Wishful Thinking...

What a perfect day for crying...
It's raining and every raindrop is following my tears.
He's away... And it's been so long since the last time I saw him.
I'm scared. Being here without him makes me nervous, angry or sad... I can't even tell what I'm feeling anymore. I just wanna see him again. Damn it! 

Wishful thinking... 

I just need to be patient. - I say to myself sweeping my tears off my face but they just keep falling again and again...
I miss him. I need him. - That's the truth...

I need him to hug me and say that everything's gonna be alright, make me feel like little girl in his hug, protected from anyone or anything.
It was a cold raining morning. I was sitting in the living room covered with a blanket drinking my favorite tea, eating chocolate and crying.
I was watching our photos in our scrapbook listening to ''Like I'm Gonna Lose You''.
The life just keeps separating the two of us and I'm wondering why? I think it's because you don't know what you have until you lose it. I was afraid of losing him. He said he's mine and I believed in his words with all of my heart but he had to leave. ''The life...'' - he said, ''... I'll be here before you even notice I'm gone.'' 

He lied. I noticed. More than he would even think I did. 

It's so sad that I'm the person who always give oneself up to one person and when that person leaves, everything seems nothing. 

Thousands of people cannot replace the missing of the one you love the most.

The bell is ringing. Who knows how long it has been ringing but I didn't notice it...

Who is now? - I stood up and walked up to the doors.
I wiped my tears off and unlocked the doors. 

...

''Babe... Hey... What's wrong?'' - It was him...His voice got me back out of the dead... 

He hugged me and stroked my hair.
I felt alive again.

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