my heart and make it all your own so when we are apart... 

Never be alone...''' - Shawn Mendes

Happy Monday people!
So it isn't exactly ''happy Monday'' because I literally cried writting this. This text is inspired by Shawn Mendes' song ''Never Be Alone'' which I absolutely LOVE like all of his songs. 

Ohhh I have an idea!

IF YOU WANT ME TO WRITE STALIA TEXT INSPIRED BY ANY SONG, JUST WRITE ME THE NAME OF THE SONG IN THE COMMENTS DOWN BELLOW! 

That would be amazing so please write me, 'cuz I love reading your comments and replying them.

And oh my God we are close to 50 FOLLOWERS ON GFC! Like WHAAAT?! 

Thank you guys so much for your incredible support! You mean so much to me and I love every single one of you and I just... Ugh... I can't thank you enough!

Thank you so,so,so much!

I love you all and I hope we'll see soon but I'll be travelling to another country in Wednesday so I might post another post on Tuesday because I won't be available to post on Wednesday and Saturday so I'm not promising anything but I might post on Tuesday, too or I'll just write it now and in the schedule option click to publish it on Wednesday when I won't be home. 

And that was it I think!
I love you guys, see you next time!

Stay alive,xx