20/08/2017

11th, 12th & 13th Episodes Got Me Like...


Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to the new post on Stalia is BAE!
This post will be recap and my reaction to previous three episodes of Teen Wolf's season 6B which are 11th, 12th and 13th episodes.

There's no perfect way to start off this post because there are so many things that happened in these three episode that I cannot just describe all because it would took me so much time (you know I am writing too much about every single thing and I don't want to became boring to you).

So, the thing that shocked me is that the Beacon Hills people and high school students are going to be attacking everything supernatural in this season in order to protect themselves. 
The fear in people has been born and I think it will take a lot of time and effort to prove them that not every monster does monstrous things
People see just one version of these things that happened recently in Beacon Hills. They see the version where Scott, Liam, Malia, Lydia... Every single one of them seems like a threat to people. 
They are scared and that makes them do bad things without thinking if there's another version of the story they are being part of.

What annoys me is that Gerard is back and he's making a new hunter, as well as making people believe everything supernatural is bad.
I don't understand... After everything he saw happening in Beacon Hills, he still thinks werewolves, banshees or Hell Hounds are dangerous to innocent people?
Wish Allison was there to prove him wrong...

Talking about Allison, this made me think of Scott's love life and...
What the hell is happening?
He and Malia... They are feeling something for each other?
In these three episodes there were A LOT moments where you could catch Scott just looking at Malia and feel that intense silence between them.
I don't know what is happening between them, but I feel like Stydia is not going to happen... #sorrynotsorry 
Lydia seems to have some kind of connection with Parrish I cannot explain, and I think that Marrish is endgame. What do you think about that?

What's going to happen with Stiles? He left Beacon Hills but everything is pulling him back to that mysterious place and I hope there will be a lot of him in this last season. 
Saying ''this last season'' made me really sad.
Only 7 episodes left of my favorite TV show ever! Wow...
It kinda hurts, doesn't it?

I'd love to hear your opinions in the comments down bellow about new episodes of Teen Wolf and please tell me what are you expecting to happen next?

Love you all! 

Stay alive,xx

15/07/2017

2nd Blog Anniversary

Well... Hello my dear wolfiers! 
It's been a while, almost six months since I have published a post on this blog.
That was the time when we were waiting for the next episodes of Teen Wolf and they are almost there! On July 30th, the first episode of season 6B will be released and I cannot wait for that... Especially after seeing the new trailer.

We'll talk about the trailer later, but now - happy 2nd blog anniversary of Stalia is BAE.
I honestly cannot believe it's been two years since I have tried myself in blogging and fell in love with it.
Although I wasn't active on this blog recently, I have opened another blog which you may know about and it is called Living Like V. There I wrote about lifestyle, beauty and fashion. This blog was like a 'springboard' for me in blogging journey.
After I realized I like blogging and writing, I decided to make that blog which is more personal blog than this one is. This blog is actually about one subject only so when Teen Wolf will be finished, I don't know would you like me to continue writing here?
I don't have ideas what should I write here when the TV show will be finished but, if you want me to, I can share with you new poems that I would write just for you and this blog.

I just want to thank you so much for helping me find myself in blogging , helping me to start off this amazing journey which I will never regret doing because I really enjoy it!

Wow, I got too emotional haha, now let's talk about more seriously stuff - like a new trailer for Teen Wolf.
Honestly, I need to start off writing about it with the part that I was shocked the most about - Scalia kiss?! WHAAAAAAAT?!
Scalia is the endgame?
What happened?
There are so many questions I could ask right now but I won't find out the answer before the show starts and that makes me so nervous.
I was 100% sure Stalia would be the endgame, I was actually expecting something like a my way of happy end - Stalia wedding or something like that, but DEFINITELY NOT a Scalia kiss!
What do you think about it? Could it just be a dream... or not?
I am hoping too much apparently but there are also thoughts in my head which say that Scalia as an endgame wouldn't be that bad idea.
Why? Because it means like Stiles and Lydia are meant to be together at the end ( I don't like that idea but oh well...) and Malia would be left alone... Unless she ends with Scott who has always take care of them all, but of Malia, too.

Maybe we didn't even notice something is happening between two of them while we were all busy looking for any signs of finding the winner between Stalia and Stydia...
I have watched some of youtube videos about Scott and Malia, and I have actually realized they had something going on between two of them since the very beginning. 
Maybe they were only the looks they gave to each other, but they seem to have much more to say than to be a friendly looks.

I guess we will have to wait to find out!


So I guess that was all I wanted to say today!
I will be posting my reactions to every episode of Teen Wolf that are left to see, I think, so get excited about that!
I love you all so much and thank you again!

Stay alive , xx

25/01/2017

7th and 8th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to the new post on my blog!
This one is going to be recap of the last two episodes of Teen Wolf (7th and 8th) together because I didn't do the post separately for the 7th episode but I decided to publish this post as soon as possible because I am starting school at Monday after the short winter break. Oh God, I wish we have at least one week more!
So the past two episodes of Teen Wolf were pretty amazing because I love the style of Teen Wolf in season 6. 
I am so happy they didn't give up on Stiles and I love the fact they all are working together (as always but this time without Stiles) to actually find him. Although at the end of the last episode they were losing hope in beating the Ghost Riders because their mission to find the rift to the Wild Hunt so they could find Stiles there, Sherrif Stilinski remembered everything and his wife disappeared as soon as his memory of Stiles came back , which gave hope to the pack because Sherrif saw Stiles for a second in some kind of rift to that world. They came up to the idea of remembering everything about Stiles would lead them to the entry to that world. 
Scott has a plan to turn Stiles into a werewolf so he could get him back. 
That's the only chance they have and , although I am so excited about the possibility to see Stiles into the werewolf shape, I am worried about how would he accept it. I think Stiles wants to be some kind of supernatural creature to feel like he's the real member of the pack because couple of times he thought like 'How am I supposed to fight the supernatural creatures?! Scott and Malia have their claws , Lydia has her voice of Banshee and Kira has her sword. What do I have?' but I think to be a human running with wolves, you have to be the best. Literally no one is intelligent like him, he makes awesome plans and I just... I think his character is incredible! I am sooooo excited about the next episode! Are you? 

So that was all for this post! 
Hope you've liked it! Love you all!

Stay alive,xx

*written 3 days ago, school has already started and yeah, I already got sick of it*


08/01/2017

6th Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my lovely wolfiers and welcome to the brand new post on my blog! 
It's time to say a word or two about 6th episode of Teen Wolf's season 6 that came out last week.

Well... Firstly, I wasn't sure if I was watching some horror movies with our pack acting in it or an actual episode of Teen Wolf... And I absolutely love that scary touch the new episodes of Teen Wolf recently got!
I am not sure how you feel about it wolfiers but I totally like it!
As soon as Lydia got her visions in the form of dreams, our pack decided to visit a mysterious town called Canaan. 
As soon as Lydia, Malia and Scott got there, they realized something was wrong with that place! It was pretty scary because they started to hallucinate and see the people they love or used to love. The scene with Malia and her adopted family was so scary but yet so sad. When Theo came, I know he's going to get back to the show and I don't like the idea of having him around our pack in such a stressful and dangerous situation they are living right now, trying to find a way to remember all about Stiles and save him. 
Anyways, at the same time, Melissa and Argent were having a big problem. Argent's wounds won't heal and he needs a cure as soon as possible. But, to make the cure, Melissa needs multiple herbs of which Argent knows names only in Celtic but Melissa succeed and Argent is alive and yeah, we are all happy!
No, not actually... 


The pack is still in 'Ghost Town' and they are meeting a little boy who leads them to mysterious house where they find a lady who seems pretty excited about their visit. She says no one has visited them in ages and she is being pretty kind to them. 
Until they ask her why is there no one in Canaan left except her son Caleb and her. They tell her it must've been that the Wild Hunt took them and she keeps saying no one took them but they left.
Finally, when Scott and Malia are trapped in a room with a weird boy who has tapes of him as a child in many years before, looking the same now, Lydia finds out that the lady Lenore is a Banshee and the Ghost Riders didn't took her because of that.
She saved her son of them like some kind of ghost.
Caleb finally releases Malia and Scott out of the room and they, with Lydia, are leaving the house. 
They ask Lenore to come with them but she says she cannot leave Caleb although he doesn't even exist but oh well... Lydia understands her and she's afraid if they lose the Wild Hunt, she'll be left alone because she's a Banshee. She doesn't want to become Lenore. 
Back in Beacon Hills, Liam and Hayden decide to let their Nazi teacher in on their plan to capture a Ghost Rider (all the while not realizing that he’s a crazy powerful werewolf with questionable morals). But when Mr. Douglas informs them that the Ghost Riders probably have control over where and when lightning strikes, they realize that their lightning rod idea isn’t enough. They need something that can absorb the energy of a lightning bolt. They need Josh. But seeing as how Josh is dead, the next best thing is Theo, who absorbed Josh’s power when he killed him. So, with a little help for Kira’s sword - delivered by her mother, along with an update on Kira, who’s still with the Skinwalkers- Liam frees Theo. The bad news is that Theo’s brief trip below ground has stripped him of anyone else’s powers. He’s back to being 'classic Theo'. However, before Liam can send him back, he saves himself when he does the unthinkable: He remembers Stiles!
He tells Liam that the Wild Hunt doesn’t stick around in a town unless they’re stuck.
Which sounded pretty scary...
It means they won't leave until Beacon Hills become like Canaan. 
And the episode ends with pretty weird situation... 
Sherrif Stilinski comes home and he starts peeling the wallpaper Lydia tried to peel before when Stiles' mom stopped her.
He peels it and sees something.
That's how it ends.
What did he see? 
I cannot wait to see in the next episode of Teen Wolf!

Are you excited and what do you think about this episode? 

I love you all and ...Until the next time!

Stay alive,xx


03/01/2017

4th , 5th & Waiting For New Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to the new post on my blog!
I wanna wish you all who celebrate Happy New Year and I wish 2017 will bring you much happiness, love and health before anything!

I haven't been writing for a very long time because... School, you know... 
But here I am now, on winter break!
And I'll be able to write more!

4th and 5th episode of Teen Wolf were very intense !
I enjoyed them a lot and I can't wait to see the next one. 
They are so close to rescuing Stiles and I cannot wait to see how they are going to make that scenes, I really hope they'll make it amazing because less is not expected. 


That was all for this post! When the next episode comes out I will write another post about it because the feelings about these two past ones are the same as before, nothing so much happened that I could tell you about.

I love you all!

Stay alive,xx


06/12/2016

3rd Episode Got Me Like...

Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to the new post on my blog!
This one is going to be about the 3rd episode of Teen Wolf from the last week.
I need to tell you something : IT'S ENOUGH!
We need Stiles back!
I am so afraid we will lose him forever if the search for him doesn't success...
Although Scott, Lydia and Malia are pretty good at it.
I get all the chills when the 'INTENSE' scenes come, something like when Scott says he thinks the person who is lost was his best friend and when Malia says that person wants her to stay human. (I won't mention what Lydia says because we all know it but I you know, I am Stalia shipper so...)
Malia turned into the coyote and lost her human side for a while because she misses him .
She misses Stiles.
The first person in life who made her believe in love and mutual support.
She finally learned how to be a human, how to act like one and then...
They took him.
If that isn't sad to you, Idk man, nothing can be sad to you then haha...
Although I loved her in her coyote shape, I am feeling sorry for her because she feels like a part of her is missing and I really want them to finally find Stiles!
The whole thing about Stiles' grandpa ... It gave me chills,too.
The look in Sheriff's eyes when his father said something like go back to your wife and your loser son.
Like : SON?! DO I REALLY HAVE A SON?! 
And by the way, his real name is Noah?
And Stiles' is definitely Mischief.

Allison's dad and Melissa McCall have discovered the weird things happening. Several people have died and they all have something in common - a missing piece in their head that I can't remember how it is called but the teacher of Beacon Hills High School has been feeding with it and considering his memory, I think he could be one of the Chimeras.

The bad thing about the Wild Hunt is that Liam, Mason and Hayden, trying to save a girl making a party to keep her safe, made others see the Wild Hunters and yeah... You know what that means...

We found out so much in the last episode of Teen Wolf and I can't wait to see the next one!
I love you all and talk to u soon!

Stay alive,xx

26/11/2016

2nd Episode Got Me Like...

 Well hello my dear wolfiers!
How are you guys doing? 


After watching the second episode of the sixth season of Teen Wolf, I'm feeling a little bit better because it kind of gave all of us hopes, I think?
How?
Well , it seems the pack wouldn't forget Stiles that easy...
They feel like the part of them is missing and they are trying to find it.

Malia is feeling like she is missing a person who has been a big part of her life, who made her feel and act like human first time in her life and at the end - who taught her how to love and how it feels to be loved.
Judge me Stydia shippers but I still believe in Stalia. 
Why? Because if Stiles never meant anything to Malia, why would she feel incomplete at all?
He means a lot to her and we can see it by how she acts in the last episode. 
She said she feels like someone wants her to stay human and while studying she accidentally came across the word 'style' which is pretty similar to Stiles and she marked it off with red highlighter feeling like that word could mean something.

Scott misses someone and thinks that 'someone' was his best friend. He woke up in the woods where him and Stiles were in the night he was bitten. He knows he was looking for a dead body but he feels like someone was with him. It doesn't seem to be logical that he walked to that woods at night, alone...

Lydia, at the same time, feels like someone who is missing is the person she loves. 
She hears the voices in her head and when Scott told Deaton about all of this, Deaton found a way to make Lydia enter her subconscious and when she did that, she wrote a lot of 'Mischief' words on the paper forming the word 'Stiles' . 


I guess Stiles' first name is Mischief. 
But why would anyone give their child name 'Mischief'? 
That's so wrong if you ask me haha!

Seeing Stiles' mother for the first time was the weirdest thing for me realizing she's there because Stiles isn't and when Stiles comes back she'll be gone ...
What do you thing about that?

Well, we can definitely tell our pack won't forget Stiles and that we are going to get to know so much about the 'Wild Hunt' and the 'Ghost Riders' .

That was all for this post!
Hope you enjoyed and talk to you soon!

Stay alive,xx

16/11/2016

1st Episode Got Me Like...

Literally it's like someone slapped me in the face and I kind of liked it.
- short description for how I feel right now.

Hello my dear wolfiers!
How are you guys? What have you been doing these days?
I must admit I am kind of in confused, I don't know how am I feeling.
I've just seen the first episode of Teen Wolf season 6 and ...
I cried.
Here's the thing about the new season : there is a myth about the Ghost Riders and the Wild Hunt and basically this whole season is about it. What they do? They don't just take people, they wipe away them, erase them... Like they have never been on this planet, no one remembers them, they are just GONE. 
In this episode, it happened to parents of this little boy called Alex and then the Ghost Riders came for Alex. The pack investigated about it because Stiles persuaded them because he was feeling something's not right about the missing parents story. But, also, he was feeling like the people in Beacon Hills don't need them anymore like their protectors from the supernatural.
As he was investigating the 'case' he saw one of the Ghost Riders and basically whoever sees them is going to be erased. 
That happened to Stiles,too.
And it was sooooooo freaking sad, I can't describe it to you!
You need to see it. But bring some tissues with you.
I am so confused now.
What is going to happen with Stiles' character?
Would his friends be able to remember him somehow?
I am literally so anxious now! And we'll have to wait until the next week to see it...
And I am feeling sad about Stalia just being dismissed , like they've never freaking existed, been together or anything like that, they are going to make Stydia the endgame! That's so ... ugh, can't find a word for it! It's not fair to Malia, she's such a nice girl omG!
I hope it will change in the end and the Stalia would somehow be the endgame.

Let's write in the comments bellow : 
WE WILL REMEMBER YOU STILES!

I can't write too much now, it's a school day and I have so much to do so I better start with my assignments.
I love you all and talk to you soon!

Stay alive,xx


06/11/2016

Final Season Is Coming...

Hello my dear wolfiers and welcome to a new post on my blog, after a really, really, like really long time haha! 
I want to thank you for visiting my blog, leaving wonderful comments on my posts and increasing the number of followers while I was away. We've hit that BIG number of 40000 page views and I couldn't be more happier!
I didn't post for a while because I was waiting for Teen Wolf premiere (and I was pretty busy with school and my other blog) and yeah, I am still waiting for Teen Wolf but there are just 4 days left to premiere of Teen Wolf which is going to be on November 15th .
I don't know how I feel about it, seeing all those sneak peeks and realizing it's going to be a really sad season and just the fact that it is the last one... O-M-G that was really hard to write , the LAST season! Wish you could see my face right now, realizing Teen Wolf is going to be over soon... Just the fact that this is the final season of Teen Wolf kind of hurts and it's pretty sad for me because I kind of got used to this show, to the wonderful actors, to the brilliant story of this show and ...I got used to the excitement of waiting for new seasons, new challenges for our pack, new adventures...
And it's all going to be over soon...

I wonder what would you do when it's over?
Would you watch it again?
I think I might because it's for sure that I'll miss this awesome TV show which made my life better.

About the Wild Hunt ... Are you scared?
It's kind of creepy but I can't say that I'm actually scared. I'm more like curious and can't wait to find more about it.

I want to hear your thoughts down bellow!
Talk to you soon and love you!

Stay alive,xx

15/10/2016

The Sparkles In Your Eyes

 It's so strange
Seeing you watching someone else
With the sparkles in your eyes
The way you used to look at me
And make me feel special
Because I thought I was the only one
Who could make you feel like that
But every single second 
You show me how wrong I was 
Thinking I could be the only one
To anyone
To you
...




So hello my lovely wolfiers after a really long time!
It's been almost a month since I posted on this blog and I'm sorry about that...
I just hadn't time or inspiration to post anything. 
Teen Wolf hasn't started yet and I am pretty confused about these trailers and sneak peeks about Stydia I see all over the social medias.
Is Stydia the endgame?
I guess we'll have to wait till the 15th November to find out but I am just so excited and so sad at the same time because it's the last season of Teen Wolf and it sucks knowing everything, even Teen Wolf has it's end but a really fast coming one!
Since I didn't post for a while , I thought the statics about the past months pageviews are going to be really bad but YOU surprised me with a very big number of pageviews and I couldn't be more happier seeing you've missed me and that you appreciate my effort in this blog!
Thank you!

Well, I hope I'll post more frequently now and that's it for now!
Love you all!

Stay alive,xx

18/09/2016

Hiding My Real Self #2

She was sitting alone in the cafe
And I was looking at her
Probably even staring
But I couldn't help myself 
Her eyes were so beautiful,
gorgeous ...

But I felt they were kind of dark, 
Like they are hiding something
...

The energy between two of us
Was odd
She attracted me in weird way

I had to came closer to her and ask her 
'What is bringing you here?'
She didn't answer for a while
She just looked at me

After few minutes
Her eyes started shining
In color I can't describe
So beautiful
But so sad

And she said
'You' .

In that second
I swear
I knew we were somehow connected
...


10/09/2016

Hiding My Real Self

There are the days
When I feel like the beast inside me
Will defeat me 
And I'll just become void

It scares me
How there are multiple persons or even creatures
In one person
Maybe I should just stop thinking about it 
But every time I see you
I wonder
If you feel the same
Are there the voices in your head
Making you evil and bad and...

I can't stop thinking
I think too much 
Maybe I should let it all go
Let the werewolf inside me
Speak and do instead of me
Cause
There are the things I wanna do 
But can't
Because people will judge
Always and forever
And I'm learned I should hide my real self 
But I wonder 
Until when ?


AU Explanation : Stiles lives normal life but he's a werewolf. 
He hides his nature because he thinks people will judge and think of him as a beast but then he sees Malia and he asks himself does she feel the same, maybe she could also be werewolf.

Stay alive,xx

03/09/2016

Slay Werecoyote Slay

Hello my dear wolfiers! 
How are you doing? Hope you're okay.
It's that time of the year when summer is getting to the end and you are probably getting back to school or work so before I start this post, I wish you the best year of your lives, a lot of success, happiness and love! 
In this post, I've chosen some of the most beautiful Shelley Hennig's a.k.a Malia's photos from this year and I wanted to share them with you.
Hope you'll like them!











How pretty is she? 
I think she's so underrated actor and she should get more opportunities.
I just love her style and everything about her because she's such an inspiration!

So that was all for this post! Hope you enjoyed!

And...

Thank you so much for amazing 30k views! That's unbelievable! I'm so happy now, I can't even describe it to you!
I love you guys so much and I just can't thank you enough for this amazing support you gave me every single time I write a post. You are always there for me and I want you to know I'm always there for you, too. 
I started this blog as a hobby and I can't believe you loved it enough to read my posts, comment them and follow me.
I'm so grateful for every single one of you!

Thank you for everything!
Love ya!

Stay alive,xx

27/08/2016

August 26th 1991

August 26th 1991 is the day Dylan O'brien was born.
Dylan O'brien or Stiles, I'd say, is really warm, beautiful and lovely actor who always brings smiles to our faces.
He's so special and I really want to meet him.
I'm so glad I was born in the time he lives in and I have a chance to meet such an amazing person, although that chance is smaller than anything, I still hope my dream of meeting him will, one day, come true.
What's so special about him?
I'd say he's not like the other actors. Why? He's not really obsessed with fame or popularity according to the fact he barely uses any social network.
He is the person who's smile will make thousands of people laugh.
There's something special about some people. We don't even know the reason why but we love them...
I'd call it unexplainable love but really wonderful one.

Thank you for everything, the cutest actor ever!
I love you very much and wish you the happiest birthday ever!




21/08/2016

Lydia Has Evolved

Hello wolfiers and welcome to another post!
Haven't posted anything in a while because I hadn't inspiration for a post but when I saw a couple of videos on Teen Wolf official Facebook page, I thought I could do a post about them.

First, we're going to talk about how Lydia has evolved.
What do I mean by 'evolved' ?
Well, you probably remember Lydia from the first season of Teen Wolf...


She was an ordinary what you call rich and popular high school girl who dated the most popular boy in their school. She absolutely had everything - from her look, to financial status and her lifestyle.
Or it just seemed like that?
Lydia has changed a lot. That's a true fact.
But what if she was always an intelligent girl who doesn't care about popularity or money but she didn't showed it until she lost her boyfriend and realized she is a supernatural creature.
But not just any supernatural creature - a Banshee.
The things she went through made her stronger than ever, made her become a real badass Banshee and at the end - realize Stiles was the one who loved her for what she was, not for what she looked like but sorry Lydia, it's too late - he has a girlfriend.


She's a character who is a true inspiration to many girls around the world and lately we found out that Holland made Jeff to make Lydia smart.
Check the video out and see what am I talking about.


I'm glad Lydia has evolved, I'm actually really happy about that because he's a member of our pack and I've always loved her character and hated that she was represented like a stupid rich girl. 

What do you think?
(she totally reminds me of Miley Cyrus here) 

So that was all for this post!
Oh God, I cannot wait for November to see the first episode of the 6th season!
November seems so far right now and it makes me so sad!

Stay alive,xx

13/08/2016

I Exist

Do you hold her like you used to hold me
Or tell her funny little stories like you used to tell me
To fall asleep easier
Not being afraid of the monsters and evil
On this world
Because I thought no one can touch me
When you are protecting me.

But now...
That's all gone 
And I can't fall asleep no more
Without your arms wrapped around me
And all the funny stories
Because I feel empty and the feeling of safeness...
It's gone...
Everything's gone now...

I don't want you to worry about me,
I want you to be happy,
Even without me
With her
Who will probably never love you like I do.

I don't want you to worry about me,
I'll find happiness when the time does itself

...

Who am I kidding?
I'll never be truly happy again but...

I don't want you to worry about me,
Go,
Love her,
And tell her I was just a mistake in your life,
But I know you'll never forget me
After you realize no one can love you like I did
No one can hug you as tight as I did
And no one can make you happy and sad like I can

When you realize it,
When you realize I exist,
Don't come and knock on my door
I won't open it
I don't want to be anyone's second choice
Too proud for that 
Too smart for that
Baby
...





06/08/2016

Lie, Lie, Liar

Before I say hello I want to say sorry to you guys because I didn't post anything in a while but I just didn't feel like it, I was spending my days (over) watching The Originals and desperately waiting for Teen Wolf but yeah, we are all still waiting.
Just a little bit more, I hope.

Now...
Hello wolfiers!
How are you doing? Hope you are all fine!

For today's post I'm sharing with you another poem I recently wrote!

What is happening to us?
Who or what is separating us baby?
I thought we would be together forever,
as you used to say me whenever I would feel down 
and now I'm asking myself was it all a huge lie 
did you just felt sorry for me and kept making me happy 
trying to erase my painful history
knowing you will never love me like you love her,
knowing your heart wouldn't recognize me in the darkest moments 
when you'd probably be calling her name instead of mine
was it all just a big lie you used to say to me?
I can't believe how huge fool I was 
to start believing in you, to trust you
But now, when all of this is over
I'd say I don't regret it 
If you just , at the end, 
let me believe
There was just a single truth 
in all of the empty words you told me!
But baby,
You gotta understand
I hate liars
More than anything on this dirty world.


29/07/2016

Show Me You Love Me

You inspire me to be someone else
Someone more beautiful 
Joyful and happier
You love to see me smile 
But you stopped making me laugh
I don't know what I did wrong
I don't know for what should I even apologize
What did I done wrong
Why are you leaving
Am I cursed?
Because it seems like everyone is running away from me
Why are you running away from me
I though I was your everything
You don't just leave the people you love
Like that
You fight for them
You kill for them
You die for them
You should be ready to do everything for them
To take a risk
To hit their feelings
To make them laugh and smile again
You should simply show the people you love 
That you really do love them
It's that simple...
But yet so complicated,
Isn't it?


23/07/2016

TEEN WOLF SEASON 6 TRAILER REACTION

Hello wolfiers!
I wanted to talk about Teen Wolf season 6 trailer with you as soon as it came out but I couldn't, I had some things to do in my life and that stopped me from publishing and writing this post earlier but here I am now and I hope you don't mind!


So there's this first official promo trailer of season 6 of Teen Wolf. My reaction for this one was changing my excitement to fear. I was not afraid of all the scary clips in this video at the beginning, it just get scary when I saw the writing 'the final season' and I was afraid because I didn't know what I'm gonna do when Teen Wolf completely ends. There won't be the moments like this one, the excitement before releasing the next new season of this amazing show which I'm so obsessed with. 
I was so sad and then I got even more sadder ...


...When I saw this trailer. Why are you doing this to us Jeff?! Why?!
So there are going to be 3 bad guys, as we know for now, and somehow it will happen that they are going to forget everything about everyone, and when I say everyone I mean everyone except Stiles who will remember Lydia and she will remember him, as we see in the trailer and that's just not fair!
Malia was always there for him, she supported him when almost everybody gave up on him, she was the only one by his side when he was left alone by almost everybody he loved and now, congratttts Stydia shippers, you freaking won! He will choose the girl who freaking didn't noticed him until she lost her ex boyfriend and was devastated! How is that fair? 
I love Lydia but I don't want to be like her at that point. 
I don't want to be in the situation where I have my Stiles but I'm too Lydia to see it.
I'd rather be Malia, the girl who falls in love and fights for it although she gets left behind every single damn time!
I'll be literally so pissed off (sorry for this but... yeah) if they make Stydia the endgame.
It literally means that all this show was made for them, just to follow the 'love story' of Stiles and Lydia, blah blah blah... It feels like everything's about them and I'm so sorry about Malia...

The only choice we have now is to wait and see what is the next season bringing to us.
We hope Stalia is the endgame. Thank you so much for reading, I love you!

Stay alive,xx

19/07/2016

Teen Wolf exclusive first look: Dylan O'Brien's officially back in season 6

Hello wolfiers!
I just wanted to say you, if you already don't know, that Dylan O'brien, a.k.a our Stiles is officially back in season 6!
I feel so happy about this!!

“Stiles is a big part of the season because a lot of this season’s mystery revolves around him,” Davis says. “We’re going to see just what Stiles’ friendship means to Scott, Lydia, and Malia. We’re going to see why exactly he’s Scott’s best friend, what it means that he’s Malia’s human anchor, and what his will-they-or-won’t-they relationship is with Lydia.”

Oh my God! I just want everything related to Stydia ship to stop! Stiles doesn't need Lydia as his girlfriend! C'mon , he has Malia! Malia is enough! Jeff, please don't disappoint us!
If Stalia would be over, that wouldn't mean just left-behind feeling for Malia but for Parrish,too. Why make 2 people suffer when they all can be happy as Stalia and Marrish ?!


Just wanted to share with you a couple photos from exclusive first look article. Thank you for reading and see you next time! 

Stay alive,xx